Lonely Immortal

But Zhang Zhiwen didn't feel anything at all. When he saw three children appearing in front of him, he wanted to get up to see the children. He climbed up tremblingly, and then staggered to the door. At this time, Lin Only then did Mingyue realize that Zhang Zhiwen actually got out of bed. She immediately supported Zhang Zhiwen in a hurry: "Zhiwen, why are you up? You should lie down and rest quickly. Don't get hurt again..."

Zhang Zhiwen waved his hand and said it was okay. He came to the three children and looked at them with a relieved smile. Then he touched the children's heads and said, "Are you here to see daddy?"

"Well, hello, Daddy!"

"Dad, are you okay?"

"Dad, I heard my mother say you are sick, but is it true?"

The three children were innocent and looked at Zhang Zhiwen with big eyes.

Seeing that the children actually cared about him, Zhang Zhiwen couldn't help but smile even more knowingly. It seemed that a long-lost warmth came to his heart. He couldn't help but pick up Zhang Xiaoqing among them. Although it was a little difficult for him to hold him, he still couldn't help but smile. Feel the warmth from the child.

"Ha, daddy is fine. He just suffered some minor injuries. It's okay. Xiaoqing, are you still studying today?"

Zhang Zhiwen looked at Zhang Xiaoqing with a loving face, and this child was also sensible. She reached out and touched Zhang Zhiwen's face, then nodded and said in a childish voice: "Well, yes, sir, he asked me to come over to visit dad..."

What a smart child. She knew that Lin Mingyue didn't like her mother, Shi Wuyin, so she reasoned that the teacher asked her to come visit her father.

At this time, Lin Mingyue had nothing to say. Even if she wanted to stop her, it was impossible. But she was just very disappointed because she did not give birth to a son and a half for Zhang Zhiwen. Instead, Zhu Qianrou and her teacher Wuyin gave birth to Zhang Zhiwen. There were two men and one woman. At this moment, she seemed to have become an outsider. She was standing nearby and all kinds of feelings came to her heart.

"Master, I've ordered you to ask the young master when he can set off back." Jia Funian suddenly asked again at this moment.

Zhang Zhiwen was slightly stunned, Master? Who is the master? Could it be his father? But who is his father? Zhang Zhiwen couldn't remember it for a while, but Zhang Zhiwen felt that this should be the reason why his head was injured, which caused him to temporarily forget some things.

Therefore, he nodded and said: "Okay, I will go back as soon as possible. By the way, you can take the others back first. I will stay here with Mingyue and the others for a few days, and we will also go out to relax."

"Okay." Jia Funian didn't say much. He bowed slightly and then withdrew.

Lin Mingyue didn't expect that Zhang Zhiwen would stay in Wangfengling for a few days to relax. She seemed unhappy because Zhang Zhiwen's situation seemed to require Zhu Qianrou and his master Wuyin to stay too.

But Lin Mingyue didn't dare to say anything now. She seemed to know Zhang Zhiwen's temper, so she basically said the same thing. If the dispute continued, Zhang Zhiwen would be unhappy, and she would be even more troublesome.

In this way, Zhang Zhiwen let the children and their mothers enter the house together. The children were playing on the side, while Lin Mingyue, Zhu Qianrou and Shi Wuyin were sitting in front of Zhang Zhiwen. Zhang Zhiwen looked at the three ladies, he After thinking for a while, he said: "There is something I don't know whether to talk about or not."

Lin Mingyue and the three girls did not expect Zhang Zhiwen to suddenly say such words. They were all a little surprised, but Lin Mingyue said quickly: "Zhiwen, just tell me what you have to say."

Zhu Qianrou's teacher Wuyin seemed to be waiting for Zhang Zhiwen to continue. Seeing this, Zhang Zhiwen nodded and said, "That's right, I plan to become a monk."

As soon as these words came out, Lin Mingyue and the three girls were immediately shocked and almost couldn't believe it. This was obviously good, so why did Zhang Zhiwen suddenly want to become a monk? But deep down in his heart, Zhang Zhiwen always felt that the world was cumbersome. As soon as he woke up, he felt restless and uneasy, and there was always an inexplicable bad feeling lingering in his heart.

And he suddenly felt tired. He seemed to not like living in the current atmosphere. He seemed to like being alone and pure. He couldn't explain why. He didn't even want to go back to see his parents. Moreover, he So what if we go back?

