Miss Witch doesn't want to be a diva

After hearing Avni's question, the girl thought for a few seconds to answer.

"At least I don't hate it. I'm also somewhat curious and like the painting style. Where's Avni?"

"I liked it more when I was a kid, and I collected a lot of similar poetry and picture books at that time." She came to Tilan's side, rolled up her skirt and sat down.

"What happened next?" Tilan felt there was a bit of regret and loss in her words.

"As I grew older, my parents gradually stopped letting me watch such things. They wanted me to go out and socialize with people more and take advantage of my strengths." She rested her chin lightly on her knees and wrapped her arms around her legs.

"Fairy tale books are for children. You have grown up. Stop being addicted to these things. This is what they said to me at that time."

"After hearing this, I felt very ashamed, so I tried my best not to see or come into contact with similar things." Avni's eyes slowly closed and then opened again.

"Because I inherited my mother's good figure and better appearance, I performed very well in dance practice at that time. I was often praised by my teachers, family members, and people around me."

"Of course children like such compliments, so I practice more and more, and my strength is getting better and better. I can easily do many difficult moves."

"This seems good?" The girl turned her head and looked at Avni.

"Yes, but I will get tired of compliments gradually. Later, I also developed some rebellious psychology and didn't want to be a girl who is only good at dancing."

"My mother is a very beautiful woman. It is said that she was also a star that was sought after by many people when she was young. My father is ordinary in appearance, a little fat in figure, and does not speak softly at ordinary times. He rarely smiles. From the appearance, my mother has the advantage. Some, but in life, my mother always accommodates my father, even flatters him a little, and occasionally acts coquettishly towards my father."

"I didn't understand it before, but then I gradually understood that this is natural. My father is a senior official in charge of important departments in the Star Territory. Many corporate groups outside want to please him. Naturally, he doesn't have to be approachable. He can even be cold and hard. Avoid many shameless people asking for favors, and although my mother is beautiful, beauties like her are not rare in the entire star field."

"It's not enough to just dance. Even if my mother is young and a well-known star, she still has to please others. I don't like to use my appearance and dance to please others, because this is seeking some kind of 'reward' from others that I don't have." The initiative is also very weak, and others can easily withdraw this favor and gift."

"So, I began to turn my energy to learning the practice of extraordinary sequences. This is the most direct and practical way to possess power."

"My parents found the best teacher for me, and because my talent was related to 'fire', they contacted the 'Red Death Sect' in the outer star realm. They are a well-known supernatural sect that is good at this."

"In the early days, I made rapid progress, and my strength far exceeded that of my peers. This has almost become a topic in the circle around me. There are always people paying attention to my every word and deed. There are also many peers who are urged by their parents to have a good relationship with me. ."

"I can become friends with many people without any effort, and in order to deepen this 'friendship', they will continue to invite me to various parties, activities, trips, games, etc."

"This kind of thinking is actually very easy to see, and I have experienced it a lot. Not to mention disgusting, it also feels very distorted and artificial, so I began to put away my usually talkative and gentle appearance, and became arrogant, even leaving no trace Refusal and disgusting comments, because if your attitude is a little softer, those people will rely on you." Avni slowly revealed some of her inner feelings, perhaps because of her understanding of the black-haired girl next to her during this period. It became deeper so that she could relax and talk about the past that she had hidden in her heart.

"Some things seem to be internalized into a true character if you do them too much. Unknowingly, I got used to it, and even became what everyone said is a typical person who is extremely arrogant, looks down on ordinary people, and is not approachable because of a good family background. girl."

After saying this, she sighed. Who doesn't want to be popular and loved by everyone, but in order to avoid some annoying things, she can only do this.

"Gradually, I have fewer and fewer friends, because I always refuse their invitations, and the focus of my life gradually turns to practicing extraordinary sequences, and this is a completely new field. I used to study dance, music, Social skills, etiquette, and other knowledge are completely ineffective. Although the initial accumulation of magic power has made rapid progress, when it is the turn to test the theory and understanding to build the imprint formula and bridge each other into the extraordinary core of the complete system, the shortcomings are slowly exposed. .”

"So, when I was advancing from Sequence 3 to Sequence 4, I was stuck for a long time. During this period, my mentality gradually changed from stable to anxious, and even to the final imbalance."

"Because I stayed in place for a long time without making any progress, I gradually became confused. I even began to imagine how I would live if I could not meet everyone's previous expectations and became a mediocre person. Could I really just be a good-looking dancer? A vase, relying on the shadow of my father for the rest of my life to be a young lady that everyone praises on the surface but laughs at privately."

"The more you think like this, the more afraid and anxious you become, the less able you are to stabilize your emotions and mind, and the more difficult it becomes to advance, almost becoming a vicious cycle."

"During the holidays, I locked myself in the house, and while I was lying on the floor doing nothing, I dug out the picture books of poems that I had collected when I was a child."

"I have to say that the world of children is simple and beautiful."

"Colorful still pictures, paired with a few words, can outline a beautiful world in your imagination. Adults have experienced and seen too much, but because of their existing cognitions and concepts, it is difficult to let go and Use your mind to imagine such a distant and beautiful story.”

"Looking back at the picture books of my childhood, my mind slowly calmed down. Later, I read all the poetry picture books that I had collected at home, and my mentality finally recovered a lot. It was probably those gorgeous colors and touching stories that made me feel better. I must have some hopes and fantasies about life again."

"Later, when I came to school, I received a notice from the club. I knew that Tilan wanted to initiate an experience. At that time, I wanted to change my mood and ideas, so I joined in."

"Destiny is so wonderful. The road that had been blocked before gradually became looser with the broadening of my horizons and the change of mentality during my experience. Especially the explanation and demonstration given to me by Tilan made me open up new paths. A door."

"I like this kind of poems and picture books very much, just like fairy tales. Although adults say that such stories are naive, I still like this kind of simple and gorgeous colors, which can raise people's infinite reveries and expectations."

"If possible, I also hope that Tilan will be as beautiful and lovely as the fairy tale in the picture book, and will always maintain her kind heart and gentle appearance."

"Thank you." The girl replied a little embarrassedly, feeling that she was not as perfect as the character in the fairy tale.

"But reality is not a fairy tale..." She whispered softly.

"But I will still work hard and try to give everyone a happy ending like a fairy tale."