Miss Witch doesn't want to be a diva

The lights in the elevator are still so bright, and the underground living floor after walking out is still so dim. The messy graffiti and rust make it difficult to think of beautiful things, but Hercia is still very happy.

Because life is no longer set in stone.

Walking among the stagnant water and garbage, she jumped briskly, like a game of hopscotch learned in childhood.

The body jumped up lightly, spinning slightly in the air, the skirt swayed in the wind, and then fell down again.

People always use the dirty environment and dilapidated and ruined scenes to set off the sadness and cruelty of the world, but this is wrong.

People who really live in such an environment don’t think so. They know that smoky restaurant. In fact, the owner cooks good food. Although there is garbage and water on the ground, it is still so stable, without mud pits and subsidence. Pedestrians who make outsiders feel uneasy, in their eyes, acquaintances who have known each other for a long time, who can talk at any time.

Those who have really experienced it for a long time are used to it, they don't think it is suffering, it's just a part of life.

Perhaps this is also a kind of numbness and mistake, but at least this kind of mistake will allow them to live without much sadness in such an environment.

Rabbits that are too sensitive will die prematurely.

Heshia thought of this sentence inexplicably, the original intention probably wasn't like this, but it's not a big problem to think so.

She has long been used to being inconspicuous in life. Being bullied and ridiculed is a very common daily life. The worse the environment, the more hostile people are. The students can't say it's very good, but she understands that if everyone They all have a very good family environment, and maybe they will be elegant and polite.

She had seen that world as a child.

The place where my sister goes to school is the legendary aristocratic school, where all kinds of young ladies and children of rich people gather. She was taken by her sister to participate in some activities when she was a child, and she has seen such an environment.

It is with such memory and cognition that she can draw some conclusions in the comparison.

Anxiety in the family will be passed on. Because of the difficult life and scarce resources, parents are more likely to argue over trivial matters, and this impatience will also be passed on to their children.

If you do not study well or perform poorly, you will be scolded. This is the most labor-saving way of education. You don't need to analyze and understand the reasons for it patiently, and you don't need to understand the fragile and troublesome spiritual world of the child. It is simple and rude.

After a hard day's work, one's emotions and energy are exhausted. Don't expect such parents to spend a lot of energy on educating their children. Even if they do, they will probably be irritable and desperate.

Because of being introverted and timid, Hersia always tries to learn and think, or slowly licks her wounds in the corner, and then keeps looking for ways to understand this chaotic world, because only after understanding the reason, the heart in her heart Anxiety will slowly melt away a little.

The unknown is always fearful, and after knowing it, even if it cannot be changed, at least you can gain some calmness and direction to solve the problem.

Thinking back to the day's events in her mind, Heshia had already returned to the front of the house before she knew it.

Oops, I forgot when I was thinking about things while walking today.

She looked at the narrow door in front of her, and then she remembered going to Grandma He's house in her mind.

However, since you're here, let's go in and have a look. She hasn't lived here for almost a month.

After opening the dusty door, Heshia softly called out, 'I'm back. '

But of course there was no response inside, so she took off her shoes, found the slippers she had placed before, walked into the dark room, and turned on the light.

There were some sundries in the small living room, just like when she left, a little dust fell on the floor and table top.

She walked all the way to the innermost room, which used to be the bedroom where her parents lived, but now it is her room. After the family has left, she has become the only owner of the house.

Pushing open the door, the layout inside is still the same as before. There are pictures of the family on the wall. The mother smiled gently, and the father hesitated a little. at a loss.

He turned over and groped on the bed, and found a small box from under the mattress.

Sitting on the bedside, Hercia opened the small box, which contained a small lamp holder.

Enter the magic power, activate it, the lamp holder lights up, and then automatically project a realistic image, in which a family laughs and talks on the grass, and then points at the camera.

The whole process took only 30 seconds, but the laughter and laughter seemed to be something very far away, which made people feel strange.

