The most brave system in history

I ordered a large bouquet of flowers for her online.

I arrived at my door between 5:00 and 6:00 in the morning.

But when I looked at it at 5:18, there was no intention to deliver it. The merchant was still preparing it. It has been in this state from 2 o'clock to now.

I can no longer bear the thought of her in my heart,

I canceled the order without hesitation.

When the hot water flows through my body, I even feel that there is a layer of something on the outer layer of my skin.

That feeling of heat is a bit unreal,

But I know my feelings are very real,

I think about her and want to find her, no matter how far away she is from me.

I'm tired of being suffocated in this room, and I want to kill myself countless times.

When I walked out of the house, I felt a fresh breath coming towards my face.

A picture emerged in my mind: she was sleeping on Wen Ruan's big bed in the hotel, and there was another southerner next to her.

This should be my position, and I am standing there without any emotion, being jealous of another disgusting person,

If I catch this scene,

Do I have the courage to punish this pair of men and women?

I can't survive without her, why should I be punished? !

I will most likely be humbled and hope that she can forgive me and not have anything to do with that person again.

I will definitely ask her to resign and never go to that unit or have any contact with that person again.

Then I can really feel less uncomfortable?

I am a person who directly 'creates' this world, but as a depicter, I become an ordinary member of this space and cannot take revenge!

I am currently practicing the cultivation techniques in the courtyard, spending most of my spiritual consciousness.

So much so that when I needed it so much, I found that I had become a mortal.

I have stored a lot of knowledge and cultivation techniques in my mind, as well as a huge amount of cultivation experience.

But at this moment, I don’t even have the ability to find the woman I love most.

I just wanted to die. I felt that I had worked so hard and wasted so much effort to use my spiritual consciousness to retain the memory of the magic formula that would be automatically erased when I left the courtyard.

Compared to her, everything else is just the icing on the cake for me.

It’s been a long time since I witnessed a bright morning in this city.

In front of me, I followed a middle-aged man who was wearing a dirty construction site a few miles away.

Originally, I had already left him far behind when passing through the tunnel.

Unexpectedly, at this traffic light, when I was waiting to turn left, after waiting for a long time, he finally passed me from straight ahead.

My vision of the world is filled with many tiny flashes of light,

It's because I spent too much effort,

I wonder if this outer suburbs is starting to become unstable?Or is there something wrong with my body?

I cannot explore her existence, the only thing I know is:

'Ji Yu who came to this world is real.Her inner subjective feelings will be remembered for a long time! '

I raised my eyes and scanned the hotels on both sides of the street.

I focused on the door of the hotel across a big road for a while.

I was thinking: "Could she be in this hotel?"

The location here is very remote. I came to her unit many times.

More than 90% of the people in this vast area are elderly people.

There are not many hotels.

Will she choose a room close to her unit?

The flash of light in the sky in front of me made me reluctant to stay here any longer. As I turned to the opposite side of the slightly S-shaped road that was very close to the street institution where she worked, a picture appeared in my mind again. :

'This tall, plump girl was holding hands with another man who was about the same height as her. '

This southerner also fell in love with her,

Ji Yu hates me so much,

The feelings I had felt for so many years were gone.

I feel that time flies by, and no matter how beautiful the past was, it has no meaning at this time.

However, I can't forget her.

I can't forget that I endured the worst atmosphere in the orbital space,

and never-ending pain and suffering,

I don’t know how many times I want to kill myself,

It was she who pulled me into her world and brought me her most fragrant and pure breath,

It made me feel the truest beauty of the world.

I still clearly remember the first time I saw this beautiful girl on the subway at around nine o'clock in the evening.

The simplicity of her clothing can sometimes easily cover up a lot of her beauty.

The way she looked at me was the most beautiful and beautiful thing I wanted to see at the moment.

Turn to the right of the long street and enter a small street. The right side of it is covered with breakfast stalls: Qiang cakes covered with a layer of fragrant sesame seeds.

There are also egg-filled pancakes, freshly baked, with a thin layer of crust placed on the small countertop where the ingredients are placed, so that the middle-aged uncle who bought it can brush his own Xihuan seasoning on it.

I didn't sleep all night, and I really had no appetite at all.

But it's already around six o'clock now, and I need to do my best to get there before she goes to work at eight o'clock.

During this period of time when the probability of her appearing is extremely low, after finishing breakfast,

It is a very scary thing not to go to the courtyard on time. After a person has been tortured, he does not want to experience it again.

A month ago, I enjoyed the delicious food with her. At this moment, I just want to eat as much as possible so that I can have enough strength and condition to meet her and welcome a new day of cultivation in Youyuan.

You don’t seem to be that fond of Qiang cakes.

The breakfast that is still hot now may not be so delicious when you go to work at [-]:[-].

I took a look at the breakfast street. There are your Sai Wan crispbreads with multiple layers of sauce, as well as other delicious foods.

I didn't even have the heart to wait in line with the elderly people around me.

How I wish it was after seven o'clock now,

But I glanced at the time: '6:26! '

You might come out of the hotel earlier,

Maybe no one can sleep,

The man wouldn't let it either.

But I think the probability of that is very small.

I have long discovered that God gives everyone a unique trajectory and creates a lot of coincidences and low-probability events.

The key is that the creator of a small-probability event is already in the creation stage of the event from an inner perspective.

When I passed by this fruit shop, I couldn't care less about its price, so I picked the most beautiful one and bought a lot of green grapes.

I'm trying my best to give you the best I can think of at this moment.