Kiss Addiction

wheat……

She was still murmuring in a low voice, and it could be heard that the voice calling her name contained strong emotions, and there were endless words that she wanted to say.

Only when she was asleep, when she couldn't hear him, did Huo Yize have enough courage to tell him what was in his heart, I'm sorry, it's because I didn't do a good job that made you want to take away the child. I don't I blame you, but I just feel bad...I feel bad that you have done so much for me, but I can't compensate you properly.

He still clearly remembered how afraid she was of going into the hospital when he first met Xiaomai.

However, in order to give birth to Luoluo and their child, they worked hard to overcome their inner fears! She even resolutely gave birth to Luoluo! This... is enough for Huo Yize to love her for the rest of his life. Even if she sometimes makes him angry to death, he still loves her to the core!

If I'm not here anymore...

He didn't want to say this, but he had to say it after all, and now was the best time, so he could say goodbye to her! He clearly and completely remembered what she looked like when she was sleeping.

Tong Mai, who had his eyes closed, immediately stiffened when he heard this.

What does it mean to be gone? Why did it sound like she was really saying goodbye? My heart almost stopped for a moment.

I hope you can be as brave as before, and live a happy life with Xiaosha, Luoluo, and grandma! No matter where I am, you will always be in my heart.

Even if one day my breathing stops, you will still be in my heart...

Tong Mai couldn't bear it any longer, and suddenly opened his eyes, staring at Huo Yize with full confusion and pain! Huo Yize was caught off guard by the fact that Tong Mai was not asleep. When he regained consciousness, he immediately turned his head to prevent her from seeing his wet eyes. He also slightly retreated from Tong Mai, panicking involuntarily. Sweep up.

I thought she was asleep so I would tell her what was in my heart, but I didn't expect...

Did she hear it?

Now that you're awake, grandma is waiting for you to play chess with him. Huo Yize tried to soften his voice, at least it didn't sound so sad, full of grief and reluctance.

But Tong Mai was looking at him intently at this moment, with a strong uneasiness in her expression. The uneasiness that had been condensed in her heart finally broke out at this moment, and she couldn't care less about what they were saying just a second ago. After putting aside the relationship and saying it was over, at this moment, she just wanted to find out what irreversible thing happened to Huo Yize.

Huo Yize found it difficult to face her and turned around to leave, but Tong Mai grabbed his arm excitedly, Why do you say such things? How could you not be here anymore?

Tong Mai keenly sensed the meaning of this absence.

It's not like they're breaking up, or that he's going to abandon her and choose Yin Yuqi, but...

A fact that she didn't want to think about, a fact that made her heartbroken!

Huo Yize was silent, feeling a million regrets in his heart. How could he be so impulsive just now and say these things that he shouldn't have said! But Tong Mai didn't allow Huo Yize to remain silent, he had to tell her the truth!

You don't say that? You don't say...I'll ask A Jin. A Jin always knows what's going on, right? Suddenly, Tong Mai thought of A Jin. If A Jin followed Huo Yize, it would be impossible not to Learn about him.

After finishing speaking, Tong Mai lifted the quilt and determined to find out the true meaning of his words today.

Wheat, don't make trouble unreasonably...

What do you mean by being unreasonable? What do you want me to do to satisfy you? Do you have to wait until you are really gone and disappear, and I silently accept the fact that you left, then you will be satisfied? Tong Mai's voice Each sentence was heavier than the last, approaching Huo Yize step by step.

She was looking at Huo Yize with serious, focused, and distressed eyes now, as if she realized that she cared too little about him? Not only did he not care, but he just kept getting angry and willfully mistakenly thought that he and Yin Yuqi were rekindling their old relationship...

Yes, as Huo Yize said, if he really loved Yin Yuqi, then everything would not be in this situation today, and he would not provoke her.

However, she always distrusts him so much! When you don't believe him...he must be sad, right? She had also been misunderstood before, and the pain of being unable to explain herself and being stuck in the mire. He should feel similar to this, right?

Thinking about this, Tong Mai's self-blame became more and more intense...

No words were spoken to each other, only pain was circulating in the air! With tears in her eyes, Tong Mai hugged Huo Yize's waist from behind, finally showing weakness. Maybe this was not a sign of weakness! It was she who could deeply understand Huo Yize's difficulty at this moment, and it was she who made him so sad.

When Tong Mai was close to his spine, Huo Yize's heart was overturned, and the pain spread freely...

Wheat, what exactly do you want me to do to you? Is it letting go? Still not letting go? Even if I don't let it go for a while...sooner or later, I have to let it go.

