Looking for the lost ship girl

That church was built on a small island in the south. Generally speaking, few ordinary people go there. After all, judging from the current civilization, traveling around is still the privilege of a few people. At this time, there were only original residents on the island, and they built a small town here. The town was built on the slopes of the mountains. From a distance, it had a layered feel.

Chen Nan took Su Gu and York City to the pier of this small town in their own boat. Then they walked up a long step by the pier to the top and saw the church.

There is a square outside the church, a circular square paved with diamond-shaped stone tiles. There were not many people in the square at this time, neither ordinary people nor traders. There were only a large group of pigeons pecking and walking on the square, and suddenly a gust of wind took them all flying.

Then Su Gu saw the church.

The pointed double-vaulted roof has carved wood veneer, sky blue painting, and golden lily patterns. The small round window with rose petals hollowed out on the lintel is slim and elegant. Black and white marble is paved on the ground, and tall pillars are placed one after another in the hall.

Su Gu looked up at the murals on the ceiling of the church. This church was different from the church in his impression. There were almost no statues of gods here.

Chen Nan said at this time: "Although this is a church, God is not worshiped here."

"This is the prayer hall, this is the confessional."

"The original confessional. Believers confessed their sins to legitimate clergy, repented of the sins they complained about, and made amends. After being forgiven by the same clergy, they received forgiveness from God for the sins committed after baptism. At the same time, they also received forgiveness from God. Reconciling the church that sin has harmed.”

"But this is not a serious church. Although it is built like this, it can be called a confessional. The main reason is that I don't know what to call it."

Consultant Su asked: "Then what's the effect?"

"It's probably used to enlighten the ship's girls or admirals."

Su Gu said, "What's there to enlighten you about?"

"Being an admiral does not mean that you have a smooth journey and don't need to take care of everything. On the contrary, the bigger the garrison is, the more troubles there are. In the eyes of outsiders, the admiral has infinite glory. Only he knows the pain. For example, if he has feelings for those beautiful girls, Because of the infinite expansion of desire for power, girls with power, money and beauty increasingly feel superior in front of others."

"A ship girl is only loyal to her admiral. This kind of loyalty without interests is like poison. In many cases, it takes a lot of experience to ensure that one's own inner demons do not breed. Otherwise, the more silent it is, the more time comes. The more terrifying it is when it breaks out.”

Su Gu said: "So this church is actually used to enlighten people instead of praying and repenting."

"Actually, the more someone says like you that he has never concealed anything, the more he conceals it in his heart." Of course, Chen Nan had no way of knowing what the other person thought, so at this time, he judged others by himself. In addition to wanting to bring the other person to see him at the beginning, he also hoped that the other person would not hold too many things in his heart and could speak out when necessary.

Chen Nan added: "Xiao Su, do you want to try it? It will make you feel better if you say it."

Su Gu quickly waved his hands and said, "I really have nothing to feel bad about."

Chen Nan said: "For example, if evil thoughts arise occasionally, let someone enlighten them."

"No matter how evil you are in your heart, it doesn't mean you have done something wrong if you haven't done it. After all, who doesn't have a few evil thoughts in their heart. When I came out of the army and became an admiral, the power I had was different from what it was before. What I wanted to do most was I took my ship girl to show off in front of my former colleagues. The enemy I had argued with before, I really wanted to give him a few words in front of his boss and let his boss wear small shoes for others. He used to be an intern at my guard house. The new guy doesn't respect me, and I really want to fail his assessment."

When you hear this, especially the last sentence, does it remind you to put your identity in order? The newcomer was shivering.

However, Su Gu also knew that his senior might not be a very powerful admiral, but as a soldier, he was a bit serious and rigid when doing things, with a lot of dogmatism, but he was fair and just and would not get angry because of your disrespect. angry. During this period of contact, whether it was communicating with ordinary people or local high-ranking officials, he could neither be humble nor arrogant, nor bully the weak nor fear the strong, and he could do things with a clear conscience no matter what.