When he goes back, will he become a young master and spend the rest of his life with these three women? There are three other children who are innocent and innocent, and he also has warmth in his heart, but he knows that one day he will fall down and cannot get up, or something will happen to the children, then how will he bear it?

All of this was the first thing he thought of after he woke up from injury. He felt that he should not sink into this so-called happiness. He has three wives, three children, and is also a young master. He could have lived a life without worries about food and clothing, so why did he come to participate in the martial arts competition in Wangfengling? Isn’t he full and has nothing to do?

But he actually came, and won three games, and even continued to get injured, so what on earth was he running away from? Is he running away from his current home? Obviously, he is not escaping from his current home, or in other words, he is not escaping from these current people in essence, but he is escaping from himself.

But after being injured and waking up, he suddenly felt an impulse in his heart. He wanted to stay away from the world and become a monk. Should he become a monk or a Taoist priest? He hasn't thought this through yet.

But after Zhang Zhiwen said these words, Lin Mingyue couldn't help but grab the back of his hand and said anxiously: "Zhiwen, what's wrong with you? Did I do something wrong to make you unhappy? If so, then in the future Can't I change it? From now on, Qianrou and Wuyin can sleep with you. Even if I don't come, the children can see you at any time and I won't interfere, okay?"

Zhang Zhiwen was a little surprised when Lin Mingyue said this, because he didn't remember many things, but he didn't expect Lin Mingyue to be so dominant, but now Lin Mingyue actually gave in, in order to keep Zhang Zhiwen.

"No, no, eldest mistress, it's all our fault. It's us who have troubled the young master every day. We don't dare to be so entangled in the future. As for the children, we will try our best to bother the young master as little as possible. I just ask the young master not to throw them away. We don’t care about the children..."

Zhu Qianrou also spoke out. She actually planned to sacrifice her happiness in order to keep Zhang Zhiwen.

"Master, if you have anything you can tell us. After all, we are still husband and wife. I won't dare to argue with the eldest mistress in the future. The eldest mistress has the final say on everything, okay?"

Shi Wuyin's attitude was also the same. It was obvious that the three girls were willing to do anything in order to keep Zhang Zhiwen. The children seemed to cry a little when they saw their mother, and they also gathered around. They began to beg Zhang Zhiwen not to leave them.

Seeing the three wives and children like this, Zhang Zhiwen got more and more headache, he felt more and more uncomfortable, and he felt more and more that he wanted to leave this place. He was actually very strange. He should have been happy, but But he was not happy at all.

He didn't want to be with these people, let alone meet his parents. It seemed that his lonely life was the life he really wanted. He didn't know why, but in short, his heart was so determined, and he still Want to become a monk.

Therefore, he was silent for a while, and then he said: "Madams, you don't need to say more. And children, you must be good in the future. Daddy will still be with you these days. Just treat it as my last companionship." For a while."

After he finished speaking, when the three ladies wanted to say something else, Zhang Zhiwen waved his hand and interrupted them: "You don't need to say more, I have made up my mind."

After Zhang Zhiwen said this, he motioned for everyone to go out.

At this time, everyone had no choice but to withdraw. It could be seen that Lin Mingyue and others almost lost their souls, but Zhang Zhiwen suddenly felt extremely relaxed. He didn't know why. Others asked He couldn't ask for a better life, but it was extremely uncomfortable for him. He just wanted to live alone.

As for the practice of becoming a monk, he didn't know what he practiced, but he probably knew that there was not much difference whether he was a monk or a member of the world. He did this just to have a legitimate excuse to leave this family, because he became a monk. , no one said anything to him. After all, he was going to practice. Do these people want to object? Wouldn't that spoil his practice?

This is a serious matter. It is a great crime for bad people to practice cultivation. Then these people must not dare to do it. Even his parents have no right to object, and they dare not object. If the parents really want to If he is good, then he will definitely have to bear the pain and watch him become a monk and practice.

The matter was put aside for the time being. In the next few days, Zhang Zhiwen did as promised and took the three wives and children for a walk outside. In fact, there was nothing interesting in Wangfengling. It was a shabby earth city. Yes, but this is a city within a radius of thousands of miles, and Zhang Zhiwen took them to look around, eat and drink, and buy some things. Then every night he spent the night alone, not letting the three ladies come to accompany him, and The children were not allowed to accompany him.

