MEMORIZE

Chapter 425 10. The last story (September 9). =========================================================================

How long has it been wrong? Where did it go wrong?

One thing is for sure, it wasn’t like this from the beginning.

The world of Hallplane measures and measures human values with user information. Among them, I was able to have a decent level of user information because of its high potential.

I heard he’s at the top of the User Academy this time. Your name is Nam Daeun?

Yeah, I heard many Clan are already eyeing it. Good for you.

Yeah. When I first came into Hallplane, I was definitely the attention seeker.

But it didn’t last long. Everything died down by a single mistake.

Who the hell should I blame for that? Me? Or the perpetrator?

The answer was me. It’s my fault for trusting people recklessly and my fault for making the wrong choice.

With that one wrong choice, the world I live in has been forced from user to vagabond.

I couldn’t believe it at first. No, I couldn’t believe it.

Lee Gang-san, the “turner.”

When I first saw him, he smiled more warmly than anyone else.

When he was at the user academy, he took care of him annoyingly, saying it would be very difficult in the beginning.

After this user academy, I’m going to start a new clan.

Daeun, why don’t you join me? I’d be so happy if you could be with me.

I said I would.

At that time, he was the only resting place in this barren world for me.

…no. I thought so.

After the user academy completion ceremony, my expectations were completely missed. The moment I realized that my colleagues who I would work with were ” vagrants,” the shelter quickly turned into hell.

And then conciliatory and intimidating.

Do you know what they’re saying to me outside? He said he was a traitor.

The same goes for you. Why don’t you just give up and accept your fate? Dramatic Nam Daeun. (Laughs)

The vagabonds had to suffer all sorts of humiliation that they couldn’t even speak of. As the day went by, I felt that my body and mind became exhausted.

At first, he denied reality.

I begged him to release it next time.

After that, he said no.

Then, at the end, he surrendered and accepted.

They decided to give up their users and conform to the fate of the vagabond.

But I didn’t give up very much. I promised in my heart that I would give you the same back of my head one day and repay all the humiliation I received.

To do that, I had to build up my strength first.

Since then, I have become Nam Da-eun, a vagabond. Of course, it was just acting. He was obedient on the outside and pretended to follow, but on the inside, he always sharpened a cool knife.

A year has passed, and time has passed.

Did he think I gave up? At some point, the vagabond’s doubts about me began to diminish little by little.

At the same time, education for vagrants was provided. Talented people began to teach me, and I gained a lot of hands-on experience. As I really clenched my teeth and improved my skills, my life around me improved and my treatment gradually improved.

It wasn’t just him. He received a secret class of “Eumhu,” which was excavated through the ruins, and a sword called “Seola.”

It was probably around that time that I found out that I was the victim of the plan to foster senior executives.

It wasn’t until then that I knew a few facts.

The first is that there is a serious rancor among the vagrants.

The second is that Lee Gang-san tried to make me the chief executive of the vagabond.

And the third is that I tried to make myself a big executive and use it for something.

Time has slipped along.

One day, I felt that the long-awaited opportunity had come. The long-running surveillance was lifted, and at the same time, one “command” fell to Lee Kang-san.

– It’s a mission that requires strict secrecy. We have to move as few as possible, so you can follow us.

Soon after, I and five others, including Lee Kang-san, went on a mission. And when I thought I’d spread some distance from the rest of the vagabonds, I was able to take out the knife I had been sharpening for years in my heart.

One thing I’m sorry about is that I couldn’t kill Lee Gang-san.

But it was okay. Although Lee Gang-san could not be killed, the city of users was in front of us. I had a good memory when I was in the city, so I was sure I could go back to my first days.

Until I cut off the heads of the homeless and entered the city, I thought so.

But it was my miscalculation.

Once the vagabonds were cut off, they were able to return to the city.

But

Who was that user? You look quite familiar.

– Ah, Nam Daeun. I heard it’s a secret class postmortem.

Oh, that traitor?

What do you mean a traitor?

Don’t you know? He finished the user academy and the traitor Lee Gang-san disappeared. Oh, come to think of it, it’s a traitor’s concubine.

Really? That means you’re stuck with a hundred percent of the vagabond.Why the hell did you come back?

The city wasn’t as warm as I thought.

