MEMORIZE

Chapter 947 If You Change, One. =========================================================================

When he came to his senses, his mechanical back stopped before he knew it. More precisely, Han So-young was looking at me less than a meter away. With deeply broken eyes.

How did I look when I was holding Liris’ hip and focusing on Yongdu-jil? Probably disgustingly ugly. I couldn’t stand seeing Han So-young, who was broken in the first episode, but she must have felt the same way.

Yeah, I’m sure it was.

I thought.

Seeing Han So-young treating me made me think something was different.

The face staring at me with an indescribable face was completely different from me, who was crying in the past.

I was thanked and I was sorry. Since then, she has kept moving her mouth, but at least her heart to comfort me has been conveyed enough. Thanks to this, I managed to stabilize my confused inner self.

On top of that, when I lay down on my thigh, I suddenly felt drowsy as if I was covered in a soft blanket.

The fact that he started the conversation with ease is probably a sudden step from his mind and body that is gradually becoming comfortable. Han So-young who is listening to me now would understand anything.

Starting with me entering Hallplane 15 years ago,

I met my brother and I lost him.

After meeting Han So-young and losing Han So-young,

Eventually, they beat the devil to get the zero code.

“…So the man decided. I can’t go back to Earth alone.”

“I will change the gloomy past, even if I repeat ten years.”

“I will not let my brother and Clan Lord die this time.”

“That’s why… the guy asked Zero Code to turn back time. So we started from the beginning again.”

As soon as I finished the long story, I felt as if time had suddenly stopped. At the same time, the calm heart starts to pound suddenly.

I’m curious about Han So-young’s reaction. What kind of expression does she have? Or what should I say?

No. Will he believe me?

“That man was the Medical Road.”

Around the time when various thoughts were complicatedly intertwined, the gaze that had been looking at only one place throughout the conversation with the silent voice turned on its own.

Unexpectedly, Han So-young was very calm. I was staring down at me with a polite expression on his face.

“You’ve only just told me.”

Yes?

“I wish you had told me earlier.”

“I trust you. Are you giving it to me?”

Han So-young nodded without hesitation.

“Yes.”

It’s unexpected. I never thought it would be this easy to accept, no matter how super-sense it is. Furthermore, he was confused at first, but he only admitted it after using the correction of the truth.

“I would have believed it if you had told me when we first met.”

However, Han So-young smiled faintly as if she meant it. Gently tilt your chin and look up at the ceiling.

“Of course, it would have taken some time.I felt it from the first meeting. I still remember vividly. Unusual and extraordinary feelings that you could only feel from any other user, from a mechanical road….”

After saying that, he lowered his head again and stared at me with a deep look.

“Yeah, I think I know now. I think I understand now.”

“Oh….”

“I was, like, that’s what I was to the Mercenary Road.”

“Ha… ha….”

At that moment, I suddenly felt speechless and just laughed. However, it was an awkward laugh even when I heard it myself.

I don’t know. I can’t get rid of this strange feeling. Anyway, I thought you’d ask me back at least once.

“How do you feel?”

“What?”

“I don’t know if I’m the first or the second…I wonder how it feels to talk to you like this.”

“…….”

Now they even ask me how I feel.

Anyway, it’s just how I feel. Well

“I don’t know.”

I said it without thinking.

“Are you happy?”

I shook my head to the next question. The situation is also a situation and I don’t think I’m particularly happy to be cool. It’s just that Han So-young’s reaction is so out of line that I’m speechless. On the other hand, there was no bitterness.

“Is that sad?”

I shook my head again this time. It’s too comfortable for a sad thing. Is the expression “just let go” correct?

“Do you want to laugh?”

Shake your head.

“Then do you want to cry?”

Then, the head that kept stirring stops and stops.

I thought carefully about my words I said.

Do you want to cry?.

“…….”

As the silence got longer, the eyes felt stronger, turning their heads halfway to avoid eye contact on purposefully.

I don’t know why Han So-young suddenly asks this question. But one thing that’s clear is that I just couldn’t say no.

“I don’t know.”

I did say 라고, but I actually wanted to cry. It’s not that I want to cry in this situation, but it’s an idea that I’ve had from time to time I want to shed tears from the bottom of my heart since it’s good just once.

‘Is that so?

Are you already breaking beautifully?.’

The conversation with Zero Code that we had here was deeply sympathetic.

In fact, I felt it secretly long before the start of this session. That some emotions are slowly becoming dull as if they were wet with drizzle.

He is not genuinely pleased, and truly sad.

Can’t laugh pure, can’t cry pure.

It has become awkward to express emotions arbitrarily unless it is a really stimulating situation.

In the end, it’s kind of a yearning to get it back. There was no time when I was full of emotions.

Come to think of it, when was the last time I cried? Hasn’t it been a while since Han So-young died? That means I haven’t cried in almost a decade. Perhaps the tear glands have dried up during that time.

Han So-young’s words continued.

“Do you want to cry?”

“…How am I supposed to cry?”

“What?”

“No, it’s nothing. So how do you feel about Eastantel Low Road?”

