The most brave system in history

A boring job with no development,

From the time she sat in this position to eight o'clock this evening, more than ten hours,

In any case, her time will be spent in the small cubicle under such circumstances,

In order to meet the basic needs of life, she has no other way.

She didn't know what else she could do besides do this.

The monthly rent is 3250,

Got more than 1,

In this new first-tier city, it is okay, but how many times she felt that she stayed in this city just to pay social security.

It was during such vain days that she began to get sick gradually,

This is a crisis she cannot avoid at the moment. Sitting there for ten hours a day without moving, she starts to suffer from chronic diseases at a young age.

She never told anyone.

"How much did your wife pay for her eyes?"

She told the man across the corridor that this man came here after graduating from a bachelor's degree, and he has been working for more than six years now.

"It doesn't cost much. It's only four to five hundred yuan in total. The registration cost me more than 500 yuan. The laser doesn't cost much."

The man said to her politely,

A pretty handsome guy without glasses. He bought a house in this city when the housing price was low. When it comes to old employees, he speaks better than them. He has been here for less than two years. The. Hard. A lot of gas.

"Specialist outpatient clinic," she said quickly after remembering what it was, "special needs outpatient clinic, right?"

"Well, it's a special need." The man smiled.

After finishing this simple conversation, she felt a little more comfortable in her heart out of thin air, and felt a puff of stale air being released from her lungs.

In the next two hours or so, apart from the sound of keyboards that almost never stopped, it was still a little crisp.

Occasionally, a few words were exchanged between colleagues,

It was in such an environment that she needed to survive for such a long time.

The point is that it doesn't make sense,

What is it for? This broken unit makes people see no hope.

If it wasn't for lying down at noon and resting on the seat for half an hour,

She couldn't imagine how she would get through the whole afternoon.

Always.doing.the same, can only learn some knowledge and can't improve too much.

Busy. Busy. No expectation, time is in this state of no meaning every day,

She thought of the time when her head was knocked out of the blood. At that time, in a state of coma, she kept falling from high places and fell into this death cycle. She has always been very patient. The feeling of things rubbing against the blackboard, she always felt that she was going to die,

Still at a certain moment, after going through an untold amount of pain and suffering, she recovered, as if for her, everything had returned to its original calm.

But in the work and life of waiting for various diseases to occur on my body one by one,

There will always be a day when it will come to an end, that is, when I grow old and die,

Or if he is about to commit suicide now, that's really a one-hundred-and-a-half thing.

She often thinks that if she is not married and has no children yet, is life too imperfect?

If you stay in any unit for a long time, you will have feelings.

She has been in this unit for almost two years, and although she seldom talks to people here,

Sometimes I sit there all day without talking to anyone,

But after getting along for a long time, if you leave here, you will feel a little bit reluctant.

If you go to another unit, change to a new environment, and change a group of colleagues with very bad personalities, it will really be too late to regret it.

She knew very clearly that it was because she was too, weak, and small that she became such a useless person today.

But she was afraid of change, so she continued to study at the top. In the current economic downturn, she even worried that she might not even be able to find a decent job in the future.

When I was alone, I didn't even have someone to discuss with or support my actions.

She sometimes feels that her language ability is deteriorating, and if this continues, she will be useless.

Usually, she even tries to avoid acquaintances when she eats.

Original family,

This is the best reason I can find for my current state.

If she can have even 50 in her hand now, she will be very hard and angry.