Lady Cultivator

He never denied his admiration for this woman.

Maybe it's because of the pearl. It may also be because of those admirers. He has never paid much attention to women. He always feels that although they are not as talented as men, they often have too many complicated things in their hearts. Except for a few individuals, they are not suitable for cultivating immortals.

But Mo Tiange was the one he thought was special.

She is diligent and does not feel sorry for herself when her talent is very poor. Instead, she works harder than others. Even after learning that she is extremely talented, she still does not slack off; she is serious, and since I have known her, I have never seen her put her mind on anything else. In terms of messy things, she just cultivates immortality seriously and walks her own path seriously; she loves herself. Ever since she was a little Qi-refining monk with nothing, she has always worked hard on her own to go further on the immortal path. She doesn't betray her pride and self-esteem; she still has some wisdom, even though she does wrong things and takes the wrong path. But lessons will be learned.

From the moment I met her, a little monk who was inconspicuous in Kunwu slowly grew up to this day and became a truly elite disciple of the sect. Her hard work and persistence have never changed, but her experience and approach have grown. Although he himself had played a leading role in it, her talent and hard work were undeniable.

In fact, in a way, she was lucky. I thought it was a waste spiritual root, but it turned out to be a gift from heaven. It also gained the favor of the cultivator of the God Transformation and obtained some rare treasures.

However, her own efforts are worthy of such a result.

In fact, which of the monks who made it to the back was not the result of hard work and luck? The master is out of luck. He relies on his own cultivation to advance to the next level, but he has many rare treasures for fighting, and these are also the foundation of his career. Master Zhenyang, Master Miaoyi, including the Master Songfeng who had a grudge against their master and disciple, which one of them had not encountered a chance and obtained a rare treasure? This includes himself.

Everyone in Xikun says that Qin Shoujing is a genius that is hard to find in a thousand years, but in fact? Qualifications for dual spiritual roots, even if both spiritual roots are excellent. How can one compare with those real geniuses who have single spiritual roots and different spiritual roots? Even if he has a simple mind and never encounters bottlenecks, it's the same.

Before building the foundation, it was indeed the result of his own efforts, but it was also indispensable for his master's cultivation. After establishing the foundation, he often went out, both for mental training and for opportunities. Because he felt that he could not rely on his master all his life.

He was lucky and alert enough, so he successfully encountered many opportunities and obtained many spiritual treasures, including the Yang Lingzhu and the Three Yang True Fire Sword.

He formed an elixir at the age of seventy-eight. People who didn't know about it were surprised that a monk with two spiritual roots could achieve this level, but in reality? It's because he got the Yang Lingzhu.

Yang Lingzhu is a rare treasure formed by focusing the aura of heaven and earth.

It is made of very pure positive spiritual energy, but it is a small one, but it has sucked up a certain spiritual vein of Kunwu, turning it into an ordinary mountain without any spiritual energy. Then it was buried somewhere for tens of thousands of years. Got by him.

Therefore, after obtaining the Yang Ling Pearl, he no longer needs to absorb spiritual energy from the outside world, because in a certain aspect, he has an entire spiritual vein in his body.

Such a rare treasure allowed his cultivation to advance by leaps and bounds, and he was successfully promoted to the level of pill formation at the age of only seventy-eight.

However, if it were another person, would he definitely be able to obtain these rare treasures and encounter these opportunities? Sometimes, even if opportunities and rare treasures are in front of you, those who don't work hard will not get them.

Those monks who don’t know how to work hard but always refer to monks who are higher than themselves in terms of talent and opportunity, or monks who don’t work hard just because they are talented, will never understand these principles.

So, in a way, he admired this woman because she allowed him to see himself.

The master told him that people who are opposite or similar will be curious about each other easily, and curiosity is the first step to develop feelings.

He didn't believe it at first, but now he had to believe it.

When did you treat her as a woman instead of a child?

Maybe it was when he came to Xuanqingmen to restore his original identity, or maybe it was during those long thirty-five years. He wanted to remember, but found that he couldn't remember clearly. Sometimes I even feel that this feeling seems to have no reason. It happened suddenly.

Because of appreciation, I am curious, because of curiosity, I pay attention, and because of attention, I put more thought into it. When you think about it more and more, you won't be able to let it go in the end.

Sometimes he thought about it carefully, maybe it was because she had grown up when they met, right? They met seven years late, giving her enough time to grow up. So at first, although he still thought about this child, he knew in his heart that she had grown up and was no longer a child.

She regarded him as a fellow monk and would joke with him, talk about some experiences, and even talk about some matters on her mind. This kind of relaxation and joy made him feel happy.

And he subconsciously wanted to conceal his identity because he liked this feeling of equality with her. I always feel that if he tells the truth. The distance between them would suddenly become farther, and she would no longer have that kind of trust in him.

