The most brave system in history

Every Friday, after I finish my week's work,

In other words, from eight o'clock in the morning to 11:46 noon, I kept typing on the keyboard like I was fighting.

read the literature,

write an essay,

read the article,

look at the subject,

Then do the interpretation,

Many times I can't find the innovation point I want for a long time,

In other words, when a person with a master's degree goes to a well-known research institute, he does more basic and repetitive tasks.

If things go on like this, life doesn't have that much meaning anymore.

And at this time, due to the accumulated long hours of watching the computer for a week, the stripes of small floaters in front of my eyes are obviously more than last week.

It's the kind you can see,

When I walked out of the scientific research building and walked outside under the scorching sun and blue sky,

What I see is not the vast sky,

The ever-increasing flocs tortured me so much that I didn't feel the excitement of going to a famous university twenty or thirty kilometers away to attend classes.

I was thinking of when, perhaps not long before, my eyes were going to go blind,

Even if I am a few years later,

As a doctor who has graduated, both in status and status are higher than now,

If the eyes are blind, there is nothing,

The sun outside is very warm, but my mood is very sad,

I really can't see the future,

I even think that I will be able to be like last year when I am a few months old.

With my sister, and Wei Jing,

The three of us watched the movie that had been publicized for a long time in a movie theater in a small county town, and I was looking forward to it with all my heart.

I imagined that crowded scene in my mind,

I have to squeeze very inside and queue for a while to get the movie that is about to start.

On the side, there are two most important girls and women in my life waiting for me chatting about happy days.

They won't speak ill of me behind the scenes.

I think the time here is the softness and beauty that I am most looking forward to in my heart.

But at this moment, I see countless flying mosquitoes under this vast blue sky. They fill my field of vision and deprive me of the mood to play in any sky at any time.

I remember before, the year before I suddenly got this disease,

Most of the weekends when I have free time, I will think of a way to take the high-speed train to an unfamiliar outer suburb of a city,

And then through its dense industrial park,

all the way to the city center,

I have seen it from the most simple rural old people to the beautiful people in their prime of life.

I have a heart full of memories, but they are all scattered on the worst and most weary journey by what I'm seeing before my eyes.

An hour and a half, I swear, I didn't open my eyes for a second,

How I would like to rest through my long closed eyes,

Suddenly, when I look outside again at the more and more beautiful world, those flying mosquitoes can be less.

Every time I took the subway for 16 stops to Dalian Road Station,

The female voice in the broadcast will be particularly moving and gracefully say:

'Here the song of victory is sung...'

These words are particularly contagious and powerful,

At least a dozen stops each time I slept against the wall behind me,

At this station, the state of the whole person will be much better.

It's as if the anguish and depression caused by the morning's work have been left behind.

But I know that I may receive a new task at any time, requiring me to use my remaining eyesight to work with my eyes open.

I need this job to maintain my decency in this city,

It is also necessary to provide some living capital for the family hundreds of kilometers away from time to time,

Of course not many, they also have the ability to earn a job to support themselves,

But we bought a house in a fairly prosperous city.

In transfers to a brand new subway train,

Later, I stood on the sidewalk outside the university, with the fence on the left, and I saw the lush gardens on the campus that had been lush for decades, swaying by the cold wind that just started in spring.

They make more than half of my field of vision green and lush,

Made me forget the bad vision that institute gave me,

Of course, there is also the reason why I took a serious rest for more than an hour,

So several girls from this school walked up to me in an endless stream,

They seem to have automatically been exaggerated the gracefulness of this Jiangnan,

Of course there is talent too,

I feel much relieved,

Walking along the side of the old library on campus, a 50-meter-long line, the camphor trees on both sides have been tens of meters and have accumulated branches and large leaves for decades.

Covering the entire relatively wide road under a faint tree shadow,

I really wish that this road could be more stretched, connecting to the third teaching building where I start classes in a few minutes.

This period of time is more like a dream to me,

Every afternoon from 1:30

Up to 5:10,

Of course, this is a theoretical course arrangement,

I always feel that I have been taking this course for a long time, and I need to worry from time to time that the leaders of the institute will assign me heavy tasks.

Then I have to listen to the class.

Therefore, I really try my best to let me cherish every moment of listening to the class during the class time,

These talented teachers speak the philosophies I've heard countless times on the news,

But I found that there are many stories that are not part of my original cognition,

So I often forget a few hours, that unpleasant day that started four days ago.

When the teacher asked: "Do you have a doctorate under the age of 20? Show me your hand."

In the beginning, it was just a sporadic little boy,

Later I found out that there are many.

They won't know: I'm a man in my twenties sitting in this classroom,

It is really devoted to the teacher's classroom wholeheartedly.