MEMORIZE

Chapter 387 It’s changed. It hasn’t changed. =========================================================================

After a brief farewell with my brother, I went straight into the Warp Gate with Clan One.

And finally, I was able to move to the southern city of Monica.

It’s been a while since I saw Monica, but nothing has changed. But the Clan members all showed signs of awkwardness. Everyone must have felt familiar and unfamiliar with the panoramic view of the city.

Soon after I looked around for a while, I went straight to the Medical House.

Clans didn’t say a word all the way back. In such an uncomfortable silence, I didn’t feel like I was being self-consciousness.

Enduring the occasional gaze on my back, I sighed quietly.

“Maybe if Shin Sang-yong had come back alive….’

What would it be like? Still, after the war, it may not have been “haha” or “ho-ho,” but at least he felt much better than now.

It was a time when there was such an uncomfortable silence. For a moment, I felt someone creeping up on me.

When I slowly turned my head and checked, I could see Jung Ha-yeon with her arms out in half. She paused as soon as she saw me, and soon lowered her hand and opened her mouth.

“Suhyun, I contacted the hospital in advance.”

“I see.”

“…Yes. By now, everyone is probably out and waiting. And….”

“?”

Jung Ha-yeon’s voice was still clear, but she was very quiet. Feeling a little awkward, I waited for her to follow.

“I’ve made a brief story.

It’s a story.

In the midst of this, Jeong Ha-yeon, who cared about the details, was surprised, but I nodded. She bowed her head and soon stepped back. It’s hard to say it’s a big deal, but I was worried about it anyway.

Suddenly, thinking hard about the beginning of the year, I was busy making fun of my steps.

Perhaps because I focused only on walking, it didn’t take a long time to get to the Medical House. As soon as I came close enough to be caught by the naked eye, I could see the front door wide open as Jung Ha-yeon said. Inside it, familiar users came to meet us.

Employees lined up, left and right at the front door. And the old man and Baek Hangyeol, who were excluded from the selection. Of course, there was a baby unicorn.

“Kkyu!”

The baby unicorn started running as soon as he saw me. It seems to be quite exciting to keep the tail moving. As soon as I reached out without thinking to receive such a fellow, I stopped for a moment.

The hands that looked down were still covered in blood. It wasn’t as bloody as it was in Barbara, but it was mostly dried up and hardened.

I agonized for a while, and eventually took back the hand I had stretched out. At the same time, he bit his leg and opened his mouth.

“No.”

“Kkyu, kkyu?”

The baby unicorn, with or without blood, suddenly stopped running on my paper. It wasn’t long before he looked up at me and quickly blinked. The look of explanation kept me quiet.

“Don’t come. You’ll get blood….”

“Kyu…?”

There was a moment of silence.

It was then.

“Kkyu…”

The eyes that were staring at me start to tear up. At the same time, as I watched the tail droop, I breathed briefly.

And as it is, it passed the baby unicorn. It’s not that I don’t know how it feels, but there’s no need to put blood on it.

Like that, I was finally able to enter the Medical House.

“You’re back.”

“Oh, welcome.”

“Hehe, hehe!”

“Joe, be quiet!”

As soon as they entered the main gate, the employees bowed in unison as if they had waited. However, some people screamed weakly when they saw me because I was a non-combatant by nature.

But I didn’t care. I just nodded slightly and responded, and then I made eye contact with two people approaching me.

“Tongue, brother, ah…K, Clan Lord. Come on. Come on.”

“Congratulations on your life. Clan Load.”

Baek Hang-yeol’s response was no different from his employees. It seems quite strange to look at me while I’m talking.

By contrast, the old man greeted me in a relatively calm manner.

“Ha ha. It’s been a long time since I’

“I’m in a good mood.”

“That’s right, um…I heard the story roughly from Jung Ha-yeon. For user identification….”

“…Yes, unfortunately, it did.”

“Clan Lord…. Thank you for your hard work. And I’m sorry this old man didn’t help.”

I nodded once or twice and shook from side to side as soon as I saw the old man kicking his tongue.

“No, you don’t have to apologize. Because I got my revenge.”

“Tsk. I don’t feel comfortable in here for a day. Oh, I’ve heard a little bit about it, but…Is the war completely over now?”

“Yes, the Western Continent and the Union of the Tramps were defeated by the East. Although some escaped with their lives, a siege will soon be formed. Anyway, it’s a victory for the North.”

“Ha ha. But the result is good news. I’m glad to hear that.”

When the word “victory” is mentioned, the faces of people around him brighten up. I feel bitter when I see it. It was inevitable. Those who haven’t experienced the war will not know what kind of “process” the participating users went through.

Then one thought that struck me, I looked back. I can still see Clan members coming in one by one with a dark face.

At that moment. At this moment before the departure, the words that I had in front of the Clan members suddenly crossed my mind.

‘No one knows how long the war will take. It may end very short, but it may take longer than I thought.’

But no matter how many months it takes, there’s only one thing I want right now. When the war was over and we got back together. I hope to see everyone in good health.’

I drooled as I looked back.

“…Ha.”

Although it was obviously a very feeble sound, the Clan members raised their heads for an instant.

And in the glare of the hour, I unknowingly opened my mouth.