He told Zhong Muling that because he didn't hide it, she would not stay in Xuanqingmen. Yes, this is one of the reasons. She was frightened at that time. If she knew his true identity, she would probably try her best to escape, right? She could trust Qin Xi a little, but she couldn't trust Qin Shojing wholeheartedly, especially when she fled like that.

He didn't think too much about saving her during the monster chaos. Did you have any extra emotions for her at that time? It seemed like so long that he couldn't even remember it. But he can be sure that at that time, he did not have any thoughts of dual cultivation.

He would not take a fancy to a monk who had just established her foundation, even if she was extremely talented. The gap of more than a hundred years was nothing in the eyes of a cultivator, and he had no blood relationship with her. Even he and his father were just companions. Although they were close friends, in fact, they were about a hundred years apart. Seniority? For monks, this is a problem that does not exist at all. There was only one thing that he couldn't care less about, and that was the gap in cultivation.

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He patiently searched for traces of the past deep in his heart, only to find that the reason was so simple. He is not a detached person, the monk's utility is deeply buried in his bones and blood. Even if he had a good impression, he, Qin Shojing, the future hope of the Xuanqing Sect, would not marry a woman who had just established a foundation and whose path to immortality was unknown.

These are the fragments that he picked up as he thought about them today, but he had never thought about them back then.

Later, when he entered the Xutian Realm and met the two god-transformation monks, he suffered such humiliation again.

He originally thought that he was looking at her from a high place and felt a little good in his heart, but it was difficult to convince himself to let go of his views on cultivation. But it turns out that in the eyes of others, he is only known as a furnace tripod.

Furnace cauldron, these two words are almost the greatest humiliation for men.

This is especially true for Qin Shoujing, who has a high self-esteem and is clean-minded.

Therefore, he practiced like crazy, hoping to let those two people know that he, Qin Shoujing, was. There will be an existence that can compete with them, or even surpass them, and finally step into the avenue.

But the master said that he had fallen into his own demonic barrier and asked him to think carefully about his innocence when he first cultivated immortality.

At that time, he did not cultivate immortality for any reason, just because he wanted to cultivate immortality. So he had no ties or obsessions, and just continued to practice wholeheartedly.

Not anymore.

Over the years, he didn't know that his state of mind had changed. He was no longer the Qin Shoujing who had no unnecessary emotions in his heart, no sense of obsession, a pure heart, few desires, and a pure heart.

But once it changes, how can it go back to its original simplicity?

He tried to calm himself down, so he stayed in seclusion for thirty-five years.

And during these thirty-five years, he actually fell into the situation he set up, and finally trapped himself tightly. The more you have to prove yourself, or the more you love in your imagination, the more you will be entangled in obsessions and it will be difficult to get rid of the obstacles.

Today, little by little, he is slowly picking up these thoughts that he had never thought about in the past from the corner of his memory, no matter how unspeakable these thoughts were.

He originally thought that he might be like this all his life, addicted to the immortal way, lonely all his life, and finally embarked on the supreme road.

Or, he will truly fall in love with a woman, no matter what her identity or status is, and stay with her until the end of her life and die together.

But it turns out that he is not as widowed as he thought, nor as aloof as he imagined.

He developed feelings for a woman, but was trapped in his view of cultivation and enjoyed the superiority of looking down on her. Because his self-esteem and sense of superiority were violated, he practiced crazily so that he could look down on her again.

Why such dark emotions? Or maybe it was because he couldn't let go of her, but he couldn't let go of his ridiculous self-esteem and didn't want to admit that he had fallen in love first. Or maybe he is just so utilitarian, no different from those monks.

The master was right, he fell into the demon barrier and thought that by cultivating himself and concentrating on cultivating to the Nascent Soul, he could get rid of these unspeakable darkness. In fact, this is just putting the cart before the horse.

However, even if he asked himself clearly, he would not say these words now.

If she says it now, what's the difference between wanting to take advantage of her? If you can't conceive a Nascent Soul, you want to get her so that you can get rid of your obsession and successfully conceive a baby? He didn't want to do such a despicable thing, and he didn't even want to have anything to do with it.

This was the last bit of persistence he could do after admitting all his darkness.

The road to immortality must be walked by oneself. How can one hope in outsiders? Even if he loves, cultivating immortality is still his lifelong wish.

And she, presumably, would not want an emotion mixed with utilitarianism.

Therefore, if you love and can't let go, then wait for him to form a Nascent Soul, wait for her to turn into a Golden Pill, and then simply ask, Would you like to visit the Immortal Path together?

If she is willing, her long-cherished wish can be fulfilled; if she is not willing, she will never have this chance in this life.

What kind of update is this? Actually, I wasn’t sure if I could update it at night, so I updated it first. This chapter is a psychological analysis and an explanation of some of the behavior of someone mentioned above, which is a bit boring. ) Book friends, please pay attention!