My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  After I proposed to go to the toy store to buy a 100,000-rpm motor, Mi Cai asked me a little incomprehensibly: "Is it really necessary to do this?"

   "Do you think it's very naive for me to compete with a child?"

  Mi Cai was silent for a while before answering: "This is not naive, on the contrary, I think this kind of behavior is a cover-up after despairing of life."

Mi Cai’s words made me stunned, and I couldn’t help recalling when I became so boring. I still remember that day after breaking up with Jian Wei, I was on the verge of insomnia, and then used the money won by the lottery I bought this remote control racing car on the Internet, and bought other toys endlessly in the following days. I think I was desperate at that time. Maybe Mi Cai is right, all the childishness and boredom are just to cover up the despair.

   Being poked into a sore spot, I subconsciously lit a cigarette for myself, took a deep breath, and then asked Mi Cai, "Why do you think so?"

   After another long silence, Mi Cai answered me sadly: "Because I experienced that kind of despair, I learned to play the guitar and entertain myself!"

At this moment, not only myself, I also seemed to hear the sound of Mi Cai’s wound cracking, but our despair is different. My despair stems from the breakup with Jian Wei, and her despair stems from Mi Zhongxin’s death. But it hurts just as painfully, so we live in the self-made hole, and heal the trauma in our hearts with another attitude...

  I finally said to Mi Cai: "So, tonight you will accompany me to be boring and childish, right?"

  Mi Cai smiled sadly, and said, "Let's go, let's buy a 100,000-rpm motor, and I wish you success tomorrow."

  …

  After buying all the materials needed for modification in the toy store, Mi Cai and I went back to the old house, and I immediately threw myself into the complex modification work.

  In order to be able to win tomorrow, I reduced the weight of the car body, removed the car's anti-collision bar, improved the battery slot, and replaced the relatively smooth tires...

But the sky was getting dark gradually while I was busy, Mi Cai didn’t know when he soaked two bowls of noodles and brought them over, and said to me who was devoting himself to the remodeling work: “Let’s eat something first, and I’ll eat it later.” alley."

  I finally raised my head to look at her, smiled and asked, "You've done a good job in logistical support. If you win against Little Fatty tomorrow, I will credit you and give you a big drumstick."

   "Don't take it too lightly, if the little fat pier goes back and modifies the car and replaces it with a high-speed motor, you still can't win!"

  I "cut" disdainfully: "Don't be ridiculous, not everyone can modify, and his car has no trace of modification, so the conclusion: Xiaopang can't modify the car."

  Mi Cai smiled and said, "Okay, then I will continue to have full confidence in you."

I nodded and took the instant noodles from Mi Cai's hand, and the two of us sat cross-legged on the ground and ate. At this moment, we were like two ignorant children, living a simple but interesting life, while the mundane struggle At this moment, we are far away from us, but I know that the worry-free present will not last forever after all. After this night, we will still fall into the vortex of survival and struggle painfully.

  In the process of eating noodles, Mi Cai suddenly said to me: "Zhaoyang, can you give me a remote control racing car?"

   "What do you want? But I have to declare that I can't afford to give away the expensive ones."

  Mi Cai thought for a while and said, "It's for sale, let's go and have a look."

  I nodded, got up and turned on the computer, so Mi Cai and I sat at the computer table, picking up food while eating.

I was only willing to give Mi Cai a car worth about 300 yuan, but she took a fancy to a gasoline-powered four-wheel drive racing car, and the price was as high as more than 4,000 yuan. So he persuaded: "You are a beginner, this kind of gasoline-powered racing car is difficult to control, why don't you buy a simple one to practice your hands first?"

  Mi Cai shook her head and said, "I like to conquer challenging things."

   "Then you buy it yourself...you are so rich!"

   "But I want you to give it to me."

   "Don't force others to do what is difficult for you, I really have no money..."

  Mi Cai then said to me with a look of disappointment on her face, "It's fine if you don't want to."

   "You are wrong, am I not willing? I can't afford it at all!"

Seeing my embarrassment, Mi Cai smiled and said to me: "Why are you so serious, I was joking with you." After thinking about it, he changed the subject and said to me: "You said that if the traditional How feasible is it to combine physical sales and online sales of department stores?"

   "Why do you suddenly have this idea? Did our purchase just now inspire you?"

  Mi Cai nodded and said, "I want to hear your opinion."

"It's difficult, because there are too many things to integrate. After all, the platforms of physical sales and online sales are too different, and online sales have been monopolized by several e-commerce giants. Without strong capital and human resources, it is impossible for them to Competitiveness in front of…”

Mi Cai nodded again, and didn't say anything else. After all, she must be able to think of what I can think of, but her thought made me feel: Zhuomei's current confusion in business planning also reflects Mi Cai's troubles to some extent. Cai and Mi Zhongde do not have the same high degree of business awareness, and Mi Cai's interest in the online sales platform proves that she is eager to break free from Mi Zhongde's shackles at this time, and perhaps she will be with Mi Zhongde soon. Meet each other.

  …

After I finished refitting the car, the night became bottomless, and Mi Cai was already lying on my bed and fell asleep. I gently covered her with a quilt, and sat by the bed and looked at the car I had worked so hard to refit. good racing.

Watching, watching, I laughed, maybe Mi Cai will never know, the reason why I compete with a little chubby is not because I am still a child at heart, because I have an agreement with the little chubby, tomorrow I can It's justifiable to stay with her for a day.

  You know, recently I’ve always been struggling to find a suitable reason to ask her out, but many of the reasons I came up with showed that I had ulterior motives for her. I was afraid that she would perceive this ulterior motive and keep a distance from me.

it's good now! With this reason, I can finally take her to play with peace of mind, take her to go crazy...

Sitting back at the computer desk, I opened the page, and I looked at the gas-powered racing car that Mi Cai hoped I would give her, then took out the wallet from my pocket, counted it, and there was only less than 3,000 yuan left .

  Of course I wouldn’t use the money from the bar to send her a racing car, but I really wanted to give her this car, so I comforted myself that there must be other ways.

  Thinking of the surprise she received when she received the racing car, I smiled from the bottom of my heart. Is this the "I'm happy because you're happy" in my crush?