Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

Xi Zijun said: "For so many years, I have encountered a lot of big winds and waves, but I have never been so scared as I am now. I am worried that my eyes will be blind and that I will live in a dark world in my next life. People who have seen the sun. There must be no way to endure the endless darkness."

Gu Qichen walked over and gently held Xi Zijun's hand: "No, believe me, no."

Xi Zijun seemed to be slightly stunned.

Gu Qichen has always hated physical contact with others.

Even the years when they worked together to make a tacit understanding.

Countless times drinking in the office late at night.

Even if Gu Qichen was completely drunk.

He will not indulge himself.

Sometimes even she wanted to send him back, and when she met him, she would be very resistant.

Xi Zijun knew this very well in his heart.

Therefore, Xi Zijun has never worked hard in this convenience.

Because Xi Zijun knew that what he had waited was definitely humiliation and contempt.

But it seems to be a little different recently.

Before, she disappeared at the police station.

When Gu Qichen arrived, his first reaction was to hug her.

For Xi Zijun, this change is of great significance.

This is the second time.

Gu Qichen took the initiative to hold her hand.

Although my heart is also uncontrollable joy.

But Xi Zijun was still calm on the surface.

She said again: "But I am afraid that my eyes are healed, will you leave?"

Gu Qichen didn't speak...

Xi Zijun didn't look like pitiful clothes.

It's a kind of self-deprecating: "Actually I know, Achen, you stay with me now, mostly because of guilt in your heart, because my eyes were hurt because of saving your son. In fact, I am also very selfish. I know you are pitying me because of this, but I still want to hold you because there is no one else around me. I also know that I do this like those third parties who destroy other people’s families. I have always despised this. People, because of my family, the atmosphere in which I grew up, and my biological mothers are all victims of it. I don’t want to become a perpetrator, but...I can’t control my heart after all... …"

The tone of Xi Zijun's speech is different in normal days.

It seems to be extra candid.

It seems that she can feel her pain and contradiction from her expression and her words.

It seems that she is also struggling and falling desperately, and the painful look is even more distressing.

Gu Qichen said, "That's not the case, Zi Jun, don't think like this..."

Xi Zijun suddenly raised his head: "What is that? I want to know what you are thinking now. In fact, you can tell me anything...even if you can't be lovers, but at least we are the best partners, we are the best. Good friend, isn't it?"

"I……"

It seems that it is the first time for Xi Zijun to see Gu Qichen hesitate and suffer like this.

The kind of struggling to give up.

But Xi Zijun's heart gradually felt relieved, she had been by Gu Qichen's side all the time.

For so many years.

I have paid so much and never asked for anything in return.

He even made plans to help him regain Xia Yangyang.

The ghost knew that at that time, her heart was really uncomfortable.

However, at that time, she had already started casting a net.

Knitting little by little, not hurriedly or slowly, just waiting for a suitable time.