"What?" Gadvi's words came suddenly and the question was so abrupt that Yalar was confused. He turned around and asked. He didn't know what Gadvi was asking.

"Would it make you happy to embarrass someone, make someone suffer, destroy others, tear others' wounds, trample on others' dignity and pride?" It's not that he has sympathy for today's Sister Raina, but that Yalar has too many This behavior made Gadwei feel that he should express his opinions to Yalar. "Your sister Raina's aloofness is to cover up her inferiority, so what is the purpose of your behavior?"

Yalar's beautiful long eyebrows were raised, and a mocking line appeared at the corner of his mouth, "You are blaming me, thinking that I shouldn't embarrass others, shouldn't make people suffer, shouldn't shine on others, and shouldn't tear apart others' wounds. , You shouldn’t trample on other people’s dignity and pride. I can’t feel happy because of this. You are criticizing my behavior.”

"Yes." Gadwei's eyes met Yalar's dark eyes without hesitation. That gentleness turned into a sharp weapon at this time. The person who stabbed felt ashamed, and the person who was ashamed bowed his head to admit his mistake.

Yalar snorted coldly, "Why do you think I'm wrong? Why do you blame me?" he asked with a sneer.

"Do you think you are right?" Gadvi would also answer with a question. "Why can't I accuse you Yalar? Your behavior is not lovable. You won't have friends like this." Gadwei said softly.

Yalar's smile seemed as if he had heard something funny, "I don't want people to like me, let alone friends. Even if the world accuses me, hates me, hates me, so what, I don't care."

"When you have someone who likes you and you have friends, you won't think so." Gadvi felt that Yalar was a child who was not yet sensible, and he treated Yalar like this.

"Don't treat me like a child." Yalar's hair was immediately irritated by Gadvi's attitude. "If I want others to like me, if I want to find a friend, I have to change myself. I don't want it. Why should I do it?" They have changed, and they cannot accept me like this." He must compromise, cater to, cooperate, tolerate, and endure without resistance for the sake of peace and tranquility. He doesn't want such a day. He has experienced freedom and gained freedom. In order to gain inexplicable liking and friends, he has to cater to, cooperate with, tolerate, and accept. He confines himself in the big environment, is sensitive and timid to strange eyes, and hides himself. , conform to the surroundings, he doesn’t want to. "If you don't change yourself, are liked by others, and find a friend, then who do they like and who are the friends they accept?"

"Change is not necessarily a bad thing." Gadvi said, but Yalar's ridicule and disapproval were replaced.

"In this world, Xiu, you are the least qualified to teach me, accuse me, question me, and say these words to me." Yalar pressed his finger hard on Gadvi's chest, looking up at Gadwei who was more than half taller than him. Gadvi. "Do you know why?"

"I don't know." Gadvi did not slap Yalar's hand away, and Yalar's strength was as light as a feather against him.

"I hate you very much," Yalar said more than once, and Gadwei didn't feel anything at all, "because you are the most hypocritical person I have ever met. It's not that you are a hypocrite, but that you are so hypocritical."

"Your eyes are full of gentleness, compassion and pity, but nothing is reflected in the depths." Yalar's fingers crawled to Gadvi's eyes, gesticulating frivolously, but there was a little smile on his lips. Not frivolous words. "You have no such thing as gentleness, mercy and compassion."

Gadwei remained unmoved by Yalar's accusations. He didn't even raise an eyebrow and listened quietly to Yalar. It was a perfect expression of gentleness.

"What you hate most are these eyes," Yalar said with disgust at the Elf Emperor's unique and gentle eyes that were praised by the bards. "And your eyes may seem gentle, but you are really The most ruthless person, who seems to pity the common people, is just out of rational thinking. Your sense of right and wrong, your justice, and your compassion are based on judgment, not the source of your heart."

"People in the world will have good and evil, good and evil. It is the surrounding environment that affects their various concepts. When this concept takes shape, they will understand that this is evil, inappropriate, wrong, and right. I should be kind and merciful about this. There will be fluctuations in their hearts to let them react. They will be angry because of the killing, and they will be indignant because of the bullying. Such emotions will arise in their hearts because those concepts have become part of their feelings. Their judgment is based on their hearts." Yalar withdrew his hand, leaned against the door frame, and crossed his arms with his chest.