In this way, a few days later, Zhang Zhiwen resolutely embarked on the road of becoming a monk. He ordered Jia Funian to take the wives and children back, and let the master and his wife know about this matter, and there was no need to come to him, because of his wishes This is what it is and no one can change it.

After sending away the three ladies and three children, and watching the carriage leave with dust, Zhang Zhiwen looked away, and then he returned to the medical clinic and packed his things.

During these days, he was staying in the medical center, and Zhang Wensheng also came. When the old doctor saw that Zhang Zhiwen actually wanted to become a monk, he was actually very puzzled, but everyone has their own ambitions, and it was hard to say anything. Therefore, the old doctor Zhang Wensheng also Then Zhang Zhiwen was sent out.

Zhang Zhiwen didn't know where to go. He didn't even know where to go to become a monk. He was going north anyway. His home was in the south. He definitely wouldn't go that way. So he left Wangfengling and headed all the way. Just go to the north. Let’s walk and take a look first.

One person goes on the road, one person eats, one person spends the night alone, and one person stares at the stars.

He was still alone, walking alone on the journey. There were many passers-by, but they seemed to be in a different world from Zhang Zhiwen. Zhang Zhiwen lowered his head and hurried on, feeling calm. Even at this moment, he was still a little ragged, and the soles of his shoes were They were all a little worn, but he was extremely peaceful inside.

It seemed that this was the life he should have, and as Zhang Zhiwen walked further north, the stars seemed to become brighter and clearer. As he walked, he seemed to have come to a mountainous area. He was now penniless. He took the broken bowl and started begging.

But when has he, a young master from a wealthy family, ever suffered such hardships? Begging is not an easy thing, and starvation is commonplace. However, Zhang Zhiwen not only did not feel uncomfortable, but felt more like a fish in water, as if he was born to be a beggar, as if he was born to be a miserable person.

The harder and harder it was, the more determined Zhang Zhiwen's mind became. He felt more and more that his decision was right. Although he did not find a temple or Taoist temple to settle down, he walked along the way like an ascetic monk. He was practicing. Where in life can't practice? It seems that you can practice anytime and anywhere.

He doesn't need a wife, children, or parents, and he doesn't need wealth and glory. He thought he just wanted to continue on this road and continue practicing, but suddenly, he found that he still needed to live.

He had to live to feel the fragrance of loneliness, otherwise, everything would become nothingness, and to feel the taste of loneliness forever, he had to live well.

The further north he went, the clearer his mind became, just like the starry sky. Originally, the south of Wangfeng Ridge was a place of steaming fog, but as Zhang Zhiwen went further north, the horizon became clearer.

One day, he came to this mountainous forest area. It seemed that there was a small village next to it. He took a broken bowl and went in to beg. On the way, he suffered a lot. At the beginning, he had a fight with someone, but later he became smarter and smarter. When he encountered trouble, he almost avoided it if he could, and killed people if he couldn't avoid it.

Yes, he killed people, but he didn't feel panic at all. Instead, he felt it was natural. If the other party wanted to kill him, he would definitely kill him back. It seemed that this made him feel very comfortable. Zhang Zhiwen didn't know why it was like this, but it seemed that he was born to be such an indifferent and ruthless person!

The more he left that home, the more relaxed he felt. Moreover, he gradually forgot about Lin Mingyue and others, and hardly thought about them.

At this moment, the sky gradually darkened. Zhang Zhiwen entered the village. No one cared about him because he was now a wandering beggar with unkempt hair and dirty face. However, the village was too quiet and extremely desolate. Paper money was flying in the air, as if someone had died.

But there was no ghost in the village. Only the doors of the earthen houses in the village were hung with white mourning tassels. The tassels fluttered in the wind, revealing a strange and evil atmosphere.

And the passers-by around seemed to disappear all of a sudden, leaving Zhang Zhiwen alone stumbling into the village.

Zhang Zhiwen quickly realized that something was wrong, but he was not afraid. He even felt inexplicably excited. It seemed that a familiar feeling surged in his heart. He quickly came to the middle of the village. He looked around. There was no one around, but he felt relaxed and freer than ever before. He couldn't help but want to shout.