In the city, Lee Gang-san was called a ‘turnover’. I was no exception either. The eyes of “users” who look at me were no different from those of Lee Gang-san.

But it was okay. I was sure that if I tried hard, I would be able to take this label off someday. So he ignored the messenger to return to the vagabond, and killed the spy who delivered the messenger. It was a silent will to never go back.

But it wasn’t as easy as it seemed to be to take off the label of a “turner.”

Did you hear the rumor? Isn’t he nervous?

Why are you acting alone? What if he’s up to something else?

At some point, a strange rumor began to circulate. Rumor has begun to circulate that I am a vagabond spy. The word “switched to camouflage” spread unknowingly, and users and Clan and everyone began to be wary of me.

I instinctively could sense that the vagabond had leaked information about me. It was a trick to make users distrust me and at the same time remove my place.

Of course, as long as I had a secret class called ‘Eumhu’, there were places that sometimes offered me a hand.

The man whom I met that day due to the Clan membership issue still remains in my memory.

– Accepts user information, but…To be honest, the rumors surrounding the postmortem are not good. There’s a lot of opposition from the inside. I don’t know… what should I do about this?.

– If you really do, it’s not that there’s no way out. What do you say, a postmortem. Would you trust me?

The horse was spinning, but the man’s eyes were burning ugly. It was similar to the eyes that Lee Gang-san showed to me after he showed his true colors.

At that moment, the miserable memories of the past came back, and the man in front of me felt abhorrent. Emotions that he had barely buried, or tried to bury, on his way into the city exploded at once.

It just occurred to me. I’ve moved away from the vagabond, but I still think I’m a vagabond. Influenced by vagrants, I can’t forget my memories when I was a vagabond, and even users see me as a vagabond.

As a result, I somehow managed to get into a clan. But when I found out that it was a Clan who was in a hurry to keep an eye on me somewhere, I just laughed in vain.

I thought it was the same. Nothing has changed here or there. I managed to get back to being a user, and I was under surveillance here as well.

Only then did the belated regret come to me.

It was too hasty. I should have waited a little longer before I came out. As an executive, I could have known more important information about the vagabond. If you had known at least the list of spies mixed between users, you wouldn’t be so tied up.

The vagabonds were persistent and persistent. The spies spread rumors about me, limiting my activities, and keeping my eyes on me. Eventually, I decided after I was denied a request to participate in the “Planning to exterminate the vagabond,” which I thought was my last chance.

To be reclusive.

In fact, there was no alternative. There was nothing I could do in that situation, and I didn’t want to go back more than die.

But… we can’t keep living like this, so let’s stay quiet and look for another chance. Thinking so, I started living in seclusion avoiding the surveillance of the vagrants as much as I could.

Opportunities came faster than I thought.

One day, at the height of the war news in the North Continent. I could hear that Baek Seo-yeon, one of the vagabond executives, was taken prisoner.

I got a new request, too. In the run-up to the war against the Western Continent and the vagrant coalition forces, he was told to join the Eastern camp. After entering the city, the opportunity that I had hoped for so much came.

It was not long before I moved to the Eastern camp that I knew what was going on. Baek Seo-yeon’s confession revealed all the “sponsors” who were among the users. It seems that some of the “sponsors” who were ordered to do so have confessed with their side legs.

Of course, that didn’t mean that he was completely innocent. There were still a lot of suspicious eye-catching users. I understand. Anyway, when I was there, they would have known me as the perfect vagabond.

However, everything is better than before with the search for “sponsors.” They are no longer monitored, and no longer restricted in their actions. Preconceptions still remain, but there is a way to change the minimum perception. The fact alone satisfied me.

Frankly, I was puzzled at first. When I woke up one morning, the situation surrounding me was completely solved.

At the same time, curiosity arose. Who is it? No matter how hard I struggle, who did this so simply?

Who the hell took me out of this hell?

Maybe it was from then on.

I became interested in the users of “Mercury Clan Road” and “Kim Soo-hyun.

*

“Honestly, when I first saw it, it was really weird. Every time I saw men in the past, I couldn’t feel the disgust that had happened.”

“What do you think I was like?”

“That’s… How was it was….”

A cold wind passes through the tip of my nose. Nam Da-eun’s eyes were bent as if it was good to hear Woo Soo and the grass rubbing against each other.

