Living in Naruto

"it hurts!"

The pain of body destruction was beyond imagination and indescribable. It was as if the whole person was being crushed inch by inch, but at the same time he remained conscious. Cut to pieces by a thousand cuts, that's probably what it feels like.

I tried my best to endure it, keep my consciousness clear, and not let the pain destroy my consciousness. Because once I lose consciousness, it means I am dead. This is no joke!

"It's really fatal!"

In the severe pain, I successfully destroyed the original body, turned my mental power into a storm, protected the core, and rushed towards the figure on the island in the form of a drill...

"Mariko! Mariko!..."

I called Mariko. Without my body, I couldn't speak in a normal sense. The way I speak now is direct spiritual communication and the call of the soul.

"Mariko! Mariko..."

"Who is it?" Mariko finally responded to my call, "Who is there..."

"It's me, I'm Jing."

"King? Who is it? Here, there?"

It's such a bad situation. Mariko has closed her consciousness and deleted her memory. It's really not good! Is that why he looks like a child?

"Mariko! There's no time to explain to you now, I'm going to die!"

Yes, breaking through Mariko's mental barrier has almost exhausted my mental power. Now I can only barely maintain the existence of the core. If Mariko refuses to come out, I will die.

To be honest, I regret now that I did something as dangerous as invading other people's spiritual world just after I learned spiritual power. But no one taught me. I really didn’t know that invading other people’s spiritual world could be so dangerous!

There’s no point regretting it now…

"Mariko! I'm here to show you the way. You take me out of here, or we will all die!"

"But it's so scary outside! Isn't it good to stay here?"

Although Mariko has deleted her memory, she still has an instinctive fear of the black and red world. After all, this is Mariko's "despair".

"Mariko! We are friends! I will die if I stay here. You don't want to see your friends die, do you?"

"A friend?"

……

Between fear and her friend's life, Mariko chose her friend's life.

"Although I don't remember you, I believe you!"

I know that it is actually very easy for Mariko to leave this world, as long as she takes a step out of this isolated island. As long as she takes this step, it means that she fully accepts the fear and despair of this world.

For a moment, I regretted it. It's not because of entering Mariko's spiritual world, but because Mariko fully accepts fear and despair. In fact, I understand that even though she is ignorant, Mariko still has a certain understanding of the black and red outside this isolated island. After all, this is her 'world'. But even so, she still chose to accept it for the sake of her friend's life.

Then, Mariko held my spiritual core and stepped out of the isolated island...

pain! fear! sad! despair……

The black and red world instantly distorted and turned into a storm, spinning violently with Mariko as the center!

At this time, Mariko was like a black hole, absorbing this black and red world!

"what!!!!!"

The black and red world represents the memories and emotions that Mariko has excluded. At this time, this memory and emotion were rapidly impacting Mariko's soul. This memory and emotion represent Mariko's fear and despair. Mariko, who is at the center of the storm, is changing rapidly and growing up at a speed visible to the naked eye. ,

 "It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!"

"Go to hell! Go to die! Go to die..."

I heard it again, this feeling...

Looking at Mariko in pain at the center of the storm, I had very mixed feelings. If I hadn't intruded into her spiritual world rashly, she wouldn't have had to endure such pain. But even though Mariko knew that she would suffer such pain if she left here, she still chose to face it in order to save me, such kindness! Such kindness!

"Mariko!"

With only my spiritual core left, I rushed into the center of the storm in an instant. I don’t know what the consequences of doing so would be. I would probably die...

But, but...

"I can't let Mariko like this suffer alone!!!!"

Then I saw...

Family members were killed, villagers were killed, and friends were brutally tortured, humiliated, and killed! I was abused and humiliated...

Blood, corpses, endless fires, desperate shouts, wanton and arrogant laughter...

I can clearly see all Mariko’s painful memories, fear, sadness, and despair, and I feel the same!

For a moment, I couldn't even tell whether this was my own memory or Mariko's memory. This sadness was too heavy, and this despair was extremely dark...

"Beijing!"

At some point, I regained my shape and stood at the center of the storm. In my spiritual body, I was in the center of this storm, with tears streaming down my face.

"Mariko," I looked at the girl in front of me, smiling and crying, "Now I know all of Mariko's pain, and I have also endured all the things Mariko has endured!"

I stretched out my hand to Mariko and looked at Mariko who was also in tears.

"So, Mariko, let's go together. If you leave here, you will definitely be rescued! Okay?"

Mariko lowered her head, remained silent and motionless.

I don't care if you agree or not! I jumped straight up, took Mariko's hand, and rushed to the border of the spiritual world!

I know it is useless to say anything now. Pain is pain, despair is despair. Talking about saving is too presumptuous.

but!but!

At least you can't die in pain! Mariko!

"Finally out!"

After I rushed out of the spiritual world, I felt unprecedentedly tired for a moment, and my eyesight went dark.

"I'm sorry! Mariko!"

The first thing is to apologize, because for Mariko, living means pain.

Mariko sat there blankly, saying nothing.

"Mariko, now I know everything," I held Mariko's shoulders, "I don't just know it, I have experienced it the same way as Mariko!"

I looked into Mariko's eyes, which were gray, lifeless, cold, and desperate...

"But Mariko, I know you are the kindest person in the world, so..."

I seem to be declaring, affirming something, and describing the standards that this world should have.

"So this is not the ending you should have, Mariko!"

Cried, Mariko cried.

First I cried silently, then the tears accumulated more and more, and finally I cried loudly...

"Hey! Mariko!" I hugged this kind woman gently, "No matter what kind of pain you experience, you have to live well, okay?"

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