Life With You

When Song Xi came out of the operating room, Han Chunmeng had already returned. She asked in surprise: You're back so soon?

Han Chunmeng was uneasy and asked Song Xi secretly: What happened to Dongxu? He said a lot of strange things to me today, and asked me what I should do if someone asked me to break my right principles. I told the truth, but He looked at me with red eyes, but he didn’t say anything when I asked him, and told me not to worry, and asked me to come back first, so I can stop worrying.”

Song Xi also looked helpless and whispered back: His family's business is probably related to the case he was investigating. He couldn't continue to investigate, so he had to find an excuse. He thought that if he was caught drunk driving, he would be suspended from work and investigated. Unexpectedly There was really a car accident last night.”

Han Chunmeng didn't say anything for a long time after hearing this, because no matter family, career or drunk driving, any one of them was a difficult problem, let alone all of them piled together. She couldn't imagine how Gu Dongxu had been here these two days.

She really wanted to be by his side and carry it with him, but she couldn't do anything. This feeling of helplessness and powerlessness was the most depressing thing.

Song Xi advised Han Chunmeng: Don't rush to find him. Let him be alone for a while. No matter what, we will stay with him.

Han Chunmeng was glad that Song Xi was by her side at this moment. Song Xi had always been strong. When Song Yuanqing was arrested, she had also endured such a big thing. She said that as long as she didn't die, she would become stronger. After going through many hardships, Han Chunmeng secretly made a wish to God. As long as Gu Dongxu could pass this hurdle smoothly, she would...she would not eat meat for half a year. Anyway, she had nothing to use as collateral.

Maybe she was pious enough, and God really opened her eyes. When she was about to get off work in the evening, Han Chunmeng received a call from Gu Dongxu, telling her to go there with Song Xi.

Han Chunmeng heard Gu Dongxu's voice was as usual, hung up the phone and ran to Song Xi and said, He seems to have thought about it!

Song Xi was also happy: It's best if you think about it. Chinese New Year is coming soon, so don't let any unhappy things affect your mood.

As soon as get off work time came, Song Xi and Han Chunmeng took a taxi to No. 1 Hospital. As soon as they entered the ward, they saw Gu Dongxu lying on the bed and said, Lock the door.

Ah? Han Chunmeng raised an eyebrow.

Gu Dongxu said: Lock the door so that the nurse can come in later to check the room.

Han Chunmeng listened to Gu Dongxu's words. She would lock the door when he told her to.

Song Xi stepped inside and saw at first sight two rows of tall take-out boxes on the bedside table, and there were cakes and snacks on the cabinet on the other side.

With suspicious eyes, Song Xi asked: What's the good thing?

Gu Dongxu glanced at the chin and gestured to the storage box under the bedside table: Open it.

Song Xi bent down and opened the cabinet door. There were two large bags of beer piled inside. Han Chunmeng came over to take a look out of curiosity. The moment she saw the beer, she turned her head and glared at Gu Dongxu: What are you doing? Do you want to drink?

Gu Dongxu said: It's not me, it's us.

Han Chunmeng frowned: You are still taking injections, what are you drinking?

Gu Dongxu looked at Han Chunmeng and said with a half-smile: Sure enough, now that I have become my girlfriend, my temper is worse than before. I won't have an injection today. It's okay to drink some wine. Take out the wine.

Just when Han Chunmeng was about to say something, Song Xi said: You asked two doctors to close the door and drink with a patient. If this spreads, neither of us will have to work anymore. Give me a good reason, or I won't go crazy with you.

Han Chunmeng thought to herself, give me a good reason, and I won't accompany you crazy. She was thinking...

I resigned.

Gu Dongxu sat on the bedside with a nice smile on his handsome face.

As soon as these words came out, Han Chunmeng was completely shocked, even Song Xi could not help but freeze on the spot.

For five seconds, there was a sound of needles dropping in the ward. Gu Dongxu kept smiling, looking at the two of them and saying: Is this reason enough? Take out the wine. I gave the nurse aunt a tip of 500 yuan today, and she agreed to help me steal it. Bring the wine.