I know it’s cowardly, but I ended up changing the subject. Han So-young’s intention is unknown, but she didn’t want to talk more anyway.

“Well, me.”

I heard a tongue-kicking sound, but Han So-young doesn’t seem to want to dig in any further.

“I really want to hug you.”

“What?”

A half-moon popped out at the moment. When she turned her eyes away, Han So-young was once again caught in the eye. Her face entering the field of vision was stranger than ever.

No. It’s different from usual.

At the moment I thought so, my twilight lips moved once more.

“I want to kiss you.”

Unknowingly, I raised my upper body and scratched my head reflexively.

“Ha ha. I feel like a puppy in the rain. But you don’t have to feel sorry for him..”

“Mercury Road.”

But a slightly angry voice interrupted me as if it was not worth listening to any more. My heart aches. When I lifted my eyes gently, I saw Han So-young looking at me, shining with disappointment and sadness.

“That’s not it…You know.”

Would it be my mistake if the words sounded like “Please stop looking away from me?”

No way.

“I’ve been waiting a long time. It’s not like you don’t know.”

It wasn’t an illusion. The fact that he thought of the word “outside of the cabin” itself is not enough to admit it.

“You did last time. I’m not in love. I admire it.”

In other words.

“I didn’t understand a bit of what Merchanty Lord was saying at the time. I felt he meant it, but instead dismissed it as an excuse to escape the situation. …but now I understand. No, I understand.”

Han So-young can’t do that. Han So-young can’t do that.

“I don’t know if I was the object of yearning for the first time. Yes, it could be.”

The only sanctuary in my heart that I’ve always thought so.

“But do you think that me in the past is obscuring me in the present…”I can’t stand it, it’s killing me.”

It enters the sanctuary head-on.

“I mean.”

No one else, no one else.

“Stop now, get out of the past.”

Han Soyoung herself.

A word from a woman asking her to see herself as she is.

That one word took my breath away.

Nevertheless, as I hesitated, Han So-young pushed me with quick words that had never happened before to see if something I had endured had exploded.

“It’s not weird. It’s not a weird thing. He’s been protecting me for 15 years without saying a word. Is it so strange that a woman who finally found out the truth has a crush on him? What?”

No, it’s not weird. It’s not strange at all.

“Or is it still not possible because it’s me?”

No, it’s not because it’s Han So-young. No, you’re right. In the meantime, I’ve only avoided it no matter what. He thought he couldn’t do it, but maybe he was enjoying it. Yes, I was a coward.

Like this. I should’ve said this. Why is my mouth just pouting?

“It’s not like you don’t like me. You did that because you don’t hate it.”

And why are they slowly backing down? What are you afraid of?

“Don’t go… Please…”.”

My throat feels like it’s clogged. If I could, I’d like to shove my fist down my throat.

It was then.

“Gasp…”

Han So-young suddenly groaned, clenching her teeth, and stood up.

Teary, teary, teary, teary!

Teary, teary, teary, teary!

Then he began to wriggle his arms nervously as he chewed lips. He stares at the chain tied to his wrist with resentful eyes and shakes it like he is going to break it somehow.

“Ee, Istanbul Low Road!”

If I do something wrong, I think my wrist will break first, so I rushed closer.

“Stop…?”

Suddenly, Han So-young turned her head with a breaking neck. The two black crystals are burning hot as if they were craving for something. Even without having to say it out loud, I could feel the intense mana that made the viewer irresistible. My mind was painted white.

“No… what?”

“I’m the only one… Are you mistaken?”

At that moment.

“Oh….”

My left foot took a random step. He also took a step forward with his right foot.

My legs won’t work even if I try to take a step back.

It felt quite different from when I was Liris. It’s the complete opposite. Reason is still, but instinct wants the woman in front of him. It’s as if the unconscious inside of me is dragging me out, saying, “I can’t stand it anymore because I’m so frustrated.”

The distance was narrowed in an instant because it was not even a meter away from the start.

Every step closer, the trembling heart, the neckline drawing deep highs and lows, the trembling eyelids, and the still biting lips were stepped on one after another.

It was only then that when I got close to my nose, my eyes, which had been sadly raised, slowly narrowed and closed slowly in the past.

Han So-young held out her chin slightly.

I stopped approaching there.

Unless you’re a fool, you know what your opponent wants.

“Uh….”

But is this really okay? Am I doing something that I can’t even take responsibility for because I’m simply led by the atmosphere?

Then you should quit here.

Because Han So-young, Han So-young….

It was that moment.

Out of the blue, red lips colored the view. So that you can clearly see the marks on the lower lip.

At that one moment,

I closed my eyes without realizing it.

A slight push back of the face,

The scent of a mature adult stings through the nose.

The hot touch of the lips melting,

“……!”

It was done almost at the same time.

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Add (09:28)

Some people seem to misunderstand the review, but after the final stage (war), the scene H with Han So-young is scheduled to be described to reverse the dark atmosphere in the grand finale of episode 1. It literally meant that we would write down the flag collection, which is to check each other’s minds. As you can see from today’s content, it’s almost over. The last performance will start from the next episode at the latest. ^^;