Marvel's Don't Stop Me, I Want to Die

Darkness, still the familiar darkness. Libra is still the same scale that exudes a faint white light. This time, the mist-like object is still on the left, and the root hair, um, feather is still on the right. Just like last time, the feather is still heavier, and the scale is still tilted to the right, without any change at all.

[Death is inherent in life, it may be as heavy as Mount Tai or as light as a feather]

This sentence is still engraved on the scale pillar, and nothing has changed from last time.

After about three or four seconds, a sigh sounded, and the entire dark space was instantly shattered, because Stanley woke up with screams one after another.

Huh-huh-huh, violent breathing, accompanied by a burst of curses in Mandarin, Stanley sat on the bed in horror, and kept cursing something. About ten minutes later, the alarm bell began to ring very faithfully, waking up the unconscious Stanley.

"Alarm ring? Am I having a nightmare?"

After Stanley woke up, he looked at his beaten body. There were no signs of being beaten, no signs of his arms being disabled, and no signs of being stabbed several times in succession. It was as if nothing had happened.

Stanley walked into the bathroom in a daze, threw his clothes casually into the laundry basket, and stood naked in the bathroom, waiting for the warm water to flow through his body, giving his cold body a moment of warmth. Stanley finally regained his senses.

"Haha, I died again, haha~haha, I was killed by that damn guy again." Stanley stood there and kept talking and laughing, and then a faint salty smell rushed in with the water. Maybe the shampoo was salty, Stanley thought.

After venting violently in the bathroom, Stanley came out wearing a bath towel, sat on the bed and quietly thought about this death experience. After following the tall black man, he was actually discovered long ago. He foolishly thought that the other party had not discovered him. When the tall black man led him all the way to their territory, although he had already realized that something was wrong. , but there is no way to escape from there.

Surrounded by a dozen people, given a severe beating, and then the very cliche 'Who sent you? 'The forced confession game, where he was beaten back and forth for several hours. In the end, he couldn't bear the beating and told him everything. He told him everything about time travel, that he was not who he is now, etc. It's a pity. , no one on the other side believed what he said, and felt that he was lying. Someone who could withstand such severe beatings to force a confession and still be able to lie must not be an ordinary person.

Which country is this true for? Anyway, Stanley didn't know about this. The other party felt that he had not told the truth, and then there was another round of blows (hitting Stanley's body). In the end, the tall black man really lost interest. Oh, by the way, the other party was still at that time. He said his name, and it seemed that he was Edson Hank, who was called Big Hank (Big Hank). He was the leader of a small BLACK BANG. Well, after the introduction of the small leader, he was stabbed by the opponent himself. A few cuts were all it took to get rid of the gut feeling.

These are the memories that Stanley recalled. He died and was killed by the same person.

Breathe in! Breathe in! ! Taking a few deep breaths, Stanley forced himself to calm down, then took out the mobile phone that was thrown aside, and looked at the time. It was Sunday, another Sunday. It was around Thursday when he was killed, that is, this time he was resurrected. four days ago

Sunday.

Stanley ran to the bathroom again and looked in the mirror. His appearance had not changed. He still looked like Stanley. In other words, there were no new changes in his resurrection this time? Stanley thought this, and after thinking about it for a while he still had no idea. Then he realized that it was getting late, so he ate some food casually and got ready to go to school.

When he arrived at the school and saw the closed door, he suddenly realized that today was Sunday! He spent the day in a daze like this. On the Monday that he finally got through, he ran to school again. He really needed to communicate with others, even if he didn't talk about the secrets in his heart, even just chatting was fine. of.

Why did he accept the fact of his resurrection so easily? Why did he calm down so easily and still want to go to school? In fact, Stanley was just using school life to distract himself and let the mental shock he had received before be driven out of his mind. That’s all. Another point is that after experiencing another death, he cherished these peaceful lives even more. He died and resurrected twice. I don’t know if it was God’s mercy or something else. If he didn’t grasp the hard-won life, he himself would be sorry.

Of course, in the final analysis, that is what he wants to escape. Although he cannot escape for a lifetime, at least he wants to escape now and temporarily forget the fact that he died once. Although there is no problem with his body after resurrection, the mental damage comes from human memory. It is precisely that he was resurrected with his own memories. It will take some time for him to accept these memories. Now, please forgive him for being an ordinary person. Man's escape.

Stanley returned to school as usual. At school, he studied hard, played basketball or participated in club activities, but never allowed himself to calm down for a moment. After the day's activities were completely over, he borrowed something from the school library. A book, on the subway to tutor, he directly integrated his spirit into the world of books, until... he missed a few stops.

Well, in fact, we can see from this that the more a person wants to forget something, but our brain is against us. Although we may temporarily forget it when it is busy, but once a person is free, or Once your brain knows that you have finished some activities, it will re-read these memories very insidiously, so this is the reason why the more you avoid, the more you will remember it. It is also the reason why some people choose to drink to escape. Drinking makes their brain Paralyzed, let's see if he can still read these memories.

Stanley is only fourteen years old. No one in the United States will buy alcohol for a fourteen-year-old child. Well, at least you can't buy alcohol openly or in legal convenience stores, and Stanley is not a person who likes to drink. , although now he wants to taste what it feels like to drink.

He stumbled all the way to the home of the Chinese couple. The moment he saw the little boy, the darkness in his heart dissipated a little. He reviewed some previous knowledge with the little boy, and then told him new things. After reading the content, let him study by himself, and Stanley just sat there with eyes blank.

"Hey, Stanley, what's wrong with you?" A childish voice interrupted Stanley's contemplation. Well, it wasn't considered contemplation, just random thoughts without a clue.

"Oh, nothing, little Jamie, have you learned today's content?" Stanley came back to his senses, looked at the little boy named Jamie in English and Zhou Jie in Chinese and asked.

"I've learned it, but I think you seem to be in a daze. My grandpa said that you can't solve problems when you are in a daze." Little Jamie looked like a little adult and seemed to want to comfort Stanley.