Super God: Give the Demon Queen Trouble Every Day
Chapter 32 The Fourth Great War between Heaven and Demon (1)
Kaisha slowly stepped into the confinement room where Shi Bing was. The light stretched out under her feet, reflecting her majestic and gentle figure as the king of gods and the king of angels.
The room was quiet, with only Shi Bing's gentle breathing and occasional sobs breaking the silence.
She stood there, her eyes soft and deep, quietly watching Shi Bing, who was curled up on the bed, as if trying to hide himself completely.
He Xi's words echoed in her mind like a melodious yet slightly heavy melody, making her mood complicated.
As a leader, she is aware of the responsibilities and burdens she shoulders, and every decision must be carefully considered and not made based solely on personal emotions.
She empathized with He Xi's disappointment, but standing in a higher position, she had to weigh the pros and cons and take the overall situation into consideration.
She can't always do what He Xi wants.
Standing in front of the barrier, Kaisa felt that Shi Bing looked like a little animal licking its wounds alone after being injured.
Looking at Shi Bing's thin figure, Kaisha's heart couldn't help but soften.
Shi Bing is obviously not that old, how could he not make mistakes?
Lal's death was undoubtedly a heavy blow to her, making her feel unprecedented helplessness and self-blame.
She remembered that she had such moments when she was young. Faced with setbacks and failures, the feeling of powerlessness almost swallowed her up.
But if Ning brought it up in the Angel Hall, it would have made it difficult for Kesha to step down.
It wasn't just Ruoning who was targeting Shi Bing. Even Keisha felt that what He Xi had said before made sense.
Ruoning, the personal guard who had followed him for more than 10,000 years, had ambitions for power.
Keisha opened the shield of the confinement room and entered.
"Bing'er." Kesha called softly, her voice full of maternal care and tenderness.
She slowly walked to the bed and sat down, trying her best to keep her breathing steady so as not to bring more pressure to Shi Bing.
"Lal is dead..." Shi Bing's voice was as thin as a mosquito, but it was filled with endless sadness and self-blame.
Her tears slid down silently, dripping onto the bed sheets, leaving faint tear marks.
"Well, I know everything." Kaisha gently stroked Shi Bing's back, as if comforting a wounded child, "But saying this now can't change anything."
Keisha knows, Keisha knows.
But saying this now would do nothing but increase Shi Bing's self-blame.
"Lal died to save you. Her bravery and sacrifice deserve to be remembered by all of us."
"And you don't need to blame yourself too much. In this world, no one is perfect. We all make mistakes and experience failure and pain."
"But it is these experiences that make us stronger and more mature."
Shi Bing looked up at Kesha, tears glistening in his eyes, but also revealing a hint of confusion and longing.
"But... I can't save her... Am I so useless..." Her voice was full of self-doubt and denial.
She still remembers the longing look in Lal's eyes as he looked up at the sky before he died.
It is a deep desire, an endless yearning to fly freely and soar into the sky.
However, fate ruthlessly pulled her back to the ground from the sky.
Obviously, Lar longs for the sky and wants to be able to soar in the sky.
I have dreamed countless times of being able to fly freely among the blue sky and white clouds, feeling the whistling of the wind and the caress of the clouds.
But now, this beautiful wish can no longer be realized.
Whenever he thought of this, Shi Bing's heart ached as if it were being cut by a knife.
She could not forget the moment when Lal fell down, his eyes still looking towards the sky, full of unwillingness and regret.
She could not forgive herself even more because it was her incompetence that led to Lal's sacrifice.
This self-blame was like an invisible mountain, pressing down on her heart, making it almost impossible for her to breathe.
And all this was because of her, because of her choice, Lal left the sky forever.
She could not forgive herself and her heart was filled with endless self-blame and regret.
Looking at Shi Bing's furrowed brows and tears in his eyes, he felt mixed emotions.
She understood Shi Bing's pain and self-blame, but she knew more clearly that time would not stop because of anyone's sadness.
You can't keep drowning in self-blame for a long time.
Life must go on, we must look forward and strive to find new hope and meaning.
So she gently stroked Shi Bing's soft hair, her movements full of tenderness and soothing.
"No, you are not useless." Kaisha shook her head firmly, "Lal's sacrifice was not due to your incompetence."
"On the contrary, she died to protect you, because she believed in you and believed that you would become a better angel warrior."
Shi Bing sat up slowly and looked at Kesha with empty eyes, tears welling up in his eyes as if they would burst out at any time.
"It's all my fault..." Shi Bing said while choking, his voice full of despair and self-blame, "If I were stronger, if I could command them better, maybe... maybe the result wouldn't be like this."
She felt extremely remorseful and guilty, and put all the blame on herself.
She felt that except for herself, all the other angels in the angel team she led had died, and it was all her fault.
Her thoughts were sunk into deep self-blame, unable to extricate herself.
She even began to doubt her own worth, wondering if she was really a "disaster star" who brought misfortune to those around her, as Morgana said.
Such thoughts made her feel even more painful and helpless, as if the whole world was against her.
However, deep down, Shi Bing didn't want this to happen.
She longs to protect every team member and keep them safe, but reality often goes against good wishes.
However, just when she needed comfort the most, Keisha gently held her in her arms.
He understood Shi Bing's pain and self-blame at the moment, and knew that she needed time to recover from her emotional trauma.
Kaisha gently patted Shi Bing's back and comforted her with her warm and firm voice: "Bing'er, don't think like that. War is cruel and it never changes according to personal will."
"Laer must be hoping that you can carry on with her hopes and dreams, and fly in the sky she once longed for."
"And you will definitely become the angel flying freely in the sky."
Shi Bing's thoughts drifted back to the time she spent with Lal, especially the scene before Lal's sacrifice. His determined eyes and unhesitating actions were deeply imprinted in her heart.
She wasn't sure what Lal was thinking at that moment, but one thing was certain - Lal sacrificed himself to save her.
Thinking of this, Shi Bing felt extremely guilty and self-blame. Lal paid the price of his life for her. If she chose to give up on herself now, then Lal's sacrifice would become meaningless.
Shi Bing decided to do as Keisha said, to carry on Lal's hopes and dreams and continue to fight against the evil forces, never giving up until the last moment of his life.
She snuggled tightly in Kesha's arms, holding Kesha's bright red cloak tightly in her hands, as if this could give her more strength and courage.
Tears slid down his cheeks, but Shi Bing did not wipe them away, but let them flow.
"mom...…"
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