Naruto's First Love

"Excellence also has troubles. If you have power, you will be isolated and arrogant. Even if you were placed with the greatest expectations at the beginning. Sasuke, you are my only brother in this world, and I will be your only brother. To survive beyond the obstacles, to continue to exist in this world, even if you hate him, this is the so-called elder brother."

Xinzi clearly remembers that Itachi, who was in the ninja school at that time, was almost always studying alone because he was too good, and rarely communicated with others because he would be rejected and jealous.

"Life will be born, life will die, but life can also be saved. People gather to form a village, and then some people are related to it. If these people are called companions, we are indeed companions. It is because of the relationship that we are It will be like that. Because of the relationship, that guy... died. I didn't understand the real pain, the pain of losing life, you can only know it when you lose it, and then you are forced to realize it. The most important thing is not to want to lose. Something in the mood.”

Gastrodia's death was the sadness of Shinko and Itachi. To this day, the two of them can't forget that the cheerful boy who used to be in Minazuki's class lost his life in order to save them.

"One day, will you also have these eyes? The day you also understand this sadness."

Itachi always felt that Sasuke was too naive, and if he really understood what sadness was, he would definitely be even more uncomfortable with him.

"It's because you are too obsessed with such small things as a family, so you ignore the really important things. Real changes cannot be restricted by rules, premonitions or imagination."

They selfishly only thought about themselves and never thought about the clan they abandoned, which Itachi had always rejected.

"Those who turn swords on their companions will die miserably. We don't know what kind of people we are until the moment before we die. When death comes, you will know the real you. This is the meaning of death. Meaning, don’t you think so?”

Even though he missed his former clan, he never regretted annihilating the clan. Itachi hoped to use his sacrifice to fulfill the clan and protect Sasuke.

"Everyone relies on their own knowledge and understanding, but is bound by it, and they call it reality. But knowledge and understanding are very ambiguous things. That reality may be nothing more than a mirror, and people live in their own selves. In consciousness, don’t you think so? How far can your eyes see?”

What you think is the truth may not be the real truth. Even he cannot see clearly what is hidden behind those eyes.

Itachi knew that if he said it clearly, it would be Xinzi.What he has been hiding for a long time is useless with Xinzi. Xinzi is no longer in the Uchiha clan, but he still knows about the Uchiha clan.

"You are not worth killing. Stupid brother, if you want to kill me, hate me, hate me. Then live ugly, keep escaping, keep escaping. Survive. Then, when you have When you have the same eyes as mine, come to me."

Xinzi has always hated Itachi for doing this. On the night when the clan was exterminated, Xinzi once thought, if she had not left the Uchiha clan, would she have died like Izumi, or would she have died like Sasuke, half-dead and hating Itachi?

"I want you to look at me and find what's missing in me. So stop telling me how perfect I was."

How much Sasuke once loved Itachi, how much he hated him after the clan was wiped out

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Because Sasuke didn't know the truth, and he didn't want to believe the truth that he didn't see with his own eyes.

But Xinzi understood everything. In her heart, Itachi must have always been so outstanding and perfect.

"I told all the truth and never hid it. I always lied to you and asked you to forgive me. I always pushed you away with these hands. I didn't want to involve you, but now that I think about it, maybe you once I have the power to change my parents and Uchiha’s fate. If I could face you from the very beginning and discuss the truth with you on an equal footing, no matter how much I, a loser, tell you, you won’t be able to listen to me, so , this time I want to at least let you know more about the truth, it doesn’t matter if you never forgive me, no matter what you become in the future, I will always love you.”

At that time, Itachi thought he was going to die, because forbidden arts like Izanami had a price. He confessed what he had done over the years, and only hoped that Sasuke would take good care of his heart, the two he loved most. people, he hopes they can live peacefully in the world.

"No matter how dark the village is, how many contradictions there are, I am Konoha's Uchiha Itachi."

It's not that he can't live without Konoha, but Uchiha's roots are in Konoha. Uchiha is Konoha's Uchiha, not Itachi's Uchiha.The once prosperous clan was destroyed by him, and he needed to make up for everything he had caused.

"Any ninjutsu must have a weakness."

Itachi, who is extremely smart, believes that nothing is without weakness.

His weaknesses are Sasuke and Shinko.

It's just that not many people know these things, and Xinzi only knows that his weakness is Sasuke, but he thinks that he is no match for Sasuke.

But Itachi knew that he could protect Sasuke for the rest of his life, but he needed Kotoko to accompany him for the rest of his life.

People who are lonely for a long time will envy those warmth.

"Forgive me Sasuke...this is the last time."

The last time he met Sasuke was not to resolve hatred, but to compete for his heart.

Kotoko will never know, Sasuke knew the truth why he still fought Itachi, but it was because Sasuke wanted Itachi to admit himself, and wanted Itachi to give up Koko, because Itachi had done so much, and the one who hurt the most was not only him, but also Just have a heart.

Itachi knew how important Xinzi was to him, even if he was his younger brother, he couldn't give up.

It's just that none of them thought that Sasuke would lose control and fight him with all his strength.

A Fei who appeared later made good use of Sasuke and the Orochimaru in Sasuke's body, causing both of them to lose.

Because of the onset of the illness that had been concealed for a long time, he had to make Xinzi pay such a high price for the two of them, and he fell into a coma and his whereabouts were unknown.

After the Fourth Ninja World War, Itachi searched for Xinko for a long time, and understood that from now on, only Xinko would be by his side.

Sasuke already has a companion he can't give up, and someone who admires him. As an older brother, he can retire, but he has no heart.

Even if Fengjian Yexue didn't die, they were not her relatives, they could only cuddle up to each other and spend the rest of their lives.

From then on, Konoha's Uchiha Itachi withdrew from the stage of history, and he, who has wasted half his life, only needs to become history.