"And you made a judgment that conforms to the orthodox choice after analyzing the truth and understanding the unified concept of the secular world. Have you ever been angry from the bottom of your heart because of killing? Have you ever been angry because of humiliation? Who have I ever been angry at from my heart?”

Yalar was talking and Gadvi was listening, but when he heard this, Gadvi felt his heart making a thumping sound, like a hammer hitting the wall.

"You have never had sympathy for anyone or liked anyone from the bottom of your heart. Your good and evil, your pity, and your sense of right and wrong are actually just a standard recognized by everyone. You have no preferences of your own at all. There is no good or evil. In this life, you have been happy from the bottom of your heart, you have been deeply angry, and you have been unhappy and disgusted? What qualifications do you have for judging your own ideas?" Yalar sneered at Gadevi, and the look of pity in his eyes was so hurtful.

The wall collapsed, not in reality, but as if a wall collapsed in Gadwei's heart. Gadwei felt that Yalar's words were extremely violent, and he violently tore open the wall covered with moral and ethical concepts in his heart. , revealing his most profound qualities. Yes, it is true as Yalar said, he never pities, sympathizes, likes, hates or is angry with anyone from the bottom of his heart.

He is the righteous Elf Emperor, but in his heart he never felt that the evil god's actions were wrong. It was just because he was on the side of justice, so he had to make a judgment on the side of justice. When he was defined as evil, Then he will make evil judgments. Whether it is the main god, believers, or even enemies, they all think that he is gentle and compassionate, doting on the race he created, but in fact, this is not the case. Creation is just an application of power, and gentleness and compassion are just a reflection of his character. a definition. Even if someone slaughters all the elves, he actually doesn't feel anything in his heart.

No one has seen through him, including the main gods who are his friends. They have never seen through the heart wrapped in ethics and morality. In fact, the roots are colder than ice and snow. But Yalar saw through it, and when his cold heart was exposed, joy arose in his heart. In this world, it turns out that there is someone who can understand himself and see his true self, not the Elf Emperor, not the illusion of kindness and gentleness. It turns out that this person has always seen his true self.

Suddenly I understood why Yalar didn’t want to change himself to be liked by others and make friends, because it was not him. Why could he win the likes of others and make friends if he couldn’t accept it? My true self, why should I be with you?

At the moment when the wall shattered, at the moment when joy was born, Gadvi looked at Yalar with a different look, and his heart was beating for Yalar, for the only person who could see his true self.

"You asked me if I feel happy hurting others, making them look ugly, tearing their wounds, and trampling on their dignity and pride. I answer you, I feel happy because I crush their strength, attack their dignity, and watch them face me. Angry eyes, I feel very happy. Why do I do this? Of course it’s because I want to do it.” Yalar smiled with a smile on his face, vicious and arrogant, “I envy their strength, hate their dignity, and can’t stand it. I don’t like their talents because they are different from me, because they are better than me. I am just obsessed with revenge, willful, cruel, and unreasonable. I will never deny it. Do you think I will hate myself because of this? You are wrong, I know exactly what kind of person I am." He lowered his folded hands and looked straight at Gadwei.

"I live here, exist here, according to my own will, hate when I want to hate, like when I want to like, jealous when I want to be jealous, I never hide what I think in my heart, I live truly. I like myself like this, In this world, no one will love me like this, so I will love myself. If you want to teach me, you must first establish your own concepts." He looked at Gadevi proudly, then turned around, closed the door, and found a glass of water. Drink, I talked a lot today and my mouth is so thirsty.

Gadvi, who was outside the door, stayed in place, looking at the closed door, without moving for a long time. Only he himself knows the intense fluctuations in his heart. He understood why he fell in love with Yalar, because at this moment, he tasted what heartbeat felt like. The heart beating in his chest was so violent, and the excitement spreading throughout his body made people tremble. It was love. Something came so suddenly and so violently.

He will fall in love with Yalar because Yalar lives so truly, regardless of everything, living according to his heart, completely different from himself, without disguise, without barriers, completely exposing his bad heart, even if it is The evil gods all use a fig leaf to show that they still have a good side, but he does not face the world openly. Whether he hates or hates him, he does not mind and does not need it. He does not live for the world, so My self is so dazzling. It was so dazzling that it made his heart flutter. Beauty "xinwu" WeChat account to see more beautiful things

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