The most brave system in history

I opened the door and the light in the living room was on as usual.

My eyes have already been looking towards the crack of the bedroom door, hoping to find a glimmer of light.

The sealing properties of the door are really good.

From a distance of eight or nine meters, I couldn't even hope to see a trace of light overflowing from it.

There was a thought in my mind: 'How great it would be if she were here! ! ! '

As I stood in front of my bedroom door,

Looking so closely at the gap on the left side of the pull tab in the center of the door,

It's dark there!

After opening the door and looking at the same furnishings as when I left in the morning,

The desk is crooked, and the computer table in front of the dressing mirror is too empty.

My heart sank to the bottom at this moment,

At this moment, I also saw that the two drawers under the wardrobe were open.

I just remembered now that when she left in the morning, her canvas bag was bulging. I didn’t think it was anything at the time, but now just thinking about it, I already knew that she had packed her most important things.

I want revenge, I want to destroy everything she has here: clothes, jewelry,

But I glanced at the entire family. During an endless quarrel and conflict several years ago,

We have destroyed many things important to each other,

In other words, she tolerated me more,

It also destroyed more,

At this moment, I found that I was completely helpless towards her.

The air in the room on the second floor has not been stirred for a day,

It seems to carry a certain weight within itself,

After I took two breaths, I felt very uncomfortable.

I don't want to stay here for one more second.

That was absolutely endlessly lonely and lonely for me.

I don't feel so tired now,

When I put yesterday's clothes in the washing machine and started running it, the restless sound made my ears feel uncomfortable, as if I was missing a feeling for the world.

Turn on the water heater again,

My mind has already formed the next journey:

Go to the classroom of the Normal University to 'study'.

To avoid this lonely life,

Another encounter.

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'My woman is not coming home. '

Starting from a very busy morning in Yuyuan,

I still wanted to talk to her at noon, which would be a little relief from the stressful life.

But that’s when I discovered,

If we really include the time when she cut off all contact and channels with me,

Probably starting from the moment she left home in the morning,

As soon as I found out, I missed her more and more.

At this time of night, she still rejected me,

All I can think about in my mind and my whole heart is that she left me,

I can never find her again,

That kind of loneliness and pain,

I have long been accustomed to her being by my side,

How should we live our lives in the future?

The sky outside is dark and dark,

In the small square surrounded by several large shrubs in the center of the community, there is a group of elderly people doing gymnastics.

The street lights were not very bright. At this moment, I felt as if the whole world was covered in darkness.

All the people and scenery I saw lacked the bright colors they should have.

I just want to find as many lively and noisy places as possible so that my eyes can see as much of the world as clearly as possible.

Many people passed by,

But there are only a handful of girls who are about the same age as me.

"There are so many people in this world, but not so many young and beautiful ones."

The crowd of men around them walked towards the other side of the road,

"She is so beautiful, why should she marry me?"

I thought of her being held in the arms of other southerners,

There will be someone better than me, richer, and more knowledgeable about romance and snowy nights, who will lead her to restart a romantic and sweet love life.

But she is so beautiful and I like her so much.

While I was waiting for the traffic light,

There is a pretty girl in front of me on my right side.

She has a thin face and a well-proportioned figure.

A perfect little beauty,

I'm thinking right now: If I fall in love with her, life will be sweet and gentle.

But she is so small and charming,

Put it in front of Ji Yu,

Missing the charm of a big girl,

If it is possible to save it, I would rather be with Ji Yu, because of her character, she has had so many happy things happen with me, and has had so many wonderful experiences.

I was very depressed, and the breath was starting to get stuck in my throat.

Facing the only clear evening breeze at night,

I quickly ran towards the Normal University, which was two miles away.

Twenty days ago, when she and I were watching a movie at the campus cinema here, we discovered for the first time that we could study by ourselves there.

Just beside the deepest playground, surrounded by old trees that have grown luxuriantly in the last century, a tall figure once said to me:

"You can come here to study after get off work from now on."

I said, "I'll go for a run on the playground, and you'll study here."

I also thought that the small door of the third teaching building near the playground was not open, so I had to go a long way to get to the main entrance on the other side to see her studying in the classroom.

But now, my ears are filled with the tranquility of the evening breeze. The wind in the forest is very gentle, but my heart cannot be calm at all.

I miss her, her mood has changed from the indifference she had when she got off work, and she will be depressed if the stinky bitch doesn't come back.

At this moment, she is not coming back and I am living alone, and I have begun to feel extremely lonely and uncomfortable.

I don’t want this, I want to find another one on this campus,

Where can I find a girl again?

I have long known that her figure and beauty are far beyond those of ordinary girls.

Just because she responded to my request and modified her clothes and hairstyle in a way that was not beautiful, as ordinary as possible, or even ugly when she went to work,

Then I really started to think that she was ordinary, and I began to unabashedly vent the bad mood I had accumulated in the courtyard during the day.

I didn’t go to the other side of the road: the campus where I often watched movies with her,

I even felt how tiring it was to cross a big road to the other side.

That would take me farther from home,

I'm afraid that she will call me suddenly and I won't be able to rush to find her immediately.

If she calls me and suddenly the signal is cut off, she doesn't call me, and I can't contact her,

Of course, this is just my imagination,

I feel like she probably won't come back,

But she has no place to live in this city.

Will she betray me?

"She'll be home."

As soon as I had this idea in my mind, I no longer hesitated to go to the National Normal University, which is nearby, the largest campus in this area.

Every time I walk deeper into this campus, I get closer to the small gate of the opposite school gate.

And that door is less than a mile from our home.

The suffocation in my heart started when I officially entered this campus, and not only did it not subside at all,

The Normal University seemed to be short of money. The lights were so dim that I could hardly see what was ahead and wanted to die.