Song Xi and Han Chunmeng both stood motionless.

Gu Dongxu said: What are you doing? I just want to have a drink and chat with you two to find out how we used to feel. What are your expressions? Isn't this a big enough conversation?

Facing his hard-working and cynical expression, Han Chunmeng was the first to react. She bypassed Song Xi, bent down and dragged a box of beer outside, quickly opened it, and took a few bottles and put them on the table.

Seeing this, Gu Dongxu smiled and instructed Song Xi: Open the small table, let's eat and chat.

No one spoke in the room except Gu Dongxu. Song Xi opened the table silently and put the takeout boxes in order. He bought ten dishes, half of which were what Han Chunmeng liked to eat, and the other half were what Song Xi liked to eat.

Food and drink were all prepared. Han Chunmeng sat beside the bed, Song Xi pulled up a chair and sat under the bed. Gu Dongxu took a can of beer, opened the ring with a 'pop' sound, and without saying a word, raised his head and poured it down. .

Song Xijue was extremely depressed, as if someone had strangled his throat. It was difficult to even breathe, let alone speak.

Han Chunmeng realized later and pulled the tab away without crying. She just said, No matter what you choose, I support you unconditionally.

After saying that, she raised her head to drink. Song Xi was the last one to pick up the beer can. She said nothing and drank quietly.

Gu Dongxu finished the drink first. He curled up his fingers and the empty beer can creaked. He raised the corners of his lips and said with a smile: Since I was a child and watched the first police movie, I said that I wanted to be a policeman when I grow up. , elementary school said, junior high school said, high school said, my mother didn’t know I was serious until I applied for the college entrance examination, and we almost quarreled over this matter to the point of severing the relationship between mother and child...

Speaking of this, Gu Dongxu's smile became even bigger.

She said I was an ancestor, but she couldn't resist me. I went to the police academy and became a policeman. After putting on the uniform, I felt more handsome. I persisted in my dream since I was a child. What can any of you think? Just do what? I can.

I think the most unpleasant thing in the world is that the rules are clearly here and you are wrong, but I have to bypass you because of the so-called so-called worldliness. Why? Didn't we say that everyone is equal before the law? I just Should we act in accordance with the law? Until now, my mother has also been involved...

Gu Dongxu opened another can of beer, raised his head and drank it in one gulp.

Song Xi was looking at something in a daze without saying a word; Han Chunmeng secretly clutched the sheets and tried not to cry.

Squeezing the empty wine can flat, Gu Dongxu frowned slightly and said: I found that I am not as righteous as I imagined. I can't investigate my mother with my own hands. All I can do is stay away from this case and see it with my own eyes. How this case was suppressed quietly.

Everyone thinks it is right. I have asked myself countless times throughout the day and night, don't I want my mother to be safe? I think, but how can I continue to work and how can I continue to face myself who breaks my principles? Do I Do you want to re-establish standards so that in the future, whenever my immediate family members commit crimes, I will turn a blind eye?

Shaking his head, Gu Dongxu whispered: I can't do it. Mengmeng is right. No one can break the order in my heart. Justice has not changed. It has become the human heart. I don't want to go back to the open-minded mentality. Touch this job, dirty.”

The choice was made by me. I have no regrets or complaints. If I give up my ideal of being a police officer, I will pay for this mistake of engaging in malpractice for personal gain. I cannot ignore this job, but this profession is in my heart. Forever holy and undefiled.”

After opening a can of beer, Gu Dongxu's eyes were red and he said with a smile: Come on, let's have a drink for me who will no longer be a policeman. From now on, I will have peace of mind.

Song Xi and Han Chunmeng both had red eyes and couldn't lift their hands. When Gu Dongxu saw this, he drank by himself, but after less than three sips, he suddenly choked, put down the beer can, covered his face with his hands, and collapsed like this Cry loudly.

Song Xi and Han Chunmeng burst into tears. They felt the feeling of giving up on their dreams, the feeling of having to make a choice, the feeling of having to laugh despite being crazy and wanting to cry.

Gu Dongxu had been doing whatever he wanted for the past twenty years, but he finally gave up and was heartbroken.