“I felt the same way.”

“Sense of homogeneity?”

“Yes, homogeneity. Eyes with deep wounds, deep sorrow. That’s exactly how he looked at me. I’m sure it was my first time seeing it, but it didn’t feel strange.”

“So, am I a user who has similar wounds and sadness as Nam Daeun?”‘

Nam Daeun looked back at me. Then he opened his mouth quietly with his eyes filled with seriousness.

“Maybe Su-hyun thought it was weird. When I saw her in Princica, I kept staring at her for the first time.”

Do you mean the control room of the Goryeo Clan? Surely he did stare at me then.

“I actually wanted to say a word of thanks…Strangely, I couldn’t speak well. I was curious about one thing. What has he been through with his eyes like that?”

“I never thought you’d think that way. I thought you were interested in me. Haha.”

It was just a joke to stop the atmosphere from becoming so serious. However, Nam Da-eun nodded slowly as if she was right. Then he smiled softly with one hand on his chin.

“Yes, that’s right.”

“…Oh really?”

“I was curious, and I was curious. I wanted to get to know the user Kim Soo-hyun and the person named “Mercury Road” in detail. So I secretly researched. Perhaps not without interest.”

I smoothed my mouth. This mouth has always been the problem. Why do things sometimes go differently than I intended? I thought it would be better to let it flow than to keep doing this.

“The most impressive thing about Su-hyun was the user academy. Even though I won the top position and received offers from countless clans, I took the children I met at the rite of passage to the world.”

“It’s….”

“No matter what you think, it looked really cool from my perspective. If I were one of them, I would probably be very happy. Because it was my dream when I first came into Hallplane.”

Nam Daeun was still smiling. I’ve been smiling all this time since I said that I look pretty when I smile all this time. When he told me about his past, and now.

“During the war, the same reason was for testing Su-hyun with special members. I wanted to talk to you, but I happened to have a good excuse.”

“I remember the Great Battle of that time.”

“Me, too. I was dumbfounded. The 0th year user overwhelmed me during the first exchange, and I almost missed Seola.”

“Ha ha…”

“And I didn’t think it would happen until I lost. That’s not all. Seola is making a fuss when she sees Soohyun. Do you know how embarrassed I was then?”

“The man you were interested in turned into a strange man for an instant.”

Nam Da-eun nodded with a look of how she knew so well. At that moment, I and she burst out laughing at the same time.

“Hahaha!”

“Hahaha!”

A smile passed by, and I felt my head gently touching my shoulder. But I’m not as nervous as I was before. Is it because I heard a lot from Nam Daeun? Now only a relaxed feeling has spread throughout the body.

“I was very confused at first. Why do I keep looking at this man? Emotions that started with simple attention became so complicated that I didn’t know if I asked myself later.”

“So you started avoiding eye contact along the way?”

“Yes, it’s going to be complicated, but Seol-ah kept vibrating in front of me.”

“Then how about now? It’s still complicated, don’t you see?”

Bold words that would not normally be uttered. But it’s different now. I feel like I’m talking well because my heart is calm. In no time, the initial discomfort disappeared, and a strange atmosphere came out and circled between Nam Da-eun.

Nam Daeun shook her head.

“No, not now. I was able to figure out what kind of feelings I felt then.”

“If that’s the case….”

“Barbara, it was in Barbara.”

Soon, I felt the head leaning on my shoulder slowly fall. And as if to take a deep breath, Nam Da-eun breathed in hard.

“Hu. You met Soohyun after the meeting, right?”

“I did.”

“At that time, when Eastantel Low Road said he would recruit me in front of Soo-hyun. I felt strangely disgusted.”

“…It looked like it.”

“And when Su-hyun said she would welcome me to the martial arts. At that time, I felt happy on the other way around. I’m not lying, I really felt good. Feeling so different from each other, I barely….”

At that moment, Nam Da-eun stopped talking. And it was only then that she looked back at me. The subtle eyes in his eyes seemed to be on the verge of saying something important.

I paused for a moment but then nodded slowly. It was an unspoken sign that I could say something.

“As I joined the siege, I continued to dwell on the feelings of the day. And I was sure.”

“…Wouldn’t it be a simple favor?”

