Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

The wind is stronger than expected. Maybe the dear wind god is in a bad mood today?

Today's windmill chrysanthemums are spinning very fast, like a windmill. I am worried that they might sprain their tendons.

I was very worried, after all, the broken chrysanthemums could not be sold at a good price...

Such windmill chrysanthemums will eventually be used to make potions...

Somehow, I feel like there is a void in my heart. My heart always feels empty. Why?

There is no beauty that should exist, just like how disgusting this world was at the beginning... Why would I think this way?!

My view of the world began to change gradually, and I clearly realized that I was probably corrupted by some strange ideas.

Is it because of one's own nature or because of the so-called forbidden knowledge?

I rubbed my head and tried my best to keep a normal state of mind. I had to be quieter, gentler, and not do this...

Looking at my face in the mirror…it’s not perfect. After the last customer leaves the store, I take off my mask.

The scar was shrunk to a small corner, but once I lifted my bangs, I could see it clearly. It was really disgusting, and even I didn’t want to look at the lines any more…

Why did I have to go through this and not someone else?! Why did I have to go through this when I did nothing wrong?! Why did I try my best to be kind to others and even risk my life to help others, but in return I only end up suffering for a long time?

I bit my hand hard, forcing myself to drive the thought out of my mind...

Indeed, I feel that the world is unfair, but this is not the right emotion. In other words, it is just an idea and has never been expressed!

The world has never been fair. It's normal that I have to work harder to survive, but when did you start acting like this?

Looking at yourself in the mirror, you try to calm yourself down. Do you still remember the vow you made? It was the first time you made a wish when you were a child, wishing to live a happy and beautiful life.

You've known since childhood that the world is unfair, right? Why can't you bear it now? You've arrived in a better place, you have true friends, a wonderful lover, and a child who is willing to accompany you and loves you unconditionally...

The love you longed for has been responded to, your soul that had nowhere to go has found a home, and someone is finally able to listen to your words in peace... That's enough, right?

Your soul has never been as satisfied as it is now. Your soul enjoys the feeling of being loved, the feeling of love being responded to, and the beauty. When did you start to get tired of all this? You have never studied it. Don't ruin your already beautiful life because of impulse. Don't ruin your hard-earned life because of impulse...

I comforted myself and felt much better after it was over. The restless self inside me also calmed down.

I know you want to help me, and you feel angry about my life, but we are human, and humans have the power to control our emotions, not be controlled by them...

The appearance of myself in the mirror seems to have changed. I am smiling now, but the self in the mirror is frowning.

You shouldn't have to go through this...

I know, but I have experienced these things, so I can have more sincere emotions... I know what you think, you are angry for me, you hate this disgusting world, but this is different, I have a good life now, I have a future, you don't need to be angry for me anymore, you can finally rest in peace...

In my previous life, my mental state was very bad. Later, I was always angry and I was controlled by my emotions instead of trying to control them. I let myself get worse and worse in the dark, and then I was completely rotten...

In order to protect himself, the other party appeared. It was not a split personality, but just a hope for a spiritual sustenance, which was the meaning he set at the beginning...

A world created to escape... I am living a good life, thank you, thank you for giving me the freedom to choose...

There is hope in tragedy. Initially, the purpose of creating the character was to gain recognition and praise from others, but later it evolved into a spiritual sustenance.

Because I know you will always be with me, you are my creation! You belong to me completely...

A life that is completely created by oneself, how wonderful...

I have given you a perfect life, a shabby life, a life of forgiveness, and only the joy of revenge. Were those lives beautiful? Maybe. Were those painful? Maybe.

That's it, a life filled with sorrow and pain is like a real life...

"I'm living a good life. You don't have to be the same as before!" He said to his past self, "You know, everything I've always longed for has been accomplished. I don't need to cover up everything with anger, and I don't need to end everything with despair. I just need to quietly feel this beauty and love..."

Congratulations... He said this with gritted teeth.

"I understand you. You don't need to congratulate me. You are jealous. I am jealous of other people's happiness, and so are you. Of course I understand your heart. You don't need to congratulate me, and I won't feel pity for you."

Thank you.

Compassion has always been something that the happy people show to the unfortunate, and it has always been something that the strong people show to the weak. No unfortunate person will pity a lucky person who is not living a good life, and no desperate person will pity others.

Someone once said something to me that I had forgotten, but now I remember it again...

"Don't be the one who is pitied, be the one who can show mercy to others..."

I really want to know who said this. After feeling much better, I looked at myself in the mirror again and touched the mirror with my hand, as if I wanted to pass on the warmth to a person who did not exist.

"Myself in the other world, don't be afraid, don't worry, I am still willing to accompany you..." He frowned slightly and looked at the other person seriously, "Face life, face a life that is rotten to the core, that kind of life is still life, that kind of living is still living, only by facing it can you change, and pain is the reason for change!"

The other person disappeared, quietly disappeared, and I felt like I was having a conversation with myself, making my heart pure again. The heart that was full of jealousy and despair was finally able to find its own peace.

I have been disguising my appearance all along. After all, I am not such a good person, am I?