The most brave system in history

"When they hit you and scold you casually like this, aren't they afraid of being punished by God?"

he ask me,

I saw his expression clearly angry at the injustice I had suffered.

I am really happy that there is such a person who listens and suffers for me,

The wind is gentle at the moment, but I don't feel anything anymore.

"No, they won't." I firmly believed in my heart.

After that southerner beat me up, my whole body fell down.

At that moment, I was completely slapped by that slap and realized exactly what kind of situation I was in this family.

It's superfluous, people don't want you to come, and you still want to come back with a shameless face.

Ridiculous, I had hoped for this family.

"You don't want me to stay at home, I'll go right away."

Immediately afterwards, I started to pack my things. I had very few things. Except for what I brought back, there was almost nothing to pack.

The textbooks I have studied in the past have long been sold to some junk collectors.

Anyway, I used to put a lot of things in the corners of my house, but I never found them again.

It can be said that my suitcase was heavier when I came here than it is now,

Before the Chinese New Year, I actually thought about buying more things for these "family members", so that the Chinese New Year can be happier,

Especially tomorrow, I originally thought about taking my brother to the movie theater in the county to watch New Year's movies.

A few days before the Chinese New Year, I positioned the review in my hometown for that film, and wanted to book tickets in advance!Ha ha ha ha!

You don't know, when I was packing my luggage, not only did this family not get in the way,

That Aunt Zhao even glanced at my box several times, for fear that I would take something from the house,

I ignored her, thinking in my heart: If she doesn't exist, I will never see her again.

I just want to pack it up quickly, because there is always an image in my mind at this time: "The old Nan man surnamed Tong kicked me on the back, grabbed my hair, and pulled it hard." '

That kind of fear has always been in my heart, so that I didn't check carefully whether there are any small items in the house that I forgot to bring.

After getting ready for a suit of luggage, I glanced in the direction of the sofa in the living room,

The whole family sat on the sofa and watched Yangshi's "Year after Year" program,

It makes people feel at home during the Chinese New Year.

At this time in previous years, I will also look forward to the following gala.

That could have been very warm, but at this moment, my heart is extremely cold,

That kind of cold is the same as when my mother left this house!

When I went outside, the bone-chilling cold and darkness made me instinctively feel fear,

I am a person who is very afraid of ghosts.

When I was young, an old man died at home, and I burned those paper figurines and paper horses, those who were covered in white paper, a little richer, with colorful stickers, and I thought that was particularly scary.

In the countryside, you know?Fireworks are always available.

When I was young, on the night of New Year's Eve, the fireworks and firecrackers would go off all the time.

But in recent years, some villagers have bought houses in the county. In fact, many people dislike the poverty in the county and go to the big cities in the south of the Yangtze River. Once the elderly in the family die, they will not come back for the New Year.

There must be some reason for this or that in our village. Half of the houses were unoccupied before.

Some people think that this place at home is not lively anyway, so they will not come back.

But there are brighter and higher fireworks that illuminate the path in the village from time to time.

Then there was an old dog who didn't know who kept barking.

Of course this has nothing to do with me, my home is the second household at the west end of the village,

Before I passed the closed iron gate of the first Daddy’s house at the entrance of the village,

I walked up the slightly higher dirt road at the entrance of the village, and took a look into the village:

How familiar is my hometown,

I used to be so passionate about you.

Leaving on this New Year's Eve when they should be reunited the most, that kind of taste is really...!

I turned around and looked outside the village, there was almost no light at all!

That kind of darkness is penetrating. If you don't turn on the light of your mobile phone, you really can't see anything.

I stood outside the courtyard wall on the right side of Daddy’s house, on a soil slope more than one meter higher than the road in the village. I turned on the light on my mobile phone and looked into his house. It was dark inside.

I'm really afraid that something terrible will come out of his window sill,

Especially thinking of the big daddy's ranking on the wall table in the center of his house!