After silently watching for a while, Heshia turned off the lamp holder, and she no longer cried like she did when she was a child.

There is also a diary at the bottom of the box, which was left to her by her mother. It records the growth of her and her sister sporadically. Among them, her sister occupies three quarters of the page, while she only has one quarter.

Compared with her dazzling elder sister, she was still young at that time, and she didn't have much to say.

[Themisia went to St. Ingo Academy today, which is the No. 1 high school on the emerald skirt planet. I am worried whether she can adapt to the environment, because most of the students in it are born with extreme excellence, or are rare. genius. ]

[The half-semester school activities have begun, and I was finally able to enter this school for a visit. To my surprise, Themisia is very popular in school. She commands the students in the class like a big sister. That kind of Pride is a trait I don't have. ]

[The teacher called me, Themisia has great talent, and she may become a big shot in the future, so I want to be more restrained, because some parents complained that Themisia was too strong at school and hurt their children up. ]

[I asked Themisia, and she said that the other party provoked her first, and she just fought back. After knowing that the teacher called me, Themisia seemed very unhappy. ]

[The matter was resolved, it was the parents of the other party who apologized to me on the phone, saying that they did not educate their children well. ]

[I don't know what happened. Themisia said that the other party probably wanted to open it. Although this reason is far-fetched, I also faintly realize that this child is no longer under my control. ]

[Themisia's growth rate far exceeded my expectations and her father's. At the Winter Festival Gala in her second year of enrollment, I saw her win the double first place on the field and in the center of the stage. The entire academy was shocked. There were cheers, and the teachers and the principal congratulated us, saying she would be a legend, a rising star. ]

[Graduation is approaching, Themisia went with the group to the Feather Starfield in the central federation to participate in the admissions assessment for the top federal universities there. ]

[The admissions assessment was over, but Themisia was not happy when she came back. She asked about Hercia's situation for the first time, and then looked at Hercia's bedside for a long time. ]

[Themisia locked herself in the room for several days. After she came out, she began to say some strange things to us, as if she would soon go to a distant world. Perhaps she knew that the bustling central star field is far away. In the future Can't be with us now. ]

[Themisia is gone...]

Hercia closed the diary and put it back in the box.

Since the death of her sister, her mother became ill and spent most of the property in the family. In order to leave the place that made her sad, they also moved to the lower residential area of ​​Arpeggio City.

The image of her older sister has gone through several stages in her heart. When she was a child, she was a reliable older sister and a reassuring family member. She would take her out to play and buy her some small gifts, but as her older sister entered junior high school and high school, she gradually became indifferent, and seemed to be very indifferent to herself. His character is sad and impatient.

However, during her sister's final period, she suddenly changed her temperament and became extremely gentle. She told herself many things in school, taught her how to deal with bullying by others, and how to use the influence of various adults Wait, it's a pity that Hercia didn't learn all this.

In the end, my sister ended her life at home without leaving any suicide note.

After she left, everything in the family began to change drastically, until it looked like it is today.

"I didn't encounter any misfortunes or bad things, it was just because my birth was an accident... So Heshia must not understand, but you are different from me, you will have a brighter life." These were the last words left by her sister Themisia.

Lying on the bed and reminiscing about the past, Heshia fell into a deep sleep unknowingly, and did not wake up until half an hour later.

She got up and went to the bathroom, ready to pour cold water on her face to wake herself up, and then go to Grandma He's house, otherwise it would be worrying if it was too late.

The clear water moistened the face and then fell. In the dark room, Heshia turned off the faucet, then raised her head, and the other Heshia in the mirror smiled at her, with a lavender brilliance in her eyes.

This is!

Hercia was shocked and blinked desperately, but everything in the mirror was normal at this time. Even if she used her own magic power to reveal her talent, only blue eyes and long black hair appeared.

The scene just now was like a hallucination in her mind. After trying to prove it in front of the mirror for more than ten minutes to no avail, Hercia gave up trying.

Probably because I missed those people in my memory too much.