But Su Gu still said the same thing: "I really have nothing to say. I don't have that kind of thought anymore. I am a very casual person."

"What about some evil thoughts? Do you have thoughts about destroyers?"

"As awesome as destroyers are, I don't have any evil intentions."

"Then what do you want to do to use your power to force the ship girl to serve you?"

I don’t need to do anything to gain profit from power. If I want to do it, Lexington, Saratoga or Akagi, no matter which one is more ugly, it can be achieved with a little bit of means, but up to now everyone is still It's a very pure relationship, but of course I'm worried that I won't be able to hold it any longer.

Su Gu replied affirmatively: "I have never thought about this kind of thing. I am not a beast. I have my own morals. Well... that, I still think about it occasionally, but I don't think about it to the point where I need enlightenment."

As Su Gu said this, he saw York City standing next to him holding a bag of snacks and listening without saying a word. The latter was so fascinated that he didn't even take a piece of the snack in his hand, probably because he was afraid of being pinched by his fingers. The sound of rustling potato chips or chewing in the mouth can interrupt a good show.

Then York City heard no sound, and she also noticed her admiral looking at her.

In the sight of his admiral, York City turned his head impatiently as he resumed the movement of his hands. I thought to myself, it’s just for listening, and it’s not a big secret. I won’t tell Sister Lexington or Sister Akagi, nor will I use it as a handle to blackmail others. Is it necessary to be so careful?

York City turned her head. After a while, her admiral's voice had not yet appeared. She turned around and looked at her admiral, who was still looking at her. No matter what he was looking at, she would never move away anyway.

Chen Nan said: "I have never paid much attention to psychological counseling before. Some ship girls will slip into the abyss in the confusion step by step. Rather than treating this place as psychological counseling, it can be regarded as a place in a tree hole. Even if they listen, they will not go there." Side story."

I don't like to tell the secrets in my heart, and I don't need a tree hole. However, facing Chen Nan who looked at me with good intentions, his hypocrisy came into play again.

Su Gu said: "It will make people feel comfortable to tell their secrets, but Brother Chen, you brought me here not only to let me see a church."

Saying this, Su Gu saw York City looking over again, what a troublesome woman.

Chen Nan said: "You have been working very hard, and I always see you sitting there in silence. You must be holding something in your heart. It would be better to speak out if you can, in a tree hole."

Chen Nan continued: "There is no one who does not have evil thoughts in his heart, but as long as he does not act, it doesn't matter. There is a word for people like you, yes, it is Silent Lamb. Silent lambs like you explode. The most terrifying thing is when you get up. Once you feel that it doesn’t matter, you will do some terrible things.”

"The education I received doesn't believe in psychological counseling."

"I used to fight and kill people in the army, and my hands were already stained with blood. I always felt that even if I died, I would go to hell. Many of my comrades thought it didn't matter before, but only after they retired did they realize that they had problems in their hearts. For example, they suspected that they had killed someone. Is there something wrong with so many people? I feel that I have been used as a gun by politicians, and I feel that I am not protecting my country at all. Later, it gradually develops to the point where I have some problems in my heart. If I had known about it earlier, I would not have become a That’s it.”

Chen Nan patted Su Gu on the shoulder and said, "If you have any evil thoughts, don't tell me, and don't take it as speaking to anyone, just treat it as speaking to God. You don't need to say it the first time. There are too many, just say something, tree holes or something."

"We admirals, the more we constrain ourselves to be an excellent admiral, the easier it is for us to fall into distortion. Then when some bad thoughts appear in our minds, we doubt whether we have done something wrong, and try our best to suppress them. In the end, it is easy to doubt ourselves. .”

"Speak out and let others enlighten you. In fact, it is normal to have any evil thoughts. You don't need to worry about it."

After being tapped on the shoulder, Su Gu walked into the confession room, which was a little dark.