Nam Da-eun shook her head and opened her mouth with a calm tone.

“I’m sure it’s more than a favor. Because there’s one more thing.”

There is one more thing. Soon, Nam Da-eun’s lips drew a smooth line.

At that moment, I suddenly felt like I was out of breath.

a garden dimly lit by the moonlight Before long, the dusk fell, but the reflective light flowing along the waves was shining around the pond.

In a dark garden, in a brightly lit space.

“So….”

Finally, Nam Da-eun opened her mouth.

“My heart is pounding.”

And I, blankly asked.

“Pit-a-pat…”

Nam Da-eun nodded loudly and calmly grabbed my hand and led it to her chest. I didn’t resist. Relaxed in her arms, she was led the way she wanted.

It was not long before I felt the softness of my breast touching my finger.

Heart beating.

At the same time, a slight tremor passed through the palm of the hand.

“My heart was pounding when I was told to come to the mall.”

My heart is pounding.

It was. This palpitating feeling was definitely the sound of the heart beating.

“Since then, every time I see you, every time I listen to you, every time I’m next to you. Every time I do that, my heart beats so fast.”

“Users…. Nam Daeun.”

“Why did you choose the specialty?” This is my answer. Clan Road, and Soohyun.”

As Nam Da-eun’s earnest confession continued, I couldn’t think of anything in my head for a moment. I felt like I was just a white blank in the first and second rounds of Hall Plain.

This unfamiliar feeling that I never felt when I was with Hayeon and Ko Yeon-joo. Yes. I was definitely excited now.

I stared at Nam Daeun from afar. She once again smiled broadly.

“What about you, Soohyun?” Suhyun, do you get excited when you see me?

I lifted up one of my remaining arms and felt it with my hand on my left chest.

Heart beating.

Then, little by little. Just a little bit.

My heart is beating!

I could feel the beating of the heart gradually accelerating. The movement felt from the left hand began to resemble the movement felt from the right hand.

“It wasn’t like this before.”

Swallows, connects words.

“My heart started pounding a little while ago. Strangely, it keeps speeding up.”

“It’s not strange at all. It’s a very natural phenomenon.”

“…is that so?”

“Of course. It’s also a phenomenon that makes me happy.”

Nam Da-eun came close to me again and put her face on her right shoulder. His eyes were captivated by the absorbed gaze.

“Thank you, Soohyun.”

“Thank you…”

I reflexively pulled out the hand that touched her chest and raised her chin instead. Very, very slightly.

As soon as you raise your head, Nam Da-eun gently closes her eyes. The thin, long eyelashes, a pretty nose, and thick lips were stamped on my eyes.

Slightly fix the raised jaw with your thumb and index finger. And in a similar mood, I slowly began to thrust my face in. Close your lips and close your eyes.

In time, the lips felt warm, with each other’s breath mixed. Soft, sweet suffix. Soon, the lips begin to tremble with the crazy sweetness that spreads throughout the body. Likewise, her lips are shaking.

It was then.

Clink…!

A faint noise rang from one side. As soon as I opened my eyes, I could see Nam Daeun with her rabbit eyes open.

Soon after falling down, we stared at the fourth floor of the main building, where we could hear the noise at the same time.

“Ahaha. Deul…Did you turn it on?

Nam Da-eun’s awkward voice flowed.

*

Bang

Im Hanna quickly closed the door. Then he turned around and leaned against the wall.

“Sigh, sigh.”

I’m out of breath. My whole body trembled like an aspen and my hands were wet for no reason. And the unexpected sorrow of looking for. Lim Han-na covered her face with both hands and collapsed.

“What’s wrong with me?.”

A self-help voice flows out through the fine lips.

Soon the woman leaning against the window slowly closed her eyes.

A few months ago, Im Han-na confessed to Kim Soo-hyun and even kissed her.

However, that was it. Relations have not progressed at all since then.

Im Hanna tried to understand. He’s always busy, so I might find him when I have time later. So I waited for him, just in case, but there was no sign that he would bring it up, let alone come to me.

Eventually, I got tired of waiting, so I decided to bring it up first. As the festival was held, I decided to take this opportunity.

But was it a trick of fate?

‘Can you spare me some time for this festival?’ or ‘Can I talk to you for a second?’

