Low Key Star

  Chapter 79【079】I don't like you anymore

Because he had already been admitted by Huaxing University in advance, Lin Yiran only had the effect of scoring points in the college entrance examination, without any psychological pressure, but these days, he still reviewed with Liu Chan and Wang Shanshan every day, sometimes going to the library and sometimes going to school .

   Liu Chan and Wang Shanshan also applied for early admissions. Liu Chan only applied for one Beijing University and was eliminated. Wang Shanshan applied for both Capital University and Huaxia University of Finance and Economics, and was finally admitted by Huaxia University of Finance and Economics. However, she still hopes to pass the college entrance examination and apply for Capital University.

  Although it is no longer a college entrance examination that determines everything, the college entrance examination score still occupies a lot of weight, so for Liu and Wang, the college entrance examination in a few days is very important.

  Lin still mainly undertakes the important task of accompanying the exam. If the two of them have any problems and want to discuss them, it is not easy to disturb the other one, so she becomes the one who is busy at both ends.

  Yu Lin still said that this is a good thing, because as long as she is free, she will always be in a daze these days.

   When she had another free time to meditate, she suddenly remembered that just before Zhang Yang confessed his love to her last year, she had been in such a state for a few days and was scolded by her.

   Looking back now, I can vaguely understand his mood at that time.

  After learning that Zhang Yang participated in the "Sound Super League", she had the same thoughts as her mother, and immediately realized that Zhang Yang's sudden choice to give up may be the root cause.

  But why on earth is he going to participate in the "Sound Super League"?

He is talented, even if his talents are exhausted after writing the "Sculpture of the Gods", the poems and novels he has written are beyond the reach of others in his lifetime, and he was specially recruited by Huaxing University, so his future is bright... After all Why did you suddenly think of going to the draft?

make money?

  Are martial arts novels not enough to make money?

   Fame?

  He is already very famous. If he wants to be more famous, he only needs to announce Zhang Muzhi's identity, and he will become a household name in a short time.

  Lin Yiran once heard Zhang Yang mention that his father and Zhou Fan's father pursued music dreams together when they were young, so after a few days of deep thinking, the most reasonable explanation Lin Yiran could find was this.

   Zhang Yang wants to help his father make up for the regrets and fulfill the unfulfilled dream when he was young!

At the same time, he is very clear about what kind of industry the entertainment industry is, and he is even more aware that with his own family, his parents will never allow him to marry a celebrity, which will cause greater harm to both parties in the future, so he made such a difficult decision. Decide.

  Based on the love he has shown for himself in the past two years, one can imagine the pain he will bear in his heart when he makes this decision...

  And he probably thinks that he doesn't have any feelings for him, maybe he has realized that he has some affection for him, but after all, it's just some affection. If he chooses to cut off the affection at this time, he will suffer more damage, right?

  Otherwise...Otherwise...He can totally...

  When she thought of this, her cheeks were on fire, and her heart was both moved and sad.

When she was tossing and turning in the middle of the night these days, she once had the urge to ask him to explain everything clearly, but on the one hand, she was reserved, and on the other hand, Su Hui's exhortation not long ago was still in her ears. Comfort yourself:

  The future is long. If there is a destiny, we will be together sooner or later. If we can really bring each other together, why bother with the temporary sorrow of parting?

  However, this kind of self-consolation could not alleviate her inner sadness and entanglement, but it finally dispelled the idea of ​​actively looking for Zhang Yang—he is preparing for the competition, so don't disturb him first, and we can talk about it later.

   With less contact, she wanted to see what he wrote earlier, so on Saturday morning, as soon as the newspaper was delivered, she couldn't wait to open it and read it in the living room.

  After seeing the part where Xiao Longnv's acupuncture point was tapped, she really thought that person was Yang Guo at first, and her cheeks turned red, but she soon came to her senses, how could Yang Guo do such a thing?

Looking down, I saw the pen changed and wrote the scene of Yang Guo and Ouyang Feng learning martial arts. I thought it was not Yang Guo, but I was not happy that I guessed it right. Looking back at the previous description again, my cheeks have gradually turned pale while being shy.

She didn't care to look carefully, and browsed in a hurry, seeing Yang Guo returning and meeting Yin Zhiping who had fled in a hurry, her mind gradually went blank, but she insisted on continuing to read, and when she saw Xiao Longnv's body limp, she lifted her sleeves and showed Yang Guo The Shougong sand on the arm is gone...

  Although Lin Yiran has never had a relationship, this description has already named the cruel fact. She only felt that her mind was blank, and there seemed to be something buzzing, but she couldn't hear anything, and even stopped thinking.

   Zhang Yang’s words that day seemed to be still echoing in his ears: like you, beautiful and refined, stunning in the world.

  She thought it was a compliment to herself.

Can…

  Why did he write like this?

  Lin was still biting his lips tightly, but couldn't suppress the colic in his heart. Su Hui finished the exercise and came downstairs. Seeing her daughter's strange expression, she wondered, "What's the matter?"

"fine."

  Lin still lowered his head, not daring to let his mother see the tears in his eyes.

