Life With You

Song Xi was used to being strong. When she was pregnant with the child, she forced herself not to think too much and put the child first. Now that she had 'unloaded' the goods, the pressure was like a sea. It was so great that she was worried about the Fang Sheng family, who had been unusually quiet recently. Song Yuanqing's future arrangements include feeding the baby every day, crying and shouting, and even her bulging belly and eight kilograms of weight make her suffer. This is not counting what Han Chunmeng said about Chang Ning's recent visits. A very powerful young doctor, who had just completed a very complex operation.

She had not worked for almost a year and had never touched a scalpel. Occasionally, Song Xi stretched out her slender but inevitably slightly swollen fingers and wondered whether she could be as calm and confident as before when she entered the operating room. She specifically asked about those few days. He was a young doctor, maybe a few years older than her.

But this still made her feel anxious, hesitating between planning for a rainy day and worrying about the future. Even if George Sheng and the people around her tried their best to make her happy, she would still feel inexplicably depressed after being happy.

Song Xi was very rational. She knew that she must be suffering from postpartum depression, so she took the initiative to communicate with the director of the obstetrics and gynecology department. Fan Jie said: Don't worry, this is normal. Many people think that pregnant women do not receive adequate medical treatment before or after delivery. The best care, so you will suffer from postpartum depression if you feel uncomfortable, but postpartum depression is not only caused by social and psychological factors, but also biological factors, such as endocrine and placental steroid reduction after delivery, which can easily make people feel depressed.

Early statistics said that postpartum depression accounts for 15 to 30 percent of the normal rate. That is, up to three out of ten mothers will suffer from this condition. However, in recent years, with the role of women in society, Work roles are becoming more and more important, and this ratio is only rising. At least five to six out of ten mothers who have taken over from me will suffer from postpartum depression to varying degrees. To be honest, this has become a problem in modern society. It has become the norm, just like some people have social phobia, which is caused by too much pressure.”

After hearing this, Song Xi's nervousness relaxed slightly. People are like this. Even if they feel that they are not normal, as long as the doctor says that everyone is like this, they will not feel that they are terminally ill.

But the mood is always low, and it is difficult to achieve true happiness. Even if it is happy, it cannot last long. This state is extremely painful. Song Xi said: Director Fan, how do I adjust it? How long will this situation last? ?”

Fan Jie smiled and said: It won't take long. If it is caused by hormones, it will recover in about a few months. Others will advise you to think more about your children, and do whatever you want for your children, but I suggest you think more about yourself. , not to mention that your family is very well off, the children will naturally grow up healthily. Even in ordinary families, there is no need for mothers to put everything in their children after giving birth. As the old saying goes, children and grandchildren will take care of themselves. Children and grandchildren, as a mother, you have already made the greatest contribution to giving birth to twins. Let the rest take its course. If you have nothing to do, let your husband accompany you around the hospital. You need to pay attention to rest after delivery, and you don’t need to be twenty. Lying in bed for four hours and exercising appropriately for about half an hour every day without feeling tired will help your body and mood.

When George Sheng came in, he saw Fan Jie sitting next to Song Xi. He was very keen and instinctively felt that Fan Jie was not simply coming in to visit, so there was a flash of inquiry in his eyes.

Fan Jie stood up, said hello with a smile, and then said, Your husband is back, so you two can chat while I leave first.

Song Xi's lips curled up slightly, Thank you, Director Fan, I won't go down to see you off.

George Sheng put the cake box aside and said, I'll deliver it.

Fan Jie hurriedly said: No, no, please accompany Xiao Song.

After Fan Jie left, George Sheng came back from the door. Song Xi stared at the cake box not far away and said happily: Hurry up, husband, I can't wait any longer.

George Sheng took the box to the bedside table and opened it. Inside was a pink mirror cake, flavored with cherry blossoms.

Common sense is to cut a piece off, but George Sheng took out the whole cake, held it with one hand, and held a spoon in the other hand. He took a spoonful and handed it to Song Xi's lips.

Song Xi looked at him and said, Cut it into pieces, otherwise how will others eat it?

George Sheng said: What I bought for you is for you to eat alone.

Song Xi raised the corners of his lips and ate it in one bite.

Is it tasty?

Song Xi nodded repeatedly. The cake was indeed delicious. She heard that sweets can make people feel better, so she tried her best to return to her normal mood.

What were you talking about with Director Fan just now? George Sheng took another spoonful and waited for Song Xi to finish it.

Song Xi said: It's nothing. She came to see me and chatted for a few words.

George Sheng handed the spoon to her lips, and Song Xi swallowed it in one gulp again. He was silent for a few seconds and then said, Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?

Song Xi smiled and said, No, look at me. I'm in better shape. I eat deliciously. How can I feel uncomfortable?

George Sheng's beautiful black eyes stared at her face, and Song Xi responded with a bright and sunny smile. He looked at her for a few seconds, put down the spoon, and reached out to touch her head. There was no smile, only obvious emotions in his eyes. Heartbroken, You don't have to force yourself to comfort everyone. If you are unhappy, you are unhappy. Cry if you want. No one will say you are not strong enough just because of this.

In just a few words, every word touched Song Xi's fragile nerves. She was really forcing herself, fearing that everyone would worry. She didn't want to let her emotions get out of control, and she didn't want to see everyone's worried and distressed eyes. Thinking of the past, She had gritted her teeth and endured such hardships. Why, now that life was getting better, did she want to cry even more? Prefer to be weak?

It must be pretentious, so she doesn't want it.

But George Sheng guessed all her thoughts at once. Song Xi's face, which was still smiling a second ago, turned stiff at the corners of her lips, and then her eyes gradually became moist and red.

Closing her eyes, Song Xi opened her lips and took a deep breath, suppressing the soreness that almost surged into her throat. When her breathing stabilized slightly, she closed her eyes and said, Director Fan said this is a normal phenomenon, caused by endocrine disorders. It will get better after a while. After a pause, Song Xi added, Don't worry about me. The more you comfort me, the more you want to cry. In fact, it's okay, I can control it.

George Sheng put down the cake at some point, leaned over to hug her, and let her lean on his shoulder. George Sheng gently stroked her back and said, Cry if you want to. Why don't you endure it? I don't need your control, I will I hope you are happy. I will go to Director Fan to discuss it later. Don’t feed yourself anymore. You can’t sleep well with two children all day long. I will find a postpartum recovery coach for you and let her supervise you. You, you can lose weight soon. As long as your body allows, you can return to your heart at any time. The operating table is polished and waiting for you to shine. I have always been in touch with dad. He is very good. Sheng Zhengrong confessed to the crime of framing. Dad is innocent now. He is just waiting for the superiors to let him out in some name. The house on the island has been built and they are gardening. What flowers do you like, roses or roses? others?

Song Xi had never heard George Sheng speak so many words at once. He muttered in her ear, and every word was not hasty or slow, but it had a reassuring power. Song Xi hugged him hard and held him in her ear. She cried loudly in his arms. She knew she was sick, but he wouldn't let her hide it. She was grateful and scared for the nth time recently. Fortunately, she met him. Fortunately, he loved her. Fortunately, in the end, the two of them were together.