That fear comes from the inside out.

At this time, I thought of one thing, and quickly checked the battery:

37%.

I am really how bad things are to me!

Because my mobile phone is fast charging, I don’t care how it works when I’m at home.

This moment makes me worry to death,

There is no place where I can recharge my batteries in this remote, small village with a nine-mile road to the town! ?

The school in my hometown is very poor. Studying here is not to say that you are going to university. After graduating from junior high school, you must be in the top of the class to enter a technical secondary school.

Therefore, anyone who thinks about their children's well-being will not let their children study here.

Of course, I started to study in the county in the fifth grade of elementary school, not what this "father" meant, but my grandfather who was still alive at the time,

The person I was closest to when I was young was also the old man who treated me best,

His grave is in the field where I'm about to go to town.

At this time, when I think of that kind old man, every time I come back from school during winter and summer vacations, he will wait for me at the entrance of the village when he gets the news of my return from the phone.

So as soon as I come back, I can always see him,

I could feel that every time he came back, he would be even more stooped than the last time. Later, he had to rely on crutches to barely support his old figure.

He is the biggest motivation for me to come back!

It is also my biggest nostalgia! ! !

Now that he is gone, this family no longer has anything to do with me,

"You still ask me for money? I'll go next door to your house."

I scolded them for their injustice towards me,

I am walking in the dark right now, and it so easily swallows up all the space other than the pinch of light that my mobile phone shines on the mud floor!

Many years ago, that old man held my little hand, and the surroundings were so dark. I always felt that the flashlight in his hand was very bright.

No matter how dark the surrounding is, I am not afraid.

When I think of the pictures of old people and beautiful childhood that brought me so many warmth a long time ago,

I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and tears dripped from my chin like running water.

I can clearly feel it across my cheeks one after another.

"I'm Tong Qingyan!"

I forced myself to say these words with the incomparable sadness in my heart.

I can clearly feel the goosebumps on my back that I don't know how many are formed from fear,

I shouted to myself over and over again in my heart: "Grandpa, you protect me. You must bless your granddaughter to survive tonight!"

I was really scared, and that kind of fear even made me forget that vicious family for a while,

If that 'Father' realizes that I'm a girl who may encounter misfortune outside, come and call me home,

I will definitely be very moved, and maybe I will forgive him,

But how is this possible!

Didn't happen either!

I know that this is because my whole body and mind are plunged into extreme fear and tension at this moment, and I urgently need to find a breakthrough.

That's just wishful thinking on my part.

From this moment, the evil that this world has done to me has been vividly and delicately displayed in front of me,

If I had the chance I'd take revenge,

But when I was gritting my teeth to express my resentment towards this world last moment,

I turned my face and looked around, and all around me was a pitch-black space,

When my phone light shines sideways,

Unique to this season, the lifeless farmland and its stalked cropland.

A tomb stands so abruptly on another farmland near the stem of the field on this side,

I don't know which one it belongs to, but there are brightly colored wreaths on it, white paper circles, and paper money.

I really tend to think of scary things about anything,

At this moment, those fears flooded into my heart like a tide,

I found that my body was so stiff that I couldn't even turn my head back normally,

All my eyes and attention rest on that grave,

I have a thought in my heart at this moment, and it is getting stronger and stronger: I will go to that grave and kowtow to it.

But the only bit of rationality told me: 'I can't go, if I go, it might really be over. '

After reading the books for so many years, I feel that those are all fake, and they are probably all illusions produced by inner fear,

But when the whole body has goose bumps all over the body, and the tingling is extremely severe,

I stepped on the air in front of me, and the whole person fell down in an instant.

I feel like I don't belong to me at this moment.

'This is a dream, it's all unreal. '

I am in a very bad state at the moment, and I really want to die.

"do you know?"

"If you gave me a knife, I would definitely wipe it on my neck."

At this moment, Shen Jie could already 'clearly' feel the despair and pain from her expression and words.