Elf, what are your three views?
Chapter 47
Gadvi was silent as he spoke, and Yalar was silent as he listened. The room fell into an atmosphere of silence. Finally, Yalar broke the deadlock, raising his eyebrows with a casual frivolity, a little surprise, a little surprise, a little teasing. ,"you love me"
"Yes, I love you." Gadwei had no intention of taking it back or covering it up.
"So you will be angry because I don't cherish my life?" Yalar asked again.
"Yes." Gadvi continued to admit.
"I see." Yalar understood, but did he need to feel anything? Whether Gadvi loved or hated him, he needed to feel something. At most, he was surprised that someone could fall in love with him. , and then doubt whether there is a lie or a conspiracy behind this love, and the slightest fluctuation in the heart when thinking of the conspiracy is completely offset.
Yalar's attitude was an understatement that made people feel heartbroken. There was no disgust, anger, or surprise about Gadevi falling in love with him. Gadevi was prepared to accept Yalar's attitude of anger or disgust. There is a sense of frustration that there is no power to use.
"It doesn't matter if you love me. Don't worry about my affairs." After knowing that Gadwei loved him, Yalar's attitude did not improve, but became even worse. If Gadwei was sincere, Yalar wouldn't want it. He didn't think his character would be likable. If it was because Gadevii was sincere, he let down his guard, relaxed his guard, and gave Gadevii his sincerity. If Gadevii no longer wanted or loved him, what would he do? , so he doesn’t want it. If Gadvi was being fake, then Yalar hated this kind of behavior the most. In short, regardless of whether Gadvi is sincere or fake, Yalar just doesn't want it at all.
"If I hadn't fallen in love with you, I wouldn't have cared. You don't cherish yourself and it makes my heart hurt. I can't ignore it." Gadwei was also angry at Yalar's stubbornness.
"You brought this heartache on yourself. It's okay if you don't love me." Yalar didn't feel like he was at fault.
Why did this man want to be beaten so much? Gadwei clenched his fists and really wanted to hit Yalar, but in view of the emotional imbalance between the two parties, Gadwei did not take action in the end.
"Don't think that because you fall in love with me, you can meddle in my affairs in the name of love. Who do you think you are? I want to kill people, set fires, and destroy the world. It's none of your business." Yalar said indifferently. Bad words.
"You kill people, set fire, and destroy the world. You can do whatever you want. You have seen through my character. You think I will care and want to take care of it. If you want to kill people, set fire, and destroy the world, go ahead and do whatever you want. I will watch. But if you cherish yourself, I can't ignore you." Gadvi responded with cold words that didn't match his appearance and temperament.
A look of sadness appeared on Yalar's face. If the person he fell in love with would have to take care of this and that in the future, everything about him would be disrupted. Yalar could foresee that that feeling would be quickly destroyed. Reality is destroyed, and Gadwei's attitude is undoubtedly the most suitable for him. With his character, he wants indulgence rather than control. However, these are just expectations. In the first step of the relationship, Ya Lal killed it cruelly.
"Come on, you came to me because I am very important to you. You have seen the future." Yalar changed his position and made himself more comfortable. He threw his shoes aside and crossed his legs on the bed. . "I will be with you in the future"
"I never thought I would fall in love with someone. I didn't expect that after peeking into the future, I would see a picture of me and you together. The future me asked me to come to you, so I came because I wanted to know, you What kind of person is he that makes me fall in love with him?" He still loves so deeply, loves so much, and wants to have it at all costs. He wanted to believe that he and Yalar in the future were in love with each other, but because he understood what love was, he was shocked to realize that the eyes of Yalar in the future when he looked at his future self were not so affectionate. He and Yalar will be together, but will they be in love with each other? Gadevi suddenly can't be sure, so he doesn't. If Yalar can misunderstand that the two of them are in love with each other, then follow the instructions If this trajectory develops, then it couldn't be better. However, Gadvi knew very well that there was no such thing as a good thing.
"Then you see, why did you fall in love with me?" Yalar thinks that he has no advantages and a lot of shortcomings. Such a person will be attracted by this guy in front of him, who looks gentle but is actually hypocritical and unintentional. What is it? The reason is that my future self is actually willing to be with this guy. Why does this guy allow me to allow it? At least I don't see that this guy has the characteristics that allow me to allow it.
