Life With You

Song Xi didn't know how she got off the stage. The negative emotions came like a flood, swallowing up all her reason and even normal perception in an instant. She felt that she was about to collapse, and it seemed that she couldn't vent even if she cried loudly.

George Sheng put his arms around Song Xi's shoulders. She was trembling all over. He could see that she was trying to restrain herself, but the more she restrained, the fiercer the rebound. He almost half hugged her and helped her to the lounge and the door. The moment he closed the door, he immediately held her in his arms, caressing her back and saying comfortingly, It's okay, it's okay. Cry if you want, don't hold it back.

He really regretted that he had noticed something was wrong with her a long time ago, why he didn't stop her and had to make her so sad.

Song Xi stood stiffly in George Sheng's arms, feeling extremely depressed. She wanted to cry but couldn't. She could only open her mouth and take deep breaths like an asthma patient. George Sheng hugged her and wanted to give her warmth. and safe, but she felt inexplicably constrained, suffocated, breathless, and had chest tightness and irritability.

Raising her hand, she pushed George Sheng's waist and slowly stepped back. George Sheng didn't know what she was going to do, so he could only let go of her hand. Song Xi's eyes dropped slightly, and his face was as ugly as ever. He was worried, and tentatively He said softly: Shall we go to the hospital and take a look?

He asked Fan Jie privately and learned that Song Xi suffered from postpartum depression. Whether this disease is serious or not depends on how long it takes for the patient to recover, but people who are sick don't like to treat themselves as patients. , especially emotional diseases, so George Sheng was very careful when speaking, for fear of irritating her.

Song Xi maintained a distance of more than one meter from George Sheng and stood there. After taking a few deep breaths, she tried to suppress her emotions with reason. She is an adult, has reason and judgment, and cannot be deliberately provoked by some people. It affects herself and her family. There are so many guests outside, and she also has a baby...

She wanted to say that there were no problems or conflicts between her and George Sheng that could not be resolved, and he would help her.

In just a few dozen seconds, no one knew what a difficult ideological struggle Song Xi had gone through. What she had to overcome was not only the impact on her mood caused by Sheng Qianyu, but also the uncontrollable sense of loss after falling ill.

After closing her eyes for a while, when she opened them again, Song Xi slowly raised her head and looked at George Sheng in front of her. The worry and distress in his eyes were nowhere to be hidden. They were naked, as if her sadness was directly added tenfold and a hundredfold. onto him.

How are you? Are you feeling better? George Sheng's voice was low, gentle and cautious.

Song Xi looked at him, opened her lips, and asked aloud: When dad passed away, why did you want me to attend the funeral?

When George Sheng heard this, his pupils twitched obviously, as if he was surprised. He didn't expect her to ask this suddenly.

Song Xi looked at George Sheng unblinkingly, not wanting to miss any subtle expression on his face. When she saw that he didn't say anything immediately after the accident, tears welled up in her eyes instantly, Have you ever sent a text message to Sheng Qianyu? Let her come back? The voice was so suppressed that it was squeezed out of his throat.

George Sheng finally understood why Song Xiduanduan suddenly lost control of her emotions. When he saw her vision blurred by tears, he didn't think about anything. He just wanted to step forward to wipe away her tears and hold her in his arms.

But as soon as he made a move, Song Xi subconsciously stepped back, frowned, and said in a muffled voice: Explain it to me, I don't believe what Sheng Qianyu said, I don't believe a word of it.

She wanted to tell herself in this emphatic way, telling herself that she would not be knocked down by her bad emotions that were on the verge of getting out of control.

George Sheng looked at Song Xi, who was so stubborn that he was shaking all over and trying to hold on. His heart ached as if a big hole had been cut open by his life. His silence was not because of guilt, but because he finally realized the feeling of something stuck in his throat, some of the mistakes he had made. He thought he could make up for it by being twice as nice to her in the future, but it wasn't until this moment that he realized that he couldn't make up for it. As early as the moment she turned from a stranger to a lover, he was doomed to feel guilty for the rest of his life, but he would rather He feels guilty all his life and doesn't want Song Xi to know that this is his selfishness... Because of his selfishness in the past, he is now being punished.

Xi'er... don't cry, I'll explain it to you. George Sheng didn't dare to step forward, because Song Xi was like a reed swaying in the wind. She might not know that she was trembling. She was not angry, she just used She looked at him with longing eyes, hoping that he could give her the best explanation.

I did send her a text message. In less than ten words, George Sheng was ready to be shot through the heart because he knew Song Xi would be very sad. If she was in any pain, he would There are ten points, this is retribution.

Sure enough, after Song Xi heard it, he quickly closed his eyes and frowned slightly. It wasn't that he didn't want to face it, but he just wanted to work hard to digest it.

George Sheng could easily tell a hundred reasons for deception before he opened his mouth, but he didn't want to. He had made mistakes in the past, and then he concealed them. Now he just wanted to let go of everything. He would pay for his mistakes himself, and he would never need anything else. A third person stood between them, taking advantage of his intolerance to hurt Song Xi even more.

We had a fake marriage at the beginning. You said it was just a cooperative relationship between us. My dad left. I only had one thought in my mind at the time. He wanted to see me get married and start a business. At least he wanted to see me have someone by my side, so I texted her… I’m sorry.”

George Sheng had never felt that the word sorry was so heavy. It was so heavy that he felt that no matter what he said, it seemed as if he was insincere.

But he still wanted to say: I admit that Sheng Qianyu didn't reply to me at that time. I was a little surprised and even a little unhappy. I wanted you to attend the funeral. I hoped that when dad saw me, I wouldn't be alone. But I didn't expect You agreed so readily. The moment you said you would go, I felt guilty.

He shouldn't regard her as his second choice, even if their relationship at that time was between partners and friends.

Liking this kind of thing can almost be regarded as metaphysics. Before that, George Sheng had almost no thoughts about Song Xi, but maybe at that moment, when he felt guilty, his liking suddenly appeared, but his Likes are accompanied by ill-intentioned, which has hidden dangers from the very beginning. While loving her, it also hurts her.

After hearing George Sheng's explanation, Song Xi's first reaction was that she had been a spare tire because Sheng Qianyu didn't reply to his message, so he asked her. Maybe this was the 'lucky' Sheng Qianyu said. She was not his first person. select.

Seeing the negative emotions pouring out from the depths, Song Xi tried her best to suppress them with reason. No, she couldn't be put into Sheng Qianyu's mind. From her own point of view, George Sheng was right. After all, she didn't love him at that time. , who hasn’t started to think too much about her, and he is only using her at best, not harming her.

At that time, didn't they just cooperate with each other?

Yes, that's right, don't be sad, don't be sad.