Huo Yize's tears were also surging. He had not yet reached the point of dying! They actually performed Farewell to Life and Death so early in the morning! It made him feel bad to feel like this.

If you promise to be a good father and watch him grow up healthily, I will give birth to the child. Tong Mai's slightly choked voice came from behind Huo Yize. Although his voice was trembling, it was full of emotion. She was extremely determined.

When I went to the hospital in the morning, I sincerely wanted to remove the baby! However, when she got to the operating table, she was reluctant to let go...

Just like when Luo Luo was in her body, he was just as reluctant to let go. The arrival of a child is a part of her life. Thinking of the little lives gestating and growing in her belly, she has the responsibility to let him live and has no right to deprive him of his little life on her own initiative.

...

Hearing this, Huo Yize was shocked.

What she means is...the child is still there.

Huo Yize turned around in slow motion and looked at Tong Mai with red eyes in disbelief. Joy and surprise surged into his heart. He didn't know what to say for a moment. There was gratitude and love under his deep eyes.

Don't you want this child? Tong Mai continued to ask, driving away Huo Yize's lingering doubts even more!

Yes! Of course I do. Thank you...Mai...Thank you... With countless thanks strung together, Huo Yize was very excited and hugged Tong Mai tightly, a little too hard.

The previous pain of losing the child finally relaxed and disappeared!

But, can you tell me why you said you weren't here... She didn't allow him to be away! Even though she argued and said they were breaking up countless times, in fact, she couldn't live without Huo Yize. If she could leave Huo Yize and let go of Huo Yize, she, Tong Mai, would have been married to him today, instead of still having fights with him here from time to time.

Huo Yize gently stroked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the curve of the corners of his lips was extremely heartwarming, Because the day after tomorrow... I'm going to the United States.

In fact, how many times did he want to tell Tong Mai personally about his current situation, but every time... he couldn't open it.

How could he tell her in person: He was going to die and he could no longer go on with her...

If she knew this, she would probably burst into tears and be so sad that she died! Huo Yize didn't want to see her like that! You can only hide it for a while!

Going to the United States? Tong Mai exclaimed, frowning and staring at him, as if she wanted to see if he was lying to deal with her!

Yeah. He nodded and continued, There are some things to take care of over there.

I hope this matter can be solved, and I hope Dr. Yu can extend his life a little longer...

Tong Mai didn't ask him what he was going to do, she hugged his arm tightly, a charming smile appeared on the corner of her face, and she said coquettishly, I'll go too! No matter where he went, she would follow him. Where to. Moreover, before Huo Yize said this, she had already decided to go see Li Xianning...

Let's drop in together!

Furthermore, does this count as a tacit understanding?

Obviously, Tong Mai's mood has improved a lot, but the uneasiness is still there!

…

Huo Yize's face was solemn, and he definitely didn't want her to go with him. Doesn't it mean that everything will be exposed when she goes?

You are not in good health right now. You can rest here for a while. Grandma and Lao Xi will take care of you. I feel more at ease. Huo Yize was worried, not only because he was afraid that his condition would be discovered, but also because he was worried about Tong Mai's safety.

Don't worry about me, but I don't trust you! I don't care what reasons you have for not wanting me to go. In short, I just want to follow you! Follow you all the time.

She said coquettishly, grabbing Huo Yize's arm harder and rubbing into his arms.

Huo Yize, even if I don't ask now, I know very well... you must be hiding something important from me. If you don't tell me, I'll find out on my own. If I follow you every day, I can’t believe that I can’t find out anything...

Huo Yize's eyebrows were always tightly knit, and it was easy to see Huo Yize's embarrassment, This... Originally he wanted to discuss this matter carefully, but he didn't expect that Tong Mai covered him tightly. She didn't want to listen to his nagging and finding various reasons why he didn't want her to go to the United States...

Her tongue naughtily imitated Huo Yize's past strength and domineeringness, tumbling around inside his lips and licking the walls of his mouth. The smooth and soft touch came, and Huo Yize's desire was instantly drawn out hotly, and his face couldn't help but His body became scorching hot, and bursts of electric waves stimulated every cell in his body. Because Tong Mai was pregnant, he could only suppress the excitement in his body, but now...she was actually actively playing with fire!

Reason told him that he must stop it now; however, every inch of the skin in his body was clamoring, and his desire urgently needed to be solved quickly. The strong arms firmly clasped her slender waist, forcing her body to Get closer to your chest...