Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

"It seems that we don't know that much about humans..."

Looking at the blood moon, I felt a little breathless. Endless darkness seemed to be enveloping me, but the gods showed me the way forward.

“It’s amazing how your body absorbs this knowledge…”

"I haven't gone crazy yet. On the contrary, I feel that my body seems to be better... I mean, after completely absorbing it... I told you that my curse made my body worse, but my mind is abnormally excited?"

"You want your body to find a balance between the two, right?" The god thought, then spoke, "It's difficult, but not impossible."

"People are brainstorming... maybe my idea will be successful soon?"

"Unlike the first time we met, I feel like you're getting crazier and crazier... Humans' descriptions of madmen are becoming more and more similar to yours."

"I also realized this... I started to become unlike myself. Well, it was very confusing. Just like the beginning of my life, I was such a miserable person at the beginning, and I lived in such pain. I didn't want to escape, I just hated being powerless."

"You seem to have forgotten the way forward..."

"But I haven't forgotten my dream. I will continue to fulfill my ordinary and plain dream. I want to live a little longer now because I have someone I want to spend the rest of my life with... I have someone I can entrust my life to. I don't want him to feel sad because of my sudden departure."

"Love? Well, it's another kind of emotion."

"In my opinion, love is similar to family and friendship, and I can't choose between them, but fortunately no one forces me to choose between them... I can solve more taboo knowledge, and my body can still bear it."

"That way people will have fewer things to deal with. I know humans are always trying to be strong, so I won't ask too many questions, but I wish you peace..."

This time, the rejection reaction after the knowledge entered the body was not that strong. It seemed that because a part of it was reserved in advance, I was a little doubtful whether my body in the future would become a huge reactor?

"I feel like I'm about to fall into the abyss..."

"It's not like that. There's something wrong with your Sumeru terminal... You're about to break away from the dream... and return to another dream."

"Well, have a good night."

Using poison to fight poison is extremely damaging to the body, but I have no choice but to take this gamble.

In the darkness, there were endless sounds and endless pain. I seemed to be crying non-stop, and my tears fell to the ground. Everything was dark. It was really a nightmare...

She held her necklace tightly in her hand, and soon the necklace began to emit starlight, revealing a way forward. She stood up with all her might, and set foot on the path back to the light in the darkness.

Everything around me is my own memories, some are not so clear, some are extremely clear.

But it's all pain...endless pain. Many memories do not exist in memory, but still exist.

Those forbidden knowledge bring more memories, memories that do not belong to you.

Those remaining fragments of memory, like glass, kept cutting me. It was very difficult for me to even stand, but I was still trying to move forward. I couldn't stop, I couldn't stop, I couldn't stop!

"It hurts so much, I can't seem to finish it..." It seems like I can't finish this long road. How long have I walked? There shouldn't be a single night, otherwise I should have woken up. How long have I walked? It should have been hundreds of days and nights.

"Help me..."

Tears dripped onto the ground and I couldn't stop crying.

"Norine Laner!"

A strong light came, and everything around disappeared...

Sit on the soft grass, surrounded by beautiful trees and flowers, and cute little animals.

The animals came over and rubbed gently, and the flowers slipped from the palm of his hand, and the beauty remained in this moment.

"what happened?"

Lift your head, in the sun, as bright as the sun

I couldn't see the other person's face, but he stretched out his hand.

Don't be afraid, child.

The other party spoke, his voice as gentle as memory.

"I'm so tired..."

The other person straightened his hair, sat beside him, and hummed a boring song.

"who are you?"

It doesn’t matter. What’s important is not to be afraid. I will accompany you in all the decisions you make.

"I love you, and you love me too, right?"

Of course I love you, my child...

"I love you, please love me as much as I love you..."

The love of family is a harbor of happiness, the love of family is a home...

The butterfly landed on his fingertips and he lay on the bed.

The pain has eased a lot, and my body has gradually returned to normal. Looking in the mirror, I can see that the curse is still there, but now I can feel that the speed of erosion seems to have stopped.

There is forbidden knowledge in my mind, which keeps interfering, but it doesn’t matter. I have already started trying to adapt.

"If nothing unexpected happens, the first step of my experiment will be successful..."

What a madman, using his own body as a bet on a possible future.

For someone who wants to hold even death tightly in his hands, I will not allow myself to die miserably like this!

I went down barefoot and opened the curtains, then sat on the bed for a long time. After a long, long time, the sun shone on my body and I felt much warmer. Only then did I finally breathe, as if I was alive again.

His mind was adapting to the erosion of forbidden knowledge, and his body was enduring the interference of the curse. His body was more painful and stronger than he had imagined.

"Earth veins..." Looking at his wrist, he had once dug out a small piece of skin there for an experiment, but it has now healed as before.

Then his attention turned to his fingertips, which were originally covered with wounds but were now flawless.

What if I just need the ley lines to hide my pain?

I did it as soon as I said it, but not now. I was very hungry, extremely hungry. This feeling of hunger felt like I would vomit if I didn't eat something.

I drank the glass of cold water by the bed, and then vomited it out quickly. It was so disgusting...

The child also woke up. He woke up very early today. Seeing that I was fine, he happily came over to hug me. Then I gently rubbed his head until I could see that he looked unhappy.

"elder sister?!"

"It's okay..." He shook his head to make sure he was okay, "Can you pour me a glass of hot juice? I feel a little dizzy..."

A glass of juice was brought to me, and I drank it all. It was hotter than I thought... Hmm, so uncomfortable...