Lucky to Have You Till the End

Tang Xinyan clutched her pale face, her eyes were red and swollen looking at Gu Ranran who was accusing her, but with a worried look on her face, and said hoarsely, "Ran Ran, I really saw him this time..."

Gu Ranran actually didn't believe Tang Xinyan's words anymore, because this situation had happened several times.

"Did you have hallucinations again?" Gu Ranran still feels distressed when she sees her like this, and then her tone of voice softens, "Xinyan, you miss him so much."

The tears that Tang Xinyan finally stopped, welled up from her eyes again.

Maybe she really admitted the wrong person.

But she felt so strong at the time, and her heart seemed to jump out of her chest.

Although she used to admit that she missed someone, no one could give her such a strong feeling.

"Ran Ran, I don't think I confessed wrong..." Tang Xinyan's voice was a little vague and broken. She raised her hand and wiped the tears from her face. In her red and swollen eyes, there was a trace of despair and loss. Having been missing for so long, I didn’t come to see me because...because..."

Her lips trembled horribly, and tears slipped to her lips, both salty and bitter, so astringent, just like her heart, "because he fell in love with another woman..."

Gu Ranran stared at Tang Xinyan with furrowed brows, her eyes flushed, "You stupid girl, what nonsense? How could he fall in love with other women? You must be thinking about it!"

Tang Xinyan closed her eyes. After the blurred vision slowly became clear, she looked at the director's office, "Ran Ran, you are waiting for me here, I will ask the director."

Gu Ranran grabbed Tang Xinyan and asked puzzledly, "What are you asking?"

"I'll tell you later."

...

With the permission of the director, Tang Xinyan pushed in.

The director is a gentle man in his thirties. Seeing Tang Xinyan come in, he stopped his work, "What's the matter with Xiaoyan?"

"Director, I came to ask about Emily's Chinese name."

The director pushed the rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, Jun Yisiwen's face was a little puzzled, "How did you think of asking Emily's Chinese name?"

Tang Xinyan made a begging gesture, with a bitter smile on her lips, "Director, can you tell me, OK?"

The director frowned in embarrassment, "I can't say what Emily doesn't want to disclose."

Tang Xinyan bit her lower lip hard, and after taking a deep breath, she said again, "Director, is she surnamed Meng? You don't need to answer, you can nod or shake your head."

The director looked at Tang Xinyan who was about to cry. After a moment of silence, he nodded.

Tang Xinyan felt a chill, seeping from the soles of her feet, into the bottom of her heart, and then spread to her whole body.

The limbs and hundreds of skeletons became cold.

The heart that had been tight and suspended, suddenly collapsed.

She shook her body precariously.

Ha ha ha-

There was continuous laughter in his mouth, but tears couldn't stop bursting from his eyes.

She understands, she really understands.

Because of his first love, he returned, so he abandoned her and abandoned their children.

Suddenly I felt that in the past few months, her waiting, her pain, her suffering, her reluctance, everything had become a joke.

What a joke!

When the director saw Tang Xinyan crying and laughing, he said worriedly, "Xiaoyan, are you okay?"

Tang Xinyan shook her head towards the director and smiled at the corners of her lips, "It's okay, director, I'm off work first."