“The war is over.”

“…….”

A word that literally comes out reflexively.

“And we…I’m back at the Clan House safely.”

“…….”

Clan members answered in silence.

I also said it reflexively, so I couldn’t find anything to say.

I thought about it for a while, but once I brought it up, I thought it would be better to wrap it up somehow.

“And even though one of them didn’t come back….”

“Ugh…!

It was then.

Suddenly, I heard someone sobbing.

I stopped talking to him for a moment, and I kept talking quietly.

“Those who came back safely. Thank you all for your hard work.”

“Gasp!”

“Crying…”

“Ugh….”

At the same time, Ahn Hyun, Lee Yoo-jung, and An Sol burst into tears at the same time.

I stared gently at them, who soon collapsed.

I was a little flustered, but I could understand it on one side of my mind.

The children were still in their 0th year. Even if you have been through this and that, considering the world of “Hall Plain,” you are still in a white state.

Such children, who have been through so much at once for their participation in this war.

A war full of murder that I’ve never experienced before.

The pain of having to open your eyes and lose an acquaintance in the same place.

Finally, when I heard that the war was finally over, the tension was relieved.

All of that will blend together, filling the children’s inner self.

“Ah, Ahn Hyun-gun. Clan Lord is speaking. Get up.”

“Yoojung, wake up, okay? Why do you keep doing this?”

“Sol, wake up. This will upset Clan Lord, too.”

It was not long before I watched Clan One carefully coaxing the children, and suddenly I looked at Ko Yeon-joo at the thought of it. Come to think of it, she had been holding Shin Sang-yong’s body.

“User High Performance.”

“I got it.”

And as soon as he called, Ko replied immediately. When they ordered Shin Sang-yong’s body to be recovered, they had already predicted it. Feeling somewhat like it, I stared at her with a sorry heart.

“Well, I’ll be back. I won’t be late.”

“Please.”

Ko showed a slight smile with a fine face and carefully put down Shin Sang-yong. Then he turned and started running out the front door. The direction in which she ran was exactly toward the mall.

“Tongue, brother. Oh, no. Mr. Clan Lord.”

At that time, I looked back at the sudden voice. Then, I could see Baek Han-gyeol blinking his eyes with a squirming face.

“Hey, you’ve been through a lot, haven’t you? I’ve prepared a meal.Oh, no. First of all, wash up..”

“The meal is…. I’m fine.”

“…but still.”

“Everyone must be mentally challenged right now. I think it’s better not to force myself too much today. So we’d better eat only the Clan One we want, and the rest just go in the bathroom or the accommodation.”

Whether he understood what it meant, Baek Hangyeol shook his head with a more disappointing face.

In time, I raised my voice even more to conclude what I had not finished.

“You don’t have to talk too long. That’s it. I’ll end it here. And today…I recommend you take a good rest. Then disband.”

It was only after the official order of dissolution that I could barely catch my breath.

But it was rare for Clan members to leave their seats. Some stood in place and looked up at the sky, some were still looking at me, and some showed no sign of stopping crying around Shin’s body.

In those circumstances, I turned to myself. And walked. The sound flowing into the ear gradually begins to fade away.

After moving to the main building like that, I started taking the stairs. Then, on the fourth floor, he pushed the door of the accommodation and lay down like throwing it into a white bed.

*

“Oh, my God.”

When I opened my eyes with a low swear word, a dark dusk filled the room. After looking around like a habit, I sighed.

I came back to Clan House late in the afternoon, and it seems that dawn is approaching.

‘You have to sleep.’

I forced myself to close my eyes in the dark, thinking that I should sleep for now. It was a moment when Suma was barely coming.

The weak dizziness rang my head once again. I felt used to it now.

“…darn it.”

I ended up opening my eyes again.

In fact, the same process has been repeated since I came into the room and lied down. When I tried to fall asleep, I felt faint dizziness. As a result, he wakes up, tries to fall asleep, and then wakes up again.

I felt so dirty. My body demands sleep, but I can’t sleep.

‘Maybe we’re going back to the old days..’

I had a bitter smile.

Now my body felt like it wasn’t mine. It wasn’t just a feeling of fatigue. The thoughts that come to mind by itself are complicated, and by comparison, the desire to think nothing was making my heart empty.

In those conflicting emotions, I was wandering around like a lost lamb.

It was that moment.

Suddenly, Shin Sang-yong rises into the air and disappears.

‘…….’

In the end, I asked myself a question.

Is Shin Sang-yong’s death making me feel this way?

‘No.’

Obviously, I feel sorry for Shin Sang-yong’s death. However, the death of an acquaintance has been fully experienced in the first round. As such, the word death was very familiar to me.

So the guilt of making the wrong decision as Clan Lord?

‘No.’

Anyway, I saved the Clan members, achieved their purpose, and made sure they had the benefits.

Then? Or what?

‘…….’

I asked myself, but I couldn’t answer.

Only the counsel echoed within himself when he did not return.

============================ Review of the work ============================

I cut it off quite vaguely, but I think I need to get ready to go out right away. Today’s class is at 9 o’clock….

I’m sorry I’m late. _(__)_

PS. Everyone who took the CSAT, thank you did a great job. 🙂