My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  It was a rainy evening, and the cold wind swept the fallen leaves and ravaged the city. Le Yao and I stood at the gate of the Municipal Women's and Children's Hospital with umbrellas. Amidst the crowds, she looked at me with a pale face.

   "Zhaoyang, I'm pregnant."

  I was stunned for a moment, then stared and said: "Go find the person who made you pregnant, why are you calling me to come out?"

   "I have slept with a man like you this year, if I don't ask you, who will I look for?"

   "I said that I have slept with a woman like you this year, do you believe it?"

   "Zhaoyang, are you a man?"

"Everyone is here to play, don't rely on me for this kind of thing, if you want me to be responsible, just come out with something practical, don't play with me for nothing, who the **** would like to be foolish father?"

   Le Yao was silent for a while and said to me: "The child has been taken away, so where is the certificate?"

I was a little angry: "Do you think I look like Kaizi? Your child was removed, and then..." I raised my hand, and said speechlessly: "Then, tell me that the child is me, Zhaoyang Yes, are you naive or am I stupid?... Le Yao, we are all grown-ups, can we do something decent?"

   Le Yao bit her lip and looked at me, and said for a while: "You don't want to be responsible, right? I'll go to your company tomorrow..."

   "Damn it...you don't care!" I said angrily.

Le Yao bit her lips tightly and looked at me, but I thought she was a good actress. I met her in a bar, and then we had an affair. A woman who often goes to bars, said that she would have a man with me within a year Had a relationship, I want to believe her, I'm a fool.

  I didn't want to entangle with her anymore, I took out my wallet, took out all the one hundred yuan bills in it, and handed it to her: "You just want money, take it, and don't bother me in the future!"

  Le Yao didn't say anything and didn't bother me any more, she nodded and turned around holding an umbrella and walked towards the hospital, as if there was still some outstanding fees to be paid...

Looking at her lonely back in the rain, I suddenly had an indescribable emotion in my heart. Although I don't believe that the child in her belly is mine, although I am very tired of her, I feel that her life must not be easy now. Otherwise, they wouldn't have blackmailed me like that.

  I was silent for a while and finally stopped her: "Wait..."

   Le Yao looked back at me.

  I took out a bank card from my wallet and handed it to her: "This card can be used to overdraw some money. You just finished the operation, so you can buy some things to replenish your health."

   But Le Yao didn't answer: "...No need, seeing that you are willing to take responsibility is my purpose. I am looking for you because I don't want to be slept by someone in a daze and get pregnant in a daze!"

  …

  In the bar, while I was drinking, I was waiting for Fang Yuan, the only friend and colleague in this city.

From the first day in this bar, I have seen too many lonely women and empty men drinking all kinds of wine here, or silent, or looking for someone called "" Drunk and dreaming" stuff.

  In fact, when we abandon the body during the day and let our soul get lost in the feasting and feasting, we are already drunk and dreaming.

Forget which night it started, I regard this place as a place to live and work, I like the wriggling women here, the shaking lights, the drinks of various colors, the smell of perfume mixed with tobacco, I like Drunk life and dreaming death here, and in the drunken life, dreaming and dying, engrave the messy past into a tombstone.

  Light a cigarette, pull off the film on the cigarette case, cover it in front of my eyes, look at the flickering lights, and my body swayed along with it. In the light refracted by the film, I seem to see a kind of casual corruption! Can't help being a little fascinated!

  …

   Fangyuan took off the film in my hand, and my world suddenly became clear again.

   "Why are you looking for me so urgently?" Fang Yuan put down the briefcase in his hand, took a cigarette from my cigarette case and lit it for himself.

   "Borrow some money, I've been scammed!"

   "Have you made the girl's belly bigger again?" Fang Yuan said in a nonchalant manner.

   "Your uncle again! This time I was really blackmailed..."

   "Who blackmailed you this time?"

   "Why are you asking so much nonsense?"

   "I lend you thousands and thousands every time, and you at least let me know that my money was stolen by someone, right?"

   "Le Yao." I lit a cigarette and said angrily.

   "The graphic model?"

