Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

What will my future be like?

I can't answer this time.

After all, the future seems to be covered with a different veil.

Will the future be bright?

I do not know.

Will the future be painful?

I don’t know either.

But that's it,

That's what life is all about.

Everything is unknown.

Everything is changing.

Another boring little poem. Life is like this. Once you have experienced a lot of sorrow, you will like to write poetry.

I wrote a few more poems out of boredom, but received no response, just like my life, no one ever responded to me...

"I'm so sad... I don't know why, but the sadness in my heart feels like it's about to overflow, and I feel like I can't breathe..." He muttered to himself, holding the quilt tightly with both hands. The warm quilt made him feel more at ease.

"Don't cry..." The other person's words made me feel much better, "Forget it, just cry, it will make me feel better..."

Often, what I seek is not a solution, but a place to vent my emotions... When I am willing to tell the story, I have already thought of a solution, but I have not chosen to solve the problem for the time being. I have many ways to go all out...

But every time this happens, I always think about other people's reasons. If I do this, will it ruin the life of an innocent person?

Because of this, even death depends on other people's opinions... This kind of life is really endless sadness and pain~

But it was quite comfortable this way? Was I awakened? What strange attribute? I felt indescribably happy despite being in so much pain.

"I don't know why, it's so painful, yet so comfortable..."

He spoke softly while biting his own hand. The bites on his hand were very deep, so his gloves were taken off. After all, it would be uncomfortable to sleep if he wore too many things.

"Pain and happiness complement each other..." Her tears were gently wiped away, and she did not miss the other person's slight sigh.

"My life is like this..." In a tone that is too ordinary, it feels like I have vaguely returned to my previous life, but was my previous life real? Was the suffering in my previous life real? Was the pain in my previous life real? Was the sadness in my previous life real?

I don't know, I just know that I feel very uncomfortable now... I finally escaped from that abyss, I finally was able to face life again, why? Why did you do this to me when I mustered up the courage to face life? !

My mind is becoming clearer and clearer. To be more precise, it is because of the infusion of knowledge that my illness is becoming more and more painful...

Pain does make people more awake...

"Oh, don't you think the scenery is beautiful today? If you can stay with me, we can go for a walk together, okay? Although my health is not that good, it should be only temporary. My pain tolerance will become stronger and stronger!" The human body's adaptability is really ridiculously strong, and one's own adaptability seems to be even better. No matter how desperate the illness or how unspeakable the pain is, it will gradually disappear with the passage of time.

"I'm going to sleep..." It's not even noon yet, is it? Okay, okay, why does the other person always need to rest?

Sitting by the window and looking at the scenery outside, the scenery outside my window is always the same, unchanging. Alas, it’s not a detached villa, so I can’t see... Do I have enough money?

He took out the book he used to keep accounts, which was filled with densely written things. He then calculated a few more accounts and finally put a check mark on the back...

"If nothing unexpected happens, I have enough money. I can't buy a house in the suburbs for now, but it's enough to buy land. It's better to build the house myself. Well, I think I need to find professional workers to build it..." Suddenly, I was caught up in another thing. Well, I am just weird like this.

"If I need to build a house, I can find someone who specializes in house design. It doesn't need to be too gorgeous, but it won't be too uncomfortable either. I'll think about what it should look like..." I'm always like this, because suddenly, a thought will change my mentality. Well, this kind of life makes people feel interesting.

This is the attitude towards life, whether happy or desperate, so what?

"If possible, I would rather live underground... I can use alchemical products to create false projections, making the underground as beautiful as the ground. Oh, no, no, no! This is too much..." Although I like living in the basement and feel safe, the underground is too damp and dark, and it is easy for water to seep in with the current ventilation conditions...

Professional matters should be done by professionals... I wrote a bunch of things for no apparent reason, and they all became waste paper, oh my...

Being too impulsive is not a good thing, right? With this in mind, I tidied my hair. I like playing with my hair, which makes me feel comfortable.

"Let me think about it. First of all, how much budget do I need... One hundred thousand Mora for a design draft... Is this price high or low? Then I need to buy land. Well, Mond now has more land than I imagined. If I want to buy one, I can buy one in the suburbs... I prefer a bigger one. After all, if the house is too small, it will not be comfortable to live in. I also need a flower field in front of my door to plant flowers, so I need a bigger place..."

"If nothing goes wrong, we'll need an area of ​​about 50x50..." 50x50, this area is big enough. The main reason we chose this area is because we need to create a large flower field on the periphery.

"As for the house, it's best to have two or three floors. Well, if it's two floors, it should be more spacious. Three floors are also OK, but three floors will be more troublesome, right? Climbing stairs is annoying..."

"How much budget do I have? Let me think about the money from the last order... plus these three orders, if nothing goes wrong, there will be follow-up cooperation, as well as the recent income..."

I added up the numbers on the paper and came up with a number that I couldn't believe... I calculated it a few more times to make sure there was no mistake...

This number? I couldn’t make that much money in my previous life! Sure enough, in the other world, although life is hard, you can earn a lot…