Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 407 She Wants To Be With Ji Chenling

He wished her a good life, and she really felt it.

[-] million.

How many people dream of it, how many people struggle for several lifetimes but can't earn it.

How many women would never have money even if they discarded their conscience, but he just gave it to her.

It is impossible to say that there is no emotion.

The human mind is too complex.

Because of one thing, one can hate a person.

Also because of one thing, like a person.

In the long river of time in the future, you can love someone first, and then slowly turn into loathing.

It is also possible to dislike a person first and then become a favorite.

And her thoughts are going back and forth between all kinds of truth and falsehood, fantasy and reality.

In fact, she knew that Ji Chenling wanted to break up because it was impossible to be with her anymore.

During those two nights and one day on the top of the building, her aching heart seemed to be torn apart, and she was immersed in the tsunami, feeling uncontrollably uncomfortable.

She saw a psychiatrist five years ago, and the psychiatrist said a way to treat broken love: Don't think about his goodness, the grief after losing him, and the good things about having him, but think about his badness, the pain after losing him. good.

She deliberately thought of Ji Chenling badly in her mind, bad enough to make her disgusted and give up.

Over and over again, I kept persuading myself, admonishing myself, and hinting at myself until I passed out.

She had a hard time convincing herself.

But the fact is right in front of him.

She knows he is good.

The better he is, the greater the pain of falling out of love will be to her.

The emotions became a little excited again, and the fog filled the eyes.

"Xiao Xi, are you okay, what's the matter?" Xu Yan asked worriedly.

Bai Xi regained his composure and grinned, but his tears couldn't be controlled and rolled down, saying: "There are four stages of falling out of love, the first is disbelief, the next is anger, then self-blame, and finally Depression, secretly sad, as long as you pass these four stages, you will accept the reality, come out slowly, and live again, time can dilute all sadness, sadness, it’s just a process, I’m fine.”

Bai Xi's tears flowed even more fiercely, "Eat first, I'll wash your face."

Seeing Bai Xi standing up, Xu Yan felt distressed. She glanced at Han Ningxi who also felt distressed, got up, followed Bai Xi to the bathroom, and hugged Bai Xi behind her back.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so sad, but you went out on a date happily." Xu Yan apologized.

"It's okay. You can only adjust things like falling in love by yourself. You can't listen to what other people say. If you can be happy, I can feel better." Bai Xi in turn comforted Xu Yan, smiling and crying Still flowing.

"What's the matter? Why keep crying." Xu Yan wiped Bai Xi's tears with a tissue.

"I don't know." Bai Xi took the paper from Xu Yan's hand. "I just feel heavy in my heart, very uncomfortable, it's okay."

"It's okay, Xiaoxi, don't take everything to heart. Although I can't help you, I'm definitely a good listener. Moreover, I will never betray you, I swear." Xu Yan said.

She knew that Xu Yan would not betray her.

She wants to be with Ji Chenling!

But what's the use of saying this!

They can't be together.

She knew it, and so did Ji Chenling.

"I want to stay alone for a while, is that okay? Just 10 minutes, to help take care of Tiantian." Bai Xi said with red eyes.

"You still don't want to say it, forget it, I'll go out

See every day. "Xu Yan went out and closed the door for Bai Xi.

Tiantian looked at the kitchen worriedly, pouted, and didn't even eat the cake.

Seeing Xu Yan come out, she asked, "What's wrong with my mother? Is there something wrong?"

"Your mother is a female warrior. She is fine, but her stomach feels a little uncomfortable. She will be fine in a while. Eat first." Xu Yan said, sitting opposite Tiantian, propping her chin, looking at Tiantian thoughtfully.

"You stay with Tiantian, I'll go down and buy carrots and apples." Han Ningxi said.

"Thank you dear." Xu Yan said sweetly.

Tiantian also imitated Xu Yan's appearance, and said to Han Ningxi: "Thank you dear."

Han Ningxi smiled, turned and went out.

Ten minutes later, Bai Xi came out of the bathroom with red eyes.

"Mom." Tiantian shouted, wiped her hands with a piece of paper, and ran to Bai Xi.

Put your hand on Bai Xi's stomach.

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, my mother's stomach doesn't hurt, and it will get better immediately." Tiantian made a wish.

Bai Xi touched Tiantian's head tenderly, and said with a smile, "Mom doesn't hurt anymore."

Xu Yan looked at Bai Xi.

Now Bai Xi is really acting like a normal person.

"Let's eat." Xu Yan said.

"Ah."

in the afternoon

The four of them went to the zoo to play.

have a good time.

Especially the interaction with the monkeys.

It was past five o'clock when we came out of the zoo.

"Yan, please help take care of Tiantian tonight. I have an appointment with Song Zhenhai. I have to go to court tomorrow, so I will see you in advance."

"No problem. Also, I will ask for leave tomorrow. The people from your former husband's family are not human. I will prevent them from bullying you." Xu Yan said.

"I'll have a rest tomorrow, and I'll drive you there." Han Ningxi said.

"Thank you." Bai Xi was moved, "I'll treat you to dinner at noon."

"I want to eat seafood buffet." Xu Yan said with a smile.

"Okay." Bai Xi readily agreed.

On the way to see Song Zhenhai

Bai Xi called Long Youfei, "Hi, I'm Bai Xi."

"I know, what's wrong?"

"After I came back, I thought about it for a long time. Mr. Long gave me a good opportunity and a lot of salary, which is beyond my ability. However, you also know the past relationship between me and Ji Chenling. If you ask me to deal with him, I will do it. If you can't do it, maybe one day you will be soft-hearted and tell him your plan, and I will be sorry for your kindness, so..."

"So you want to resign?" Long Youfei interrupted Bai Xi.

"I'm sorry, but I have made up my mind. I will return your salary and the money you gave me before tomorrow. If possible, please give me an account number, or should I return your previous account number?" Bai Xi said calmly.

Long Youfei pursed his mouth on the other end, was silent for a while, and said very unhappy: "I hope you think it through carefully."

"I've thought about it for a long time. If I work for you, I'm bound to meet Ji Chenling. I'm not a positive person. It's best for me to leave." Bai Xi said seriously.

"You... the person who vowed to be a good person yesterday, changed his mind today. Are you the sky of June?" Long Youfei said displeased.

"Originally, I thought that I was a trustworthy and positive person, but today I saw myself clearly. It seems that I have always been full of thunder and rain, and I often talk big things. Promises and guarantees are also I've never been able to do it, I'm sorry, I'll hang up first, you have a good rest." After Bai Xi finished speaking, she hung up the phone without giving Long Youfei a chance to speak.