Pokémon Guardian

Chapter No.17 Recovering the lost self-confidence

Author's suggestion: This chapter is an emotional plot. It is best to listen to the Japanese ending theme of the animated version of Pokemon: Gem Continent and read it while smiling.There will be unexpected results. This is the smile song 82584 connected online. Let’s experience it together.

Having said that, because of her temporary overconfidence, Xiaofeng was severely humiliated by the opponent in her first challenge to the gym and walked out of the gym in a very low mood. When Xiaona saw this, she immediately wiped away her tears and was filled with joy. Worried, he caught up with Xiaofeng who was depressed and asked sadly.

"Xiao Feng, where are you going?"

Hearing this, Xiaofeng's pace gradually slowed down, and then he stopped. With a smile on his face, he turned to Xiaona and said, "Xiaona, can you do me a favor?"

Xiaona was a little surprised when she saw his smiling face and question. However, as Xiaofeng grew up, she was still willing to help and nodded quickly.

"Can you help me take Squirtle and go to the elf center?" Upon seeing this, Xiaofeng said quickly and calmly.The mood in his heart was very unstable at this time, but he didn't show it on his face, maybe because he didn't want Xiaona to worry.

"Why don't you take it yourself? That's your elf." When Xiaona heard this, she became even more puzzled and asked quickly.It's just that Xiaofeng didn't answer. She remained silent with her head lowered and didn't move, not knowing what she was thinking.

Seeing that he didn't speak and still lowered his head, Xiaona became even more worried. She quickly asked: "Xiaofeng, are you okay?" Although Xiaofeng knew that the other party cared about her, Xiaofeng still chose to remain silent and kept thinking about herself in her heart. He lowered his head so that no one knew what he was thinking.

But if you look closely at his words, you can see from Xiaofeng's expression that he feels very sad.Because he himself doesn't know what to say now.

It is true that Squirtle and Squirtle are their own elves and partners, and I am their trainer. It is just that they can work hard and fight for themselves regardless of everything, but what have I, the trainer, done for them?

Not only am I too arrogant, but I can't help them at all in their battle. What's the use of knowing a lot of information and things about them? Now I'm still being humiliated. Have I really not changed from before?

No, I don't believe it. He closed his eyes with this thought and tried to calm himself down, but he found that no matter what he did, he couldn't forget the scene of his tragic defeat just now.

That was his first battle of shame. How could he forget so easily? Thinking of this, he finally chose to speak to Xiaona.

"Corona, do you know that the first elf gym is the easiest for new trainers to pass, and I use water elf to fight, so I should be able to pass smoothly, but, I just can't What trainers have done? Squirtle and Squirtle worked tirelessly for themselves until the end, but I am arrogant and boastful. I can’t even command them. I, I can’t do it well. I really, really don’t deserve it. Their trainer wants me to face them now, and I really can't."

At this time, Xiaofeng tried his best to control himself not to shed tears. From the tone of his words, it could be seen that he was very excited and even had some swallowing. There was no doubt that Xiaofeng's weak side was revealed again.

Xiaofeng really liked the elves very much in his heart. He could even say that he valued them more than life. But now, as their trainer, he could be so weak and useless. He didn't want them to see his decadent look. He didn't want to just carry him with him. This thought and his own ideological reasons made him want to make such a decision.

"But, no matter what you say, it is your elf. This time you have to help you carry Squirtle and go to the elf center. I can't do it. They all fight hard for you until the end. "When Xiaona heard this, of course she knew Xiaofeng's inner pain, and she quickly enlightened.

When Xiaofeng heard this, his body seemed to tremble, and he knew that he had persuaded him, so he quickly continued.

"Although they didn't give you victory, you can't leave them to others for such a failure. You know that doing this will make them who have always regarded you as a friend sad. Do you know that I not only feel for them in my heart?" I'm more sad because of you." It was Xiaona's last words, but they were said in her heart, so she was mixed with sadness and excitement. At the end of the sentence, her tears began to fall slowly.The reason why she didn't say it face to face was because she just wanted Xiaofeng to figure it out on his own, cheer up by himself, and be the Xiaofeng she knew when she was a child, so that she could deeply understand her own weaknesses and think of how to change them.

When Xiaofeng heard this, his fiery heart couldn't help but tremble. But he still didn't know what to say now, and he didn't know why his feet didn't obey his orders and walked forward, as if someone was pulling him.

He didn't want to think about it, but now he didn't know why, but his mind kept showing up. Squirtle's eyes that were unyielding and full of trust in him after he fell down fighting for him for the first time and then stood up tenaciously again.

Also, I was hit repeatedly by Xiaozheng's small fist stone, and the screams that didn't want to fall hit me and persisted in flying. Is it because they want to win for me, who is weak? They want to pull me forward.

They all support me without hesitation, but I am a useless fool. Why are they still supporting me like this? Xiaofeng's inner emotions and self-blame are constantly intertwined in his brain, and he lowers his head. , the facial muscles began to twist a little.

Seeing that Xiaofeng didn't seem to be moving, Xiaona's worry became even more intense. When she quickly wanted to say something to him, Xiaofeng came to her senses first, raised her head and said, "Okay, you don't need to say anything, I understand. , let’s go to the Elf Center now.” After finishing speaking, Xiaofeng walked towards the Elf Center.

"Yes." Seeing that Xiaofeng seemed to be persuaded by her, Xiaona gently wiped the tears on her face and responded emotionally.Then he followed closely behind him and headed towards the elves.

Silent all the way, the two of them walked on the street without encountering anything big. They soon arrived at the door of the Elf Center in Nibi City. They pushed the door open gently, and Xiaofeng and the others walked in front and back. When he came to the service desk of the elf center, he took out his elf ball with some trembling and said to Joey.

