Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Someone grabbed his hand.

Opening my eyes wide, I stared blankly... I couldn't see clearly...

Don't be afraid.

A bunch of flowers was picked from the wrist. What kind of flowers are those? What kind of flowers are on the wrist?

A piece of white petal was forcibly plucked off, and it felt like a piece of human flesh was being pulled off, and then the petal was put into my mouth.

Instead of chewing, I held it in my mouth. Everything in front of me began to slowly become normal. I closed my eyes.

The sound of something breaking made me open my eyes. Everything was normal. The wind had just blown away the cup I had placed on the table, breaking it into pieces of glass all over the floor...

He tilted his head and looked at his left hand. The bloody feeling didn't seem fake, but it wasn't at all.

Normal, too normal, is this a dream? A strange dream...

I thought it was a dream, but I found something bright red under my right fingernail...

I put the hand to my nose and smelled the smell of blood and rust...

I don't know why my gloves were lying on the ground. They were very tattered and must have been pulled off by force.

The Xumi terminal was also put on the ground. He slowly crawled over using his hands and feet. Just as he was about to mutter to himself, he found something pressing under his tongue.

Spit it out, it turned out to be a black petal...

Holding the petals in my hand, I feel a little disgusted. Why are they black?

After rinsing it with water and putting it in the bottle, it felt weird...

This thing cannot be used for the time being. The Xumi terminal was put back. Suddenly I realized that if I opened the window, a certain god would definitely be able to see it.

"Please, what I need now is Barbatos, please help me..." He didn't want to talk to Wendy, he wanted to talk to Barbatos, he wanted to talk to God.

"I saw it..." He transformed into a human form and stood in his small room, "What is that?"

"A disease unique to Xumi... I just saw it. What?"

"This abyss that even the wind cannot see..." He spoke after a long while, "It is terrifying, and my power is also uneasy because of it..."

"Some very difficult things have appeared... They can't harm Mondstadt for the time being."

"Don't worry, even though I'm the weakest god, I'm more than capable of protecting my people." I don't know if he was being modest or if it was indeed the case now.

"Here," he threw the wine he had bought at the bottom of the laboratory over to her, "This is my thank you gift from last time. Thank you..."

"As a friend, I have a piece of advice for you. Don't trust the Abyss, and don't overuse power that doesn't belong to you. Everything will backfire, and it's already started now."

"I understand, thank you."

The wind left, but did not take the bottle of wine with it. The bottle of wine was finally stuffed back to its original place.

It’s strange, so strange. In the beginning, I just wanted to live a good life. I was living a good life…

My experimental data was put back where it should be, and in the laboratory I thought of what I had obtained a long time ago.

Trembling, he found the sealed bottle of blood in the deepest part of the cupboard.

He took it in his hand, walked to where the petals were placed, took out the petals, and dipped a little bit of it on the petals.

The color of the petals began to change, turning into white, such a dazzling white...

"Just as I thought... You've seen all this a long time ago. Do you want to help me? Thank you, what should I call you?" There was no response, as if he was talking to himself, but he must have heard it.

"You heard me. Thank you very much for coming to help me. Are you my relative? You should be. Otherwise, why did you come to help me for so long for no reason? You should have helped me many times... When can we meet again?"

Still no response. I felt that I had hidden it very well, but I still put the thing away again.

"I'm currently investigating the soul. I'm wondering if a person's soul can change. I can't understand that part of the information. Can you help me?"

There was still no response, but I knew clearly that I was listening.

"Don't worry, I don't mean to do this... I mean my spirit is better than I thought. In other words, my soul is stronger than I thought, but it shouldn't be like that." After seeing all the materials describing the soul and his own experiment that he had only done once, "souls from different worlds, even if they come to this world, will become weaker due to the incompatibility of their bodies, instead of becoming stronger. Even if they are the same person in different worlds, their souls will at most remain the same because of their differences. No matter how similar the bodies are, the souls cannot become stronger."

"The only explanation and possibility is that my soul is much stronger than I thought..."

No need to know...close your eyes and have some sleep.

"I want to know the answer, not be tricked into taking a rest. This is the answer I deserve, not something that others can give me... When I'm qualified, can you talk to me?"

I hope that day never comes.

"why?"

It's better if you don't know.

"I hate self-righteous protection. You should have known this all along. I now feel that you are indeed my parent, but I can't remember it at all. It is likely that we are not related by blood, otherwise I wouldn't be so weak... After all, blood is also a medium for the transmission of power."

It's a relative.

"I roughly understand. Thank you for chatting with me for the first time."

Good night, kid, have a good sleep.

The voice gradually became fainter, and the last few words were already unclear.

"Good night. May your dreams be filled with beauty, too."

I walked back to my room and closed my eyes, but this time I couldn't fall asleep peacefully.

This time, after a long time of waking up, I greeted and chatted with the children as usual, and started to make potions as usual. The terminal turned red and I could not get in touch.

I vaguely knew that this time the problem would become serious.

(The forbidden knowledge came to Teyvat about 3000 years ago. At that time, although the forbidden knowledge was known by a few people, it could not cause real harm to the human body because it was passed down among the gods.)

(In fact, it should come from the Red King, who was eager for the power brought by forbidden knowledge, but accidentally caused the knowledge to spread to human wisdom.)

(In fact, theoretically speaking, the Xumi terminal was invented more than 1000 years ago in Teyvat, but there may have been a prototype of the terminal before. The current one is only available to scholars, and has fewer functions than the later ones. Everyone has query permissions.)

(At the beginning, forbidden knowledge is not enough to make people sick, but it will become more and more serious as time goes by. At the beginning, the gods and the protagonist talking about knowledge is the source of all evil, because the forbidden knowledge has begun to spread in the gods' dreams)

(God can create a huge dream, allowing everyone to live a wonderful life in the dream, but the dream will eventually wake up, and unknowingly, one's own dream will be polluted just like that book. Few people will remember the dream, so God may have talked to everyone, but a small number of people have been exposed to taboos without knowing it. This is one of the reasons for the spread of taboo knowledge)

(I added some of my own thoughts. After all, the knowledge was initially spread by the Red King, and the Grass God might not know much about these things at the beginning. The three gods were once friends, so it doesn't make sense for them to enjoy the power alone. They might have shared some of it, but were contaminated unknowingly.)