  What a shrewd person Su Hui was, she immediately realized what was going on, reached out and took the literary newspaper she had on her lap, browsed it hastily, and quickly found the key point, read it twice, and burst out laughing.

  She stretched out a finger and poked on the girl's head, and said in a distressed and funny way: "Silly girl!"

  Lin still sniffed, and then heard his mother ask: "Do you love him?"

  Lin still blinked vigorously, raised his head, tears glistened, his expression was aggrieved and puzzled, "Who loves him?"

Su Hui reached out to wipe away the tear stains on the girl's face, and handed her a tissue, then said with a smile: "In order to explain to you, it was so easy for me to write a character like Xiaolongnv who is so unreal, and I compared it with myself." Don't you feel bad?"

  Lin still took the tissue, and was dazed for a while, thinking of Zhang Yang's participation in the "Sound Super League", he let out an "ah", and finally understood.

  Dragon Girl's loss of virginity alludes to Zhang Yang's plan to enter the entertainment circle!

  It turned out to be like this...

  The cloud in his heart dissipated, Lin Yiran burst into tears for a moment, and felt that it was too embarrassing in front of his mother, so he quickly swallowed, said "I'm going to wash my face", and hurried upstairs.

Su Hui looked at her daughter's graceful and beautiful back, and sighed, her expression was both gratified and helpless. The gratified thing is that she is no longer sad, but the helpless thing is that Xiao Nizi's IQ parted ways with Zhang Yang. It's one piece, and it probably won't take a year for him to be cheated by that kid so that there isn't even a single piece of clothing left.

Su Hui felt vigilant in her heart, and felt that she seemed to have made a mistake. It seemed that it was not enough to let her daughter develop a correct view of love. With her temperament, she was really in love, and she was afraid that she would do any stupid thing, and she would definitely be willing to do it .

  Thinking about it this way, Su Hui finally understood why her husband was always on guard against that kid in every possible way. Sure enough, she was only clever, and he was the wisest fool...

Lin still didn't know what his mother was worrying about. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that the speculation that "Dragon Girl lost her virginity is because Zhang Yang alluded to her entry into the entertainment industry" made sense. At the same time, he remembered that he once said that Xiao Longnu was the protagonist. , Zhang Yang's good intentions are clearly revealed.

  Zhang Yang decided to fulfill his father's original music dream, and at the same time realized that if he did this, he might have to go further and further away from himself. In order not to hurt himself, he decided to give up pursuing this relationship.

But he was very reluctant in his heart, holding on to the hope in case of any eventuality, he used the metaphor of the dragon girl to imply that he could not help himself, and at the same time, knowing that he was the author, he directly said that the little dragon girl It's about the heroine, just to make myself understand that there are many helplessness and ups and downs between him and him, just like the relationship between Yang and Long, but he always likes himself in his heart...

He didn't want to say it clearly, but he was obviously struggling. He was afraid of delaying and hurting himself, and it was really hard to give up. So on the one hand, he expressed his determination with the lyrics in "You at the Same Table", and on the other hand, he expressed his determination with "The Legend of Condor Heroes". " as a metaphor, I hope I can understand...

  Thinking like this, she was moved and joyful at the same time. She went back to the room and threw herself on the soft bed. The sunlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, her body was warm, her heart was sweet, and she was indescribably happy.

  Lin still closed his eyes and lay on the bed secretly rejoicing for a while, then he seemed to remember something, got up in a hurry, sat at the table, took out the diary, opened the couple pen, opened a new page and wrote down:

   June 6, 1992

  Saturday, sunny

   "The Legend of Condor Heroes" is serialized for the seventh time, Zhang Yang harmed Lin Yiran and cried again, revenge +1

   After thinking about it, I added another line:

   lose face in front of mother, revenge +1

  After she finished writing, she put down the pen, sat at the desk and looked at it for a while, and the sweet smile of joy on her face suddenly froze slowly.

  The sun shines into the room, and the room is bright and bright. The girl sitting at the table has snow-like skin and a beautiful face, but water mist slowly condenses in her eyes that are as clear as water, turning into crystal clear teardrops, sliding down one by one.

She sniffed, and suddenly grabbed the page of the diary, and was about to tear it off, but she couldn't bear to look at the handwriting on the wrinkled page that seemed to tell her joy and sweetness just now, and froze there for a long time, I just thought: Lin Yiran, when did you become like this? madness! idiot! Wishful thinking! Is this still you?

  If he really likes you that much, does he need to go through all this trouble? If he really likes you that much, is he willing to let you be so sad? If he really likes you that much, why doesn't he just tell you everything? If he is really unwilling to give up, is there a more effective way than confessing to you?

  He is the author! author! If he doesn't want to write like this, who can force him to write like this? Those who are clean are self-clear, if he is not willing to join forces, what about the entertainment industry, does it have anything to do with him? Is it related to you?

   Wake up! wake up! He just gave up and doesn't want you anymore! Stop wishful thinking, he just doesn't like you anymore!

   Don't like you anymore!

  (end of this chapter)