"Your truth, just like yours, I have never really cared about anything. Everything has no meaning to me. I can't find any basis for existence. Life, value, and the world are not my own. I am responding to the crowd. Sometimes, I even doubt whether I really exist. Is it me or someone else that the people around me see? I have such doubts in my heart." Gadvi sat down. Around Yalar, the attitude has become calmer.
"But you saw it, you saw the real me, not the one I showed on the outside, but the real me. You made me feel that I exist." Maybe no one has seen it, but it has never been seen. Someone mentioned to him, and because of this, Yalar became the first and most special one, "At that moment, you made me exist, with flesh and blood, and then, you faced it so calmly. You, the good, the bad, the fragile, the despicable, faced yourself completely without any evasion. It was so real and so real that it dazzled me. In the end, my heart was moved." The superposition of these reasons created Yalar Special to him.
"What a weird heartbeat." Regarding Gadwei's true confession, Yalar's comment was really sorry for Gadwei's deep affection. Gadwei was helplessly indulging Yalar's reaction. It's enough to hit people, no, it's enough to hit God. At least you can give me a little touch, "I will be with you in the future. How long will that future be?"
"A hundred years." Gadvi answered casually after hearing Yalar's question.
"A hundred years, a hundred years is equivalent to a human life. It is rare to be able to love for such a long time. However, as a god, there is actually no difference between a hundred years and a few days." Yalar seemed to be sighing, but in fact he was hiding malice.
"That's not the case." Gadwei sensitively sensed the malice in Yalar's words.
"The longer life is, the blurry the definition of time becomes." Yalar lived a long life, but it could not compare with the years of life. Therefore, his concept of time was not blurred to the level of the god of life. The years he has lived are actually less than a human lifetime, but he has experienced more than many people have in a hundred years. "I can be sure that I will never tolerate you being by my side just because you have loved me for a hundred years." A hundred years, for a person who has a long life, if it is just like a few days, then he will love you for a hundred years, that is, Not that unusual. Well, we must, Yalar's idea is too extreme, yes, this is also a reason Yalar thought of to reject Gadwei's feelings.
"I am certain that there must be a reason why I will be with you. This reason is definitely not that I fell in love with you." Yalar said very confidently.
"Not necessarily, just like before I met you, I didn't think I would fall in love with anyone, but if I fell in love with you, how could it be impossible for you to fall in love with me?" Gadvi retorted lightly to Yalar's words, "I will love you, it must be eternity." Although nothing has happened, we shouldn't be so sure, but Gadwei is sure that he will love Yalar forever. It is very simple. There is only Yalar in this world. A special existence, his heart is actually very big. It will be full if it holds a Yalar, but it will be empty if it loses Yalar.
"Childish." Yalar sneered at Gadwei's eternity. Emotions are not eternal. Eternal people are either confident in their feelings or do not understand the oppression and tempering of deep emotions by reality. But people, He always longed for this kind of innocence, but he had long understood that this kind of innocence did not exist. The betrayal of his parents taught him a deep lesson. When he was betrayed, he didn't understand why. His parents loved him at that time, and the family was actually reluctant to let him go. But in the end, under the influence of those powerful people, In the face of the reality, he became the one who was abandoned. Regardless of whether he understood it or not, the scars of that time were carved. Who would be willing to be a victim, let alone someone as cool as him.
When he understood, everything could never go back to the past. His parents already had other children, and the love they gave him would never be unique. Their love for him was no longer pure, because they wanted to take care of him by themselves. For the benefit of their other children, the years of separation have long since reduced the original love too much, leaving only guilt. When they meet again, what they see is even more benefit, and the family's original reluctance has long since disappeared. , the family's interests come first, they see the benefits and utilization value he can bring. He has personally experienced the change of feelings from deep to nothing, how can he believe in eternity.
"Xiu, you love me, actually I don't believe it." Yalar straightened his body, stretched out his hands, put his hands on Gadevi's cheeks, a malicious and evil smile quietly bloomed, and stared at Gadevi With his eyes, Gadwei could clearly see the disbelief in his eyes, "Tell me, how real are you?" Yalar asked without a clue, but Gadwei's heart skipped a beat.
"What did you tell me when we first met? Now, your identity is false, your purpose of approaching me is false, and is your name true? Tell me who you are, Bao Bao How can I believe you who approached me with lies?” Regardless of these reasons, Aral never believed Gadvi. Does Gadwei really love him? Really, fake, so what, how long can this love last? It's better not to start at the beginning, not to want it. Come and check out the “hongcha866” WeChat official account to see more interesting things
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