Siheyuan: My name is Cao Xing, and I have a strong background

What does a person’s expression of despair look like?

Yu Haitang's performance of this despair was vivid and vivid at this moment.

Her originally lively eyes now revealed a deep despair like the abyss.

The light seemed to be shrouded in endless darkness, containing a sense of utter hopelessness.

It was as if all the light and warmth in the world had left her, leaving only endless helplessness spreading in her heart. The fragility and confusion revealed in her eyes made people feel pity at first sight.

Her body was trembling slightly, and her posture was like a thin leaf blown by the cold wind in late autumn, so fragile.

It seemed as if he would be ruthlessly swallowed up by the surging torrent of despair in the next moment.

Every slight tremor was like the collapsing defense deep in her heart struggling to resist the overwhelming despair.

Yu Haitang hid tightly in the thick quilt, as if the soft fabric could shield her from everything in the outside world and temporarily keep her away from the reality that made her so painful.

She didn't even dare to look at a ray of sunlight, because in her opinion, the dazzling light would only highlight her despair and loss at the moment.

All she could think about now was how to escape from this place full of painful memories as soon as possible.

That desire was like a raging fire burning in her heart. She wished that everyone would forget her existence immediately, as if only in this way could she find a chance to breathe from this endless despair.

However, in this era, where can she escape to?

Call the police?

She thought bitterly in her heart, that person dared to take people's lives so easily, what effect would it have if she called the police?

Perhaps in this dark world, she was doomed to have nowhere to escape, and could only let the despair entangle her heart like a poisonous snake, eroding her last bit of strength bit by bit...

Yu Haitang couldn't even breathe. The thought that everyone outside had a copy of her nude photos made her feel unprecedentedly terrified.

This was even stronger than the fear she had for survival that day.

Boom!

There was a sound of knocking on the door.

What followed was the scolding from Yu's father and mother.

"Yu Haitang! Come out! Explain yourself to me!"

When she heard her parents' voices, she not only did not feel warm, but also felt a tremor.

She simply didn't open the door, but wrapped herself in the quilt and covered her ears with her hands, as if she would not face reality if she couldn't hear any sound.

She wanted to force herself to believe that this was a dream, this was not reality, but everything around her was so real.

Maybe the father and mother outside were tired of scolding, so the sound finally stopped.

But Yu's mother cried out urgently.

"Old Yu, Old Yu, don't scare me! Wake up!"

Then I heard Yu's mother banging on the door.

"Haitang, your dad has fainted, come out and help me carry him to the hospital!"

But Yu Haitang still ignored it.

In her mind, this was a trap set by her parents, just to make her open the door and abuse her endlessly.

But obviously she guessed wrong. Soon, the cry of Yu's mother was heard, and she frantically begged someone in the yard to send Yu's father to the hospital.

Yu's father and mother are quite popular in the hospital. Even though the matter of their two daughters has spread, there are still people who come to help.

Yu Haitang was completely confused and didn't care about her father's safety at all.

At this moment, she had only one strong wish in her heart, that all this was just an absurd dream.

As long as you can fall asleep peacefully, when you wake up, all the chaos and anxiety will return to normal and life will return to normal.

However, time did not stop because of her expectations, and just like that, two long days passed quietly.

During these two days, she seemed to be under a spell and did not eat a single grain of rice. Even though she was already starving, she had no desire to eat at all.

At the same time, she couldn't fall asleep. Her eyes were always wide open, with no sign of sleep.

He kept mumbling words that others could not hear clearly, as if he was telling fate about his helplessness and pain.

She looks several times more miserable now than He Yushui did when she was in school.

In just two days, she lost weight rapidly, and her originally pretty face became even more haggard.

That half of the face seemed to be slightly crooked due to long-term tension and anxiety, and had lost its former luster.

At this moment, she looked far from her normal state. Her mind seemed to be shrouded in an invisible fog and she could not hear any sound from the outside world.

The whole world seemed to have fallen into dead silence, and she was left alone in this quiet corner, silently enduring her inner torment.

This state is just like being possessed by evil spirits.

Her lifeless eyes seemed to have lost all their light and were scattered without focus.

Slowly, she pushed open the door indifferently.

This was the first time she had come out in the past two days.

As the door opens, a plain scene comes into view like a painting. The plain tones seem to have been deliberately rendered, permeating the entire space.

Almost every corner of Yu's house, except the room where she lived, was covered with white curtains.

Those white cloths are like messengers of sadness, hanging quietly, as if telling the heavy sorrow that this family is carrying at the moment.

And lying flat in the middle of this plain white was the body of Yu's father.

He lay there quietly, his face peaceful yet revealing an indescribable expression.

Outside the house, people poured in one after another. Holding incense and candles in their hands, they walked into the house with solemn expressions and went to Yu's father's spirit one by one to burn incense and paper.

Yu's mother knelt beside him, her body trembling slightly.

She seemed to be crying, but Yu Haitang seemed unable to hear any sounds around her.

Yu Haitang just stood at the door indifferently, watching everything calmly.

It was as if cotton was stuffed in her ears, as if everything that was happening in this family had nothing to do with her.

Her heart seemed to be frozen, without any ripples, she just watched the scene in front of her silently.

It's like being a bystander, watching other people's joys and sorrows while staying out of it.

However, her arrival startled the people around her, and they were all shocked to see her distorted face.

Is Yu Haitang possessed by some evil spirit?

Yu's mother stepped forward and grabbed Yu Haitang to ask him all kinds of questions, but Yu Haitang had no expression on his face, as if he was dead.

Still a bit noisy!

How to do?

When Yu Haitang saw the scissors on the table, he suddenly grinned and walked towards the table.

Everyone was frightened by her smile. She smiled with a crooked face, and with her disheveled hair, she looked so scary.

When everyone didn't understand what Yu Haitang was going to do, she suddenly grabbed the scissors on the table and stabbed herself in the head...

puff...