My 26-year-old Female Tenant

   Ended the call with Jian Wei, I was a little dazed, Robben next to me noticed my abnormality, pushed me and asked: "Whose call is it, I'm so out of my mind after answering it!"

  I came back to my senses and said, "A friend, give me your motorcycle keys, and I'll go out to do some errands."

   Robben was straightforward and didn’t ask any more questions. He took out the motorcycle key from the pocket of his denim jacket and threw it to me. He also took out the helmet from his side and gave it to me.

   Along the way, I drove Robben's modified track motorcycle away, and within a quarter of an hour I arrived at the moat, but Jian Wei didn't seem to arrive.

The temperature is very low tonight, so that the moon in the sky looks so cold, maybe I should really not propose to meet here, after all, Jian Wei is a rich lady, she is very afraid of the cold, and she is not as cold as a rough man like me. I love the freedom of the wilderness.

  I first sat on the steps by the river, lit a cigarette habitually, looked at the river surface reflected by the moonlight, and waited for Jian Wei's arrival.

   After a while, I heard the horn of a car, and stood up immediately. It was Jian Wei's red Cadillac cts. I waved to her. She found me, and immediately opened the car door and walked towards me.

  I also walked towards her, and the two stopped a meter away from each other, looking at each other.

  I saw that she was wearing very thin clothes, so I suggested, "It's quite cold outside tonight, why don't you go sit in your car."

   "No need, I'm looking for you for one thing, and it will be over soon."

"Oh."

   Jian Wei said again: "Go to the steps by the river, let's sit and chat."

"Um."

  After I finished speaking, Jian Wei walked towards the steps by the river before me, and sat down on the steps again, while I sat down at a distance not far from her.

   "What do you want from me?"

Jian Wei didn't waste any extra nonsense, she directly took out a bank card from her bag and handed it to me, "There is 500,000 on this card, which is my savings over the years. Mom and Dad have to pay, so there is only so much they can take out, I hope I can help you!"

  I looked at Jian Wei in amazement, I never thought that she asked me out for this matter, but when Xiang Chen asked her if she had any money to lend me during the meal, she clearly said no...

   Did Xiang Chen ask her on purpose? In order not to make Xiang Chen think too much, she said she had no money, and now she gave it to me separately.

  Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, Jian Wei handed the bank card to me again and said, "Why, do you think it's too little?"

"That was not what I meant…"

  Before I finished speaking, Jian Wei interrupted, saying: "You don't mean that, just take it." After speaking, she put the bank card on my lap.

  I hurriedly put the bank card back into Jian Wei's hand, and said: "Jian Wei, I really can't ask for your money, it's not appropriate, it's too inappropriate!"

   "Whether it is suitable or not, I will take it for you." Jian Wei said as she took my hand and put the bank card back into my hand.

  So our hands were also held together, and I seemed to be struck by a bolt of lightning. The softness and slenderness of her hands made me both familiar and unfamiliar...

  Familiar because I have held her hands countless times, unfamiliar because I haven't held her hand for three years!

  With my hands clasped tightly, I looked at Jian Wei in a daze, my emotions were torn apart violently by the deep love in the past and the strangeness now.

   There seemed to be tears in Jian Wei's eyes, but I couldn't see it clearly because our backs were facing the moonlight.

  This is my illusion, it must be my illusion, I let go of Jian Wei's hand in a panic, and said: "Sorry... I lost my mind."

  Jian Wei replied in a very flat tone: "It's okay... You can keep this card, the password is 1016."

I still want to refuse, but Jian Wei has already stood up, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, you are still the same as before, you like to hold on, you like to speculate on others wishful thinking, but this is unnecessary, I will lend you this money , you don’t need to be burdened at all, because you will pay it back to me in the future.”

   "Xiang Chen will be unhappy if you do this." I reminded Jian Wei.

   "I knew he would be unhappy, so I went to you alone."

   "But why would you do that?"

   Jian Wei, who has always been vigorous and resolute, was silent for a long time when faced with this question, and finally said: "I don't know... Maybe it's because... We once loved deeply!"

Suddenly there was a gust of cold wind that seemed to be blowing from the lake, Jian Wei turned around with the cold wind, and walked lightly towards the river bank, while I just held the bank card she left for me, staring blankly. I waited until she got into her own car, until the figure carrying her in the car completely disappeared from my sight.

  …

  Another gust of moonlight swayed restlessly on the surface of the river. I did not leave, lying on the lawn and letting the wind cut me.

I tried my best to let myself go, I didn't want to think about the past between myself and Jian Wei, but the memory was surging with the gusts of wind, and the corners of my eyes suddenly felt warm, because of Jian Wei "Maybe it's because we once loved deeply."

This sentence filled me with pain and helplessness. We did love deeply once, but following the footsteps of time and examining this love, it was already so pale and weak, so Jian Wei used the past to tell about that love. love.

  I squeezed the left bank card tightly, once again experiencing the pain of wanting to hold it but being unable to hold it.

  …

I rode Robben's motorcycle all the way as if venting, and returned to the bar in a shorter time than when I came. After I returned the keys and helmet to Robben, I didn't say anything, and asked for it directly from the bar The strongest wine, and then drank it one after another in silence.

  Le Yao snatched the wine glass from my hand, grabbed me, and asked with a sob: "Zhaoyang, what's wrong with you?...Did my affairs give you too much pressure?"

  I broke free from Le Yao, took back the wine glass from her hand, but smiled and said: "It has nothing to do with you, I just want to drink, and I haven't been sleeping well recently, so drinking some wine will help you not suffer from insomnia."