Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 942 Empty, Lonely

What if she really only has one or two months?

She really wasn't so calm...

"Long Youfei, it's hard to say what's going on in the future. I don't want to worry about it. I just want to live well in the present and make a good choice. If I'm not with Ji Chenling, my life doesn't make much sense. Although I don't know, are you serious? Even if it's true, I can't afford it, since the day Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff, my heart has been tied to him." Bai Xi said.

To this day, when she thinks of the scene when Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff, her heart still hurts.

"He jumped off the cliff not for you, but for deceiving the antidote, dormant. Waiting for an opportunity, do you know how much he did in a year? You put people in and ruined our past years of hard work , Ji Chenling is not the simple person you think." Long Youfei said.

"He has always been not a simple person. When he was in country S, he planned everything, and he made two-handed preparations. In order to get the antidote, he also made two-handed preparations. I used to feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable. However, I felt that I just happened to be a chess piece, which contributed to the flames. Because of this emotion, I was very sad for a while, because I was so sad, I called you who were still a stranger, because no one wants to be designed, especially by you. For the beloved, that kind of pain is multiplied many times." Bai Xi said.

"Then you still choose to stay by his side?" Long Youfei asked back.

"However, in the calculation, whether there is love or not, I have seriously thought about this issue. He drove An Xin away for me. This weight is heavy enough. Who is An Xin and knows everything about him? People, people who grew up together, An Xin is very important to him, isn't it? But, to him, I should be more important than An Xin." Bai Xi said.

"I'm not a person who only listens to sweet words. I see this person's behavior and actions. Back then, he and..." Bai Xi choked up, "Dong Manqin. I really don't like his ambiguous way of handling things. You It should be clear too."

"I shouldn't have contacted Dong Manqin so quickly. If she was alive, maybe you and Ji Chenling would have separated by then." Long Youfei regretted.

"It's hard to say. If you are sad, you will give up. If you give up for a long time, this person will come out of his heart. Isn't this the human heart? You were trying to separate Ji Chenling and Dong Manqin's brother, yes Right? If my guess is correct, Dong Manqin's elder brother is already yours, right?" Bai Xi asked.

"En." Long Youfei replied, very annoyed, if he knew that one day, he would fall in love with Bai Xi, not only would he not let Dong Manqin die, but he would also help Dong Manqin how to provoke her. Xi left Ji Chenling, would it be possible to fall in love with him?

"Are you sure that Ji Chenling will love you forever?" Long Youfei asked.

"Not sure, as you said, I may only live for one to two years, the future is too far away, I may not be able to wait, but I am sure he likes me now, he cooperates with you, whether it is for Sheng Saiguang, It was for me, it really saved me. I just want to see the ending, don't I?" Bai Xi asked back.

Long Youfei suddenly felt that it was very boring. He liked Bai Xi's steadfastness, but this steadfastness was harder than steel and could not be broken by human teeth.

Time and time again, to be honest, he despaired.

As Bai Xi said, more despair, more disappointment,

He will give up, and after giving up for a long time, this person will come out of his heart.

Because he likes her, he has been procrastinating, because he likes her, he has been too merciful, because he likes her, he has been irrational for a long time.

"Bai Xi, from today onwards, I won't like you anymore. Even if you come to beg me a year later, my condition is no longer for you to stay by my side." Long Youfei said coldly, evoked There is no warmth in the corners of the mouth and eyes, no enthusiasm.

With this look, it was like when they first met, he was just a simple hunter, ruthless, cold-blooded, and bloodthirsty.

While Bai Xi felt chills in his heart, he also felt a little grateful and relieved.

"Let's talk about it in a year. The time is too long and there are too many dreams. Everyone still doesn't know what will happen after one year. If you don't ask him to do anything, I will close the door." Bai Xi said coldly.

"Bai Xi, you have never given me warmth." Long Youfei said coldly.

"What you gave me was cruelty again and again. Since you forced Ji Chenling off the cliff, you can no longer be my friend. It's already doomed, so why bother?" Bai Xi said lightly.

"You could have turned me into a good person. However, I think it's better to be a ruthless and unjust bad person. At least my heart won't hurt. It's too wronged to be a good person." Long Youfei said deeply.

"Actually, being a good person or a bad person is only true when you want to be one. What others make you be is not from the heart. Even if you temporarily become a good person for me, how long can you love me? Wait until When the feelings fade, you want to be a bad person, and you're still a bad person, don't you?" Bai Xi said calmly.

"Maybe, anyway, I don't have a chance to be a good person." Long Youfei put the gift bag in Bai Xi's door.

When I put down the gift bag, I felt empty in my heart, a little cold, a little boring, a little lonely, and also a little indescribably lonely and lonely.

However, he also understands that there is no way out, the human heart is the most difficult thing to grasp, especially for a steadfast woman like Bai Xi.

The eyes gradually became thin and cold, cold, like the cold frozen thousands of miles away.

He made a phone call and went out, "Proceed according to the original plan."

At 10:30

Xu Yan came over.

"Xiaoxi." Xu Yan went into the kitchen as soon as she arrived, "What delicious food did you prepare for me at noon?"

"Broccoli tomato shreds." Bai Xi said.

"Broccoli and tomatoes are for weight loss, I like them, but shredded pork?" Xu Yan hesitated.

"You also need to add protein, otherwise you will gain five catties after eating a meal, and your health will be even worse." Bai Xi suggested.

"I think what you said is right. If you arrange nutritious meals for me every day in the future, I won't have to worry about getting fat." Xu Yan said with a sigh.

"I can send you the recipe every day, how about you go to the hospital for an examination?" Bai Xi asked while cutting tomatoes.

Xu Yan raised her eyebrows. "I walk upright, stand upright, and sit securely. Whether I am a virgin or not is very clear in my heart, what to be afraid of, but, Xiaoxi, do women have a protective film, and men? How can you tell? ah?"