Life With You

This was the first time that George Sheng heard the word white moonlight from Song Xi. He was a little surprised because this word was first invented by Huo Jiamin and then spread among Chang Jingle, Ruan Boyan and others. They rarely Sheng Qianyu's name was replaced by Bai Yueguang.

How could Song Xi know?

Song Xi saw an obvious flash in George Sheng's expression, and she said without changing her expression: We have been friends for so long, but you didn't tell me that you have a crush on someone. If she knows about my existence, you must tell her, we It’s fake. If she doesn’t believe it, I’ll explain it to her.”

Seeing her disinterested expression and tone, George Sheng opened her thin lips and said in a low voice, She knows.

Song Xi was stabbed in the heart again, and she seemed to hear the sound of the knife sinking into her flesh.

The smile almost didn't stop. Fortunately, she was the best at 'acting'. The corners of her lips rose even higher before they fell. Song Xi smiled and said: Look, you were blown out by me, right? You are really feeling sad in your heart. Someone.

After that, without waiting for George Sheng's response, she said directly: No wonder you don't usually approach women. It turns out that you belong to someone in your heart and guard your body like jade.

Nodding, Song Xi continued: From a woman's perspective, I give you the affirmation, a good man.

Song Xi nodded very hard, as if he was afraid that one of him and George Sheng would not believe it.

Standing up, she looked at the man beside the bed and said, A good man can't be in the same room with other women in the middle of the night. Although he doesn't have any thoughts in his heart, it's better to avoid suspicion as soon as possible. I'm leaving. You can rest. Good night.

After saying that, Song Xi turned around and walked out. He left George Sheng's room and closed the door for him. He seemed to have breathed a sigh of relief. As Song Xi walked to the third floor, he was thinking in his heart. He behaved well and calmly. The atmosphere, especially the 'good night' at the end, is everyday and polite.

Returning to the room on the third floor, the moment the door closed, a big hole seemed to suddenly break in the armor of her heart. Sadness and pain poured out. Song Xijue couldn't breathe at all. Tears instantly blurred her vision. She cried. There was no sound, just tears pouring out in big drops.

Unable to see the road clearly, Song Xi stepped forward. When shedding silent tears could no longer balance the sadness in her heart, she wanted to cry loudly, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she forced herself to swallow it back. Opening her eyes wide, Song Xi Xi told herself that not only could she not cry out, she could not even cry. If she cried hard, her eyes would be red. What if George Sheng saw her?

He should stop thinking that she likes him.

Yes, don’t cry, don’t cry…

Song Xi stood next to the sofa, gasping for air. For a few seconds, she seemed to have convinced herself and stopped crying.

Turning around and walking into the bathroom, Song Xi didn't turn on the light. She originally wanted to bend down and wash her face, but the moment she lowered her head, she didn't know which nerve she hit. She closed her eyes and clasped the sides of the sink with her hands. After all, I couldn't help but choked up, so much that I was trembling all over.

In the master bedroom on the second floor, ever since Song Xi left, George Sheng had been sitting on the edge of the bed without moving. The ash fell one after another onto the carpet, and he was completely unaware of it until the smoke almost burned his hands and fingers. The burning pain in his body brought him back to his senses. With a frown, he threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

Hearing from outsiders that Song Xi was still thinking about Shen Zhaoyi, he would be instantly angry, then distressed and angry. But just now that Song Xi had admitted it himself, he didn't know what to say. Just like now, she has been gone for so long, and his The heart gradually began to change from hard to soft, and from soft to bleeding.

The feeling of liking someone is no stranger to him, and it is not the first time that George Sheng has tasted the feeling of liking someone and being sad for her, but this time it was over before it even started.

He thought he wouldn't miss it again this time. As long as he thought clearly about his heart and took the initiative to pursue it, he and Song Xi would have a good ending even though they didn't have a good start. But now that he thought about it, he was too self-righteous. He thought he was in charge of everything, but in fact Song Xi would rather miss someone who had hurt her than like him.

The feeling of distress was extremely clear, but the memory came to add fuel to the fire. George Sheng's mind was filled with scenes of him and Song Xi being together, including her bending down to knock on his car window on a rainy day, and her being in the hospital after being intercepted. The loneliness in the corridor, the fussiness in the kitchen when cooking, and the way she played ball with him in the gym, either angry or laughing.

But more importantly, many nights, she walked in from outside, holding a thermos cup in her hand.

Thinking of the thermos cup, George Sheng moved his eyes slightly, and his eyes fell on the coffee table opposite, where there were two brightly colored thermos cups, one red and one yellow. Song Xi said that she had learned fruit porridge from someone else.

She said that she said a lot of things, but he only remembered that one sentence. In fact, it was not true. He remembered many things she said. George Sheng himself didn't know when he started to remember. He just waited until he found out, Realized that he had fallen in love with her.

The night was very long, but fortunately, George Sheng had already gotten used to it. He thought a lot, and his mood changed a thousand times. Finally, George Sheng reconciled with himself.

Song Xi likes Shen Zhaoyi but doesn't like him. It's because she didn't have the foresight. Missing him is also her own loss. What should he be sad about?

She doesn't like him, so why should she let him like her?

Yes, there is no need to be angry. He will still treat her how he will treat her in the future. The three-year agreement remains the same. If anything happens to her, he will help her, but he will not like her anymore.

Sooner or later, one day he really doesn't like her anymore, and he's just waiting for the moment when she regrets it!

Thinking like this, George Sheng felt very happy in his heart. He got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. He took off his clothes and threw them aside. He stood under the water and closed his eyes. All he could think of was Song Xi's face.

There are two selves in George Sheng's heart. One is thinking about Song Xi indulgently, and the other is comforting himself. Thinking about it does not mean he likes it. The more he thinks about it, the more rational he becomes. He doesn't like her, he doesn't like her, even if it is clear in his heart. If it hurts, that doesn't mean you like it.

Song Xi stayed up almost all night. It wasn't that she didn't want to sleep, or that she couldn't think about it. It was because her nerves were disobedient and she couldn't fall asleep even if she closed her eyes.

After staying up until dawn, she got out of bed and went to the bathroom. Her face in the mirror looked slightly pale, and if she didn't look closely, she couldn't tell that she had cried.

Song Xi was glad that she still wanted to lose face. If it weren't for face, she would have no reason not to cry. After washing up, she opened her cosmetic bag and began to put on her makeup. After applying her makeup for forty minutes, she changed into a particularly beautiful dress and matched it with a brightly colored bag. Song Xi opened the door and went downstairs.

She didn't mean to show it to George Sheng, but the moment she met George Sheng, Song Xi was still very happy, happy that his most glorious side was seen by him, happy that she seemed not only not defeated, but as if nothing had happened.

Huh? So early? Song Xi greeted George Sheng with a smile.

George Sheng first met Song Xi's eyes, which were still clear and clean, and then he found that she had specially dressed up today, and she was so beautiful that it was dazzling.