I wanted to say. However, every time I tried to say it, it fell through. It’s just a few words, but how can it be so hard to bring it up?

And then I thought I’d barely get a chance during the festival, but the view I’d come up to is…It was Kim Soo-hyun who kissed another woman. It wasn’t a one-sided kiss from the woman side, as anyone did, but Kim Soo-hyun responded actively.

When Lim Han-na tried to kiss her in the bathhouse, it was in stark contrast to what she received.

Im Han-na smiled bitterly as she recalled the scene again.

Are you avoiding me on purpose?’

Then, he laughed sadly.

In fact, Im Han-na knew it. It’s better if it’s Jung Ha-yeon or Ko. The situation I just saw had nothing to do with myself. Because he didn’t have any relationship with Kim Soohyun yet.

‘Well, I’m a bad girl, too.’

Also, Lim Han-na was hardly in a good position. Next to Kim Soo-hyun was already Jung Ha-yeon and Ko Yeon-joo. And Im Han-na was trying to dig through it. From their perspective, Im Han-na didn’t have much to say.

But nevertheless, why do I feel so sad and upset?

“Phew.”

Im Hanna sighed deeply. Then he turned his head and stared out of the window. I couldn’t see anyone around the pond. The man and woman had already left there.

“I’ll have to clean it up…”

Im Hanna picked herself up one by one by one. On the terrace, pieces of broken bottles and liquid that had flowed out had spread to the ground.

Trespassing is a definite example, but Kim Soo-hyun, who likes to be neat, will definitely hate it. Hannah took off her coat weakly, thinking so. I didn’t have the strength to go down to the first floor to get the cloth.

Clack.

Whoosh. Whoosh.

When I opened the door and went out to the terrace, the freezing cold hit me hard. Im Han-na, who had fallen quietly, began to wipe the floor with her finely folded clothes.

Squeak, squeak…

As I gathered the pieces and swept my hands, my clothes quickly became purple. I felt small pieces poking my skin from time to time, but it didn’t hurt.

Im Han-na concentrated on cleaning and cleaning without thinking.

Then, at some point.

Tuck.

“Uh….”

On the top of the clothes that had not yet been liquid, a small drop of water fell and made a stain.

Tap, tap.

“Huh…?”

The stain kept growing. From one to two, from two to three, from three to four. And continuously.

Only then did Lim Han-na know that she was crying.

“Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha…”Oh, my God.”

Once again, a cold wind blew over Im Han-na’s whole body. She turned her clothes upside down even though she shivered to her heart’s content. Then he put his hand on the liquid and the fragmented side.

“Ugh….Ugh….Ugh…”.”

Crying to death, he carefully began to mop again.

It was then.

Click!

The terrace door opened, and someone came in.

============================ Review of the work ============================

Hello, I’m Ro Yu Jin.

First of all, I’m sorry, everyone. I’m so sorry. I’m terribly sorry. I failed to control the amount again. ㅜ.ㅠ

I decided to finish it by today somehow, but it doesn’t work out as I thought.

If I have to make an excuse, it was because of Nam Daeun. While I was reading the comments, there were several people who felt that Nam Da-eun was lacking, so I thought I should put the process in. But I didn’t know the story would last this long.

To be honest, I thought about finishing it roughly and finishing it quickly. However, rather than slurring along like that, I wanted to end the journey properly. I wanted to give meaning to it.

So, I won’t tell you when it’s going to be over. Obviously, the foreign war is almost at the end, but I would rather not keep my promise than not.

Time keeps going, but I’m in a hurry, so I can’t get the words right. In the last episode, some of you may have felt distracted. I want to write with a more comfortable mind.

I keep saying I’ll end the extra money, but I’m sorry I couldn’t. I would like to extend my deepest apologies to those who are waiting for part two. However, I am also struggling like crazy to finish it as soon as possible, so I would appreciate it if you understand this.

I’ll go to the next episode right away. I’ll be back before the sashimi gets cold.

PS.

1. We will not insert any warnings in the text from now on. If there’s anyone who doesn’t want it, I’d appreciate it if you read it in moderation and move on.

2. I got a call from Jo Ara. I won the Best Diligence Serial Award. Thank you very much for your readers. _(__)_

3. I can’t reply to the note right now. I will reply collectively when the foreign currency is over.