Life With You

Han Chunmeng's chest was rising and falling violently, she was so tired that she was starving of oxygen, and her eyes were filled with stars. After hearing this, she frowned and looked at Gu Dongxu, and then said after a long while: What the hell are you talking about? Eating dirty food will ruin your brain?

Gu Dongxu replied with a face: Did I eat up my brain? You have no brain at all. How come your mind starts to wander again when you watch Ling Yue return to China?

Han Chunmeng's frown deepened and she stared at Gu Dongxu and said, What's wrong with you? Does my weight loss have anything to do with Ling Yue?

Gu Dongxu sneered: As soon as the person's front foot came back, you went crazy on the back foot. You even quarreled with people in the hospital because of him. You are so good... Don't say that you suddenly had an idea and wanted to lose weight. I know you so well. Over the years, you have said that you have lost weight more frequently than on the news network. How many times have you really lost weight? I am not irritating you. Look at you like this. Do you really think that after losing weight, everyone will love you? You said, there are so many people chasing Ling Yue, they want a good figure and a good face, what do you have?

Han Chunmeng was very angry and had nothing at hand. She pulled off the 'skinny or dead' hair tie on her head, threw it at Gu Dongxu's feet, stared at her eyes and said: I have nothing, I am fat as hell, It’s so ugly that I was called fat in front of twenty or thirty people! I have been fat for more than 20 years and have been laughed at for more than 20 years. It doesn’t matter if I go out and be criticized by outsiders, but now I don’t. Do you even think so? I just want to lose weight, why do you need to ridicule me so sarcastically?

After saying that, Han Chunmeng glared at Gu Dongxu fiercely and walked out angrily.

Gu Dongxu stood there, confused. All he could think about was Han Chunmeng saying that she was called fat in public, but Song Xi had never told him.

This can't be blamed on Song Xi. No matter how you say it, it's a hurtful word. She doesn't want to repeat it. However, one person has good intentions and the other person is deceived, so some people are heartbroken.

Gu Dongxu realized later and quickly turned around and went out to look for Han Chunmeng. Han Chunmeng returned to her room and the door was locked.

Gu Dongxu stood at the door, regretful, stretched out his hands to pull his hair, and said loudly: I was wrong, I apologize to you.

There was silence at the door. Gu Dongxu looked sad and could only continue to apologize: Xiao Xi only said that you had a quarrel with someone because of Ling Yue and nothing else. Didn't I misunderstand?

There was still silence inside the door, and Gu Dongxu said, Tell me who bullied you, and I'll go and rectify it for you!

Pressing the door handle, Gu Dongxu said helplessly: You said you didn't eat or drink, and you were still torturing yourself with your life. Aren't you anxious when you look at me? Do you think your brain can work well if you are anxious? If your brain doesn't work well, you just talk nonsense. Don't you always have the capacity to hold a boat in the prime minister's belly? Your Excellency has a lot of money, please forgive me for once.

Even though Gu Dongxu was trying to bully him outside and had all his good words, Han Chunmeng never responded.

Gu Dongxu stretched out his hand and knocked on the door: Damei Meng, the most beautiful, cutest and kind-hearted girl in the world, are you crying secretly? I was wrong, I was really wrong.

How about you scold me, come out and beat me up, and I won't hit you back or scold me back...

Gu Dongxu apologized outside the door, while Han Chunmeng was covered with a quilt inside the door, feeling extremely sad but not daring to cry loudly.

She firmly believes that only what people say when they are angry can be true. In Gu Dongxu's eyes, she has nothing. Not only is she not worthy of Ling Yue, but it is a sin not to even think about it.

At one o'clock in the morning, Han Chunmeng unlocked the door and came out of the room. She wanted to go to the bathroom. The door opened and there was light in the living room. Gu Dongxu sat on the sofa holding a pillow. He randomly changed the channel on the TV opposite, making it clear that he was waiting for something to happen.

Seeing Han Chunmeng, Gu Dongxu rushed over immediately without even putting on his slippers.

Han Chunmeng wanted to turn around and walk back, but Gu Dongxu had long legs and was far away from her. He suddenly appeared in front of her and stretched out his arm to block the door.

Da Meimeng, are you still angry?

Gu Dongxu smiled playfully, which was his usual tactic after making Han Chunmeng angry.

Han Chunmeng lowered her eyelids and walked past him to leave. Gu Dongxu took her arm and asked nervously: Where are you going?

Han Chunmeng frowned and said impatiently: Do you think where can I go dressed like this? I'm going to the toilet, let go of me!

Only then did Gu Dongxu notice that Han Chunmeng was wearing pajamas.

He let go and Han Chunmeng went to the bathroom. He stood outside the bathroom, lazily leaning against the wall, praising her and coaxing her.

Two minutes later, Han Chunmeng came out and walked towards the guest bedroom. Gu Dongxu followed her, following her step by step.

I was wrong. I was a fool. I was kicked in the head by a donkey and pinched by a door. I am not a human being.

Han Chunmeng was walking when she suddenly stopped and turned around.

Gu Dongxu looked at her intently, and Han Chunmeng said expressionlessly: You're right, I'm actually quite good for nothing. I eat everything I can, I can't do anything, I talk every day, and I don't do anything real. .”

Gu Dongxu's handsome face had a complicated expression, and there was a flash of distress in his eyes, and he said in a deep voice: Can you please don't hit me in the face like this?

In fact, it pierced his heart, and he was so distressed that he could hardly breathe.

Han Chunmeng raised her head and looked at him. Her eyes were badly swollen, but she quirked the corner of her mouth and said with a slight smile: I'm not angry with you, I'm serious.

I have lived for twenty-six years, living in a state of confusion, waiting to die. Whenever I meet someone who is worse than me, I always find reasons and excuses. Maybe she is not as happy as me? Maybe she is more tired than me? Habitual Comparing myself with people who are not as good as me, the more I compare, the worse I get.

Gu Dongxu pursed his beautiful lips, and when she finished speaking, he said aloud: You got into Union Medical College by your own ability. Isn't that considered capable?

Speaking of this, the smile on Han Chunmeng's face grew bigger: I tried my best to stay in Night City because I was afraid of leaving Xiao Xi. I told you that I was used to eating and waiting to die. I felt safe with her. I feel like she can support me for the rest of my life.”

Gu Dongxu remained silent.

Han Chunmeng smiled and said: Don't look regretful and self-blaming. Who of us is following the other? Do you think I will really fall out with you? No, I still hope to save rent with you. I just want to be happy. I want to live a good life and change myself. I want to see if my luck in love will be better after I lose weight. Maybe some rich, rich and handsome man who doesn’t have good eyes will fall in love with me? By then I will have a boyfriend. My friend, you are liberated, don’t worry, I won’t spend a long time with you.”

Saying that, Han Chunmeng reached out and patted Gu Dongxu's arm, looking carefree as usual.

Gu Dongxu looked at Han Chunmeng, was silent for a moment, and said, Even if you live here with me for the rest of your life, I can still afford to support you.

Han Chunmeng said with a smile: If you are willing, your girlfriend and your mother must also be happy. Sooner or later, we will each find our own place. Is it possible that we can all live together?