Life Simulation: Let the Female Swordsman Regret for the Rest of His Life

Krisa cried and ran away.

She ran very far.

Very far.

So far that the knights sent by her "father" could not find her.

Since then, young Krisa began her wandering life, constantly and continuously switching between half-dead and near-death.

Her identity as a demon was too easy to recognize.

The kind-hearted people who originally wanted to adopt Krisa would make terrified sounds and quickly flee after seeing the horns on her head.

Why?

Why was it like this?

Young Krisa did not understand, until she was a little older, she understood the reason for people's fear.

This was a great era ruled by gods. The gods were kind and generous, protecting humans with supreme divine power, while the demons were evil fools who always killed humans and opposed the gods.

Therefore, people hated the demons from the bottom of their hearts.

"Get out, get out!"

"Great Sun God, please send down your fire and burn this witch to death!"

People either drove her away out of disgust or chased her with swords.

Krisha couldn't find a place to settle down.

So, she could only obey her mother's last words and continue to flee, fleeing to a farther place, to a place where even she could survive.

With this idea in mind, Krisha wandered for a long time.

She once laughed, picked up the fruits that fell naturally on the roadside, and took a bite of them, which made her heart sweet.

She once cried, trying to join the games of human children, but was excluded and hit with stones.

Later.

Laughing and crying disappeared.

Only fear remained.

The older Krisha grew, the more obvious her demon characteristics became.

As long as people got a little closer, they could clearly see the horns on her head and the scales on her body, which were the symbols of the devil.

So, more violence came.

They used hard stones and rotten and smelly food to hit the girl's head from a distance, making her smelly and wounded.

They never tired of using force, kicking or whipping her, enjoying the girl's begging and screaming.

They even tied the girl to the back of a carriage and let the carriage drag her to rub against the ground.

Mom...

Why is this...

After repeated tortures, the light in the girl's eyes completely disappeared, and since then, her emotions have been flawed.

I don't know what joy is, and I don't know where sadness comes from.

"Actually, this is a good thing."

Krisa said this, staring blankly at the front, without waves, only eternal emptiness.

If you don't feel sad, you won't cry, which can save a lot of physical strength. After the lack of emotions, she ran much faster than before.

As long as you run fast enough, you won't be beaten.

Krisa shared her escape experience with Xu Xi. When she said this, she had a blank expression on her face and her tone did not fluctuate at all.

She couldn't feel the cold, the heat, or the temperature of her heart.

She was like a robot.

She told her past.

She told Xu Xi that muddy water was not good to drink because it contained a lot of sand and stones, which would make her stomach uncomfortable.

In comparison, the city's drainage ditch might be better, and the rats in it could be used to fill her stomach...

"Enough, Krisa!"

Xu Xi suddenly spoke up, interrupting the girl's words.

He took a deep breath, and his voice was heavier than ever before: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for making you recall so many painful things. I... I'm very sorry."

The voice of self-blame broke the tranquility in the air.

Especially after looking into Krisa's empty eyes.

The self-blame and guilt.

Became deeper.

"Sorry...?" The demon girl seemed confused. She couldn't understand why Xu Xi apologized to her. Was it because she said something she shouldn't have said?

The master would not be wrong, and the sun that saved her would not be wrong.

Krisa felt so sincerely.

Since Xu Xi is not wrong.

Then the one who is wrong should be me, right?

Thinking of this, Krisa looked at Xu Xi and suggested sincerely: "I must be useless to make you so embarrassed, please abandon me."

Useless items should be thrown away, this is what the girl thinks.

After all.

That's how she was thrown out by her "father".

The witch thought she had no advantages, except that she was very good at being obedient.

Although she liked Xu Xi very much, although she wanted to stay with Xu Xi for the rest of her life, although she never wanted to wander around again, if Xu Xi chose to throw her away, she would definitely leave far away.

Just like when her mother asked her to run away, she ran away obediently for a long time.

Yes.

Just be obedient.

Krisa sat there obediently, her ten fingersCrossing her legs on her thighs, she waited for Xu Xi's verdict, asking her to get out of this beautiful and dreamy home.

She was a little reluctant, but there was nothing she could do.

After all, she was so ugly, incompetent and lowly.

It was natural for her to be abandoned.

She should be content with such a gentle life. How could she ask for more?

"...", Krisa sat still, still with a blank face, but her crossed fingers rubbed unconsciously.

It was only a few seconds of waiting, but it seemed to be infinitely stretched.

The girl who had lost her feelings also felt uneasy.

Finally.

She waited for the final "judgment".

The warm and familiar broad hands gently covered Krisa's head, moving left and right and rubbing, with a faint warmth and comfort passing over.

"I will not abandon Krisa."

Xu Xi said so.

His voice was soft, but firm, and full of heartache and love.

"Eh", this result obviously exceeded the girl's expectations. She made a calm surprise sound, which was unexpectedly cute, and looked up at Xu Xi.

"Really, mentor?"

She asked.

"Yes, really."

Xu Xi replied.

The bad luck that had been shrouded since birth suddenly disappeared, and the beauty that only appeared in dreams now truly shone into reality.

It was like a ray of light, bringing light to the girl.

Krisa was in a daze for a long time.

She thought that if it was in the past, she would laugh happily or cry with emotion.

But after the emotional defect, she never experienced these two emotions again.

"... Thank you."

In the silent meditation room.

The girl suddenly felt a little sour in the tip of her nose.

Maybe she was tired of practicing meditation, she thought so.

...

[You are surprised by the witch's talent, but what you care more about is the witch's past and experience]

[Ravage, bullying, hunting, abuse, torture... Krisa has suffered almost all the evil deeds you can imagine. Her life is full of suffering. If she is not still young, there may even be irreversible things]

[You can't help but wonder whether people's malice exceeds the demons in the abyss]

[You realize that it is far from enough to cultivate Krisa's strength]

[You also need to cultivate Krisa's personality and make her an independent person who can live well even if she leaves you]