"Isn't it just her? You circle is in chaos. She said that I slept with a man in a year. Do you believe it? Fangyuan, this matter will be left on you, do you believe it?" I knocked the table with my fingers because of excitement. "Crackling" sounded.

   "It's impossible for this kind of thing to happen to me. Besides, she won't cheat you out of thousands of dollars. Last month, all the promotional posters in our department store were shot by her, and the reward alone was more than 10,000 yuan..."

I snorted and interrupted Fang Yuan and said: "Don't you look at what she usually spends, can more than 10,000 yuan support her for a month, and now she has an accident with others, and she has no money to deal with the aftermath, and she thinks of me again This cheap pao friend... I'm so cheap, I shouldn't have kindly introduced her to our company at the beginning, the money was not given to her, and now she is cheating me, do you have any conscience in the industry!"

  Fang Yuan ignored my anger, and asked me in a low voice: "Did you take that thing with you when you slept with her?"

  I thought about it for a long time and only remembered that I was drinking so much that I was about to break up. I really couldn’t remember whether I wore a condom or not. I said for a long time: "I did... how about I was cheated!"

Fangyuan glanced at me suspiciously, then sighed for a long time and said to me: "Zhaoyang, we have been friends for almost ten years, sometimes I really want to persuade you, I know that Jian Wei broke up with you, it will hurt you very much, but It's been two years, you really don't need to abuse yourself like this...Youth waits for no one, so find a girlfriend and get down to it, okay?"

  When the name Jian Wei was mentioned again, I subconsciously froze for a moment before saying, "Don't be so lazy, buddy is doing well!"

   "There is no shortage of troubles! Isn't it?"

  …

   Fangyuan enlightened me for a long time, and I dealt with it impatiently for a long time. In the end, he left a sentence "mud can't support the wall", and left with dissatisfaction, but forgot that I borrowed money from him.

   Fortunately, I have been in the bar for two years, and I often bring some friends to the bar for consumption. I am familiar with the bar owner, and the consumption of drinking this time is temporarily recorded on the account.

Walking out of the bar and holding an umbrella on the rain-drenched street, I truly understand what it means to be alone. I have struggled in this city for two years, but what I have gained is endless emptiness and loneliness. In order to get rid of this poison, it seems I had to wear a mask to cover up the emptiness and loneliness in my life. With this mask, I can live in a free and easy life with peace of mind.

   But no matter how much I struggle on the verge of pain, she will never come back!

  …

I walked several stops alone in a sense of loss before returning to the community where I lived. This is an old community, and there is no property in the old community. In the first year, I heard from the aunts in the community that the community was built In the early 1990s, under the erosion of the long years, every building in the community looked so decadent, but they were close to each other, as if they were afraid of being lonely, so it seemed that each building had another This makes me think: in the dead of night, they will also whisper a few words to relieve decades of loneliness.

With a cigarette in my mouth, I took out the key from my pocket, and I walked to the building where I lived. This building is the only building in the community with creepers. Every summer, the south-facing wall will be very green. If If there are gender distinctions in these buildings, then this building is undoubtedly a woman, an indifferent woman.

   Sometimes people feel sad for her!

  …

  What surprised me was that there was a red Audi q7 parked downstairs in this dilapidated building. In my image, I lived here for two years, and there seems to be no car over 500,000 in this community.

Without thinking about it, I whistled and walked down the corridor to the house I lived in. When I reached the top floor, I was surprised to find that the door of the house was ajar. I remembered that the door was locked when I left, and I subconsciously thought A thief came to the house, and when I regained my composure, I realized that I hadn't paid the rent to the landlord, Lao Li, for two months, and it was probably Lao Li who came to press for the rent.

  Pushing open the door, the landlord, Lao Li, was sitting on the sofa with a strange woman. On the tea table was a bunch of keys to the Audi q7. Undoubtedly, the q7 parked downstairs belonged to the strange girl.

   Then a question flashed in my mind: What kind of magical power is Lao Li, a street thug? It really puzzles me to bring such a noble and inviolable girl like a white lily to appear in this humble house! …

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