"Miss Joy, I leave my elf to you."

"Ah, mine too." Upon hearing this, Xiaona, who was on Xiaofeng's side, immediately shifted her gaze from Xiaofeng, and immediately took out her elf ball and said.

After hearing this, Qiao Yi was of course very happy to do it, and quickly responded with a smile. After taking over their elf balls, he immediately started working with the auspicious eggs.

Xiaofeng felt a lot more relieved when he saw this, but the trace of doubt in his heart could not be eliminated so quickly. Then he turned to Xiaona and said: "Xiaona, I'll go back to the room first." It seemed like nothing happened. inappropriate.As soon as he finished speaking, he walked towards the guest room in the Elf Center.

However, Xiaona, who was attentive and attentive, knew that Xiaofeng was still depressed, so she hurriedly called him.

"breeze"

But Xiaofeng didn't look back, stopped moving, and said lightly: "Let me go and be quiet for a while~" After saying that, he walked towards his room again, his back seemed a little lonely and lonely, which made Xiaona I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.

Xiaofeng~ You have to figure it out quickly. Your elf and I are waiting for you to have a confident side again. Xiaona, with this expectation in her heart, then walked towards her room one after another.

In Xiaofeng's room at the Elf Center in Nibi City, Xiaofeng was lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling and recalling every bit of the battle just now.

Well, it’s another one from Zhenxin Town. I think you’re far worse than him. I hate people who look down on me the most. Thinking back to Xiaozheng’s words, Xiaofeng has already begun to secretly regret it. It’s really because he is too proud that he has himself. Judging from the current situation, my performance is not as good as Xiaozhi at the beginning. How can I know more, but in the end I am still defeated in actual combat? Why am I so useless?

It's just that when Xiaofeng finally couldn't figure it out, he fell asleep without knowing it because he was too tired.

Early the next morning, Xiaofeng's elf had recovered a lot of energy. Xiaona, who got up early, wanted to take Xiaofeng and his elf to his room to persuade him to cheer up.

Just as he walked to the door of Xiaofeng's room, he discovered that his door was actually open. He couldn't help but feel a little anxious and uneasy in his heart and quickly walked in slowly with Squirtle.

After a closer look, there was no trace of Xiaofeng on the bed. It seemed that Xiaofeng was no longer there. Seeing this, Xiaona became even more worried. She quickly picked up Squirtle and ran out of the Elf Center.

"Squirtle, you guys go look for Xiaofeng separately, and you can go find Bulbasaur too." Although Xiaona was very anxious, she was still so calm and calm when doing things. If Xiaofeng could be like Xiaona at that time, She is still the same now, and it is probably impossible for her to lose so miserably.

But I won’t talk about this for now, because Cortana has already released her Bulbasaur and started searching around with Squirtle.

Fortunately, the city of Nibi was not very big, and Xiaofeng's location was quickly discovered in the sky. He flew back, quickly found Xiaona and the others who were running around, and told them the news that he had found Xiaofeng.

The time spent during this period was not very long. Although Xiaona was a human, she could still understand some of the elf body language when she heard that Xiaofeng had been found. She was extremely excited and happy.

He quickly called Squirtle and Bulbasaur, and ordered them to lead the way, and soon found where Xiaofeng was.

Upon closer inspection, Xiaofeng seemed to be picking up stones on the ground and throwing them into the river without any dignity at all, completely unaware of Xiaona's arrival.

"Xiaofeng" "Jenny, Jenny" "Bo" Seeing this, Xiaona finally couldn't restrain the excitement in her heart, and ran over while shouting a little sadly. Not only that, but Squirtle and the others were also the same.

This, this voice is Xiaona, and Squirtle, they, Xiaona cried, Xiaofeng just recovered, she felt someone holding her behind her, and she also found that her clothes were a little wet behind her back.

"Xiao Feng, I know that your heart is hurting. When we see you like this, the elves and I are no more heartbroken than you. We are all worried about you. Do you know, you are such a bad guy?" Xiaona said with a little bit Tears recounted how he and the elf cared for him

As for Squirtle, when they saw this, they started to pull on Xiaofeng's trousers and kept shouting. It seemed that they also wanted their master to cheer up and be the master with a smiling face all day long.

"I" Xiaofeng felt indescribably moved when he heard this. He turned his head and saw this scene and was speechless.

Xiaona raised her head, looked sadly at Xiaofeng who was a little overwhelmed, and continued: "Xiaofeng, where has your previous confidence gone? From the very beginning I met you, you have always been full of confidence. You are not Did you say that you wanted to become the best elf trainer in the universe and go home with the championship? How could you be depressed all the time after a single failure? Do you know that I am very worried about you?"

Do you know that I am very worried about you? These words kept echoing in Xiaofeng's mind for a while.

He finally ignored the difference between men and women, hugged back, and said with moist eyes: "I'm sorry, Xiaona, I can't make you worry. In fact, I should have figured it out earlier, I'm sorry."

When Xiaona heard this, she didn't care about being so shy. She cried with excitement and hugged each other tightly. Tears fell again, but this time the tears were different from the previous one. They were tears of relief.

As for Squirtle and Squirtle, who were standing on their side, they were also impressed by the scene and immediately buried themselves beside them, shouting softly.

Then the scene suddenly became quiet for some reason. If I looked carefully, it turned out that Xiaofeng was quietly holding the beauty in his arms, quietly feeling their selfless care for him, and he had already begun to say thank you silently in his heart: Thank you. You guys, thank you for always supporting me. Thank you.