Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Once again, he returned to the hospital bed, but this time he didn't wake up for a long time.

It was a dream that I should have woken up from, but it was so real that it made me feel sick and nauseous.

It seems like it really happened. No, it should have happened.

When have I ever seen a video like that? When have I ever felt what it feels like to kill someone?

Although he knew he was dreaming, he couldn't wake up and kept repeating the first actions over and over again, until the last time when he wanted to kill himself with a knife.

I found a seed sprouting from the soil...

This seed cannot survive because this area is filled with gunpowder ash, which is fatal to plants and they will not grow.

If you don't help you will die.

So this time I moved over, dug up that small handful of soil, and watched the new life struggle to move out.

With every step he took, he sank deeper, but he did not stop. He kept walking. Blood spread from under his feet and tears flowed from his eyes, but the seeds in his hands still exuded vitality.

Only when the seeds are planted can it live, only when you leave here can it live, only when the war ends can it live...

This is true for seeds, and isn't it also true for humans?

It followed the flow of the water all the way to a place that had not been polluted. It buried the seeds in the soil again, poured some water on them, and walked into the river.

The river water was not enough to wash away the blood on his body, but the first step to atone for his sins was to stop sinning.

The river water washed away the blood and he walked deeper and deeper, and this time it seemed that he was going to drown.

By the time I was only up to my neck in the water, I could already feel the suffocation and the fabric of my clothes was pulling me down.

So close your eyes and go deeper, slowly submerging your neck, chin, mouth... and finally your nose.

I squatted in the water, bubbles kept coming out of my mouth, and the scenery around me could not be seen clearly, and I could not open my eyes.

Under my feet were washed clean stones and some human bones. Water poured into my ears and into everything. It is difficult for people to drown themselves, so at the last moment I relied on instinct to float to the surface.

I survived because I couldn't die cleanly.

Is it time to wake up?! I have had so many uncomfortable dreams. When will it really end?

This kind of immersive plot experience is really uncomfortable...

I was in a bad mood, that was inevitable. Who would be happy to be thanked by another person after killing him?!

I don't really want to kill anyone. We all suffer. We all have to go through suffering in life to leave...

But I did create suffering... I didn't have any subjective thoughts, but objectively it also caused these things...

Wait, why does this feel familiar?

It was as if I had done something similar before, but how could this be possible? How could this be possible? How could this… How could this be impossible?

Another voice forced itself into his consciousness. That voice was persuasive and gentle, and it could be heard that it was the voice of an adult woman.

"Haven't you already done this kind of thing?" In his consciousness, he fell to the ground, and someone held his face up. There was still nothing in front of him, but he could feel someone looking at him. "Haven't you already hurt many people unconsciously? My dear little Nuolinxi..."

"I don't remember you at all! I didn't... I didn't do any of these things!" As he said this, he began to feel a cramp in his heart. The pain in his chest made him unable to stand up straight, like a puppet being manipulated by others. "My... my name... my name..."

"How pitiful, No one sympathizes with Nuolinxi..." There was no trace of pity in her voice. Instead, she was smiling, as if this was a pleasant and comfortable action.

"Why is my name..."

"You are the only one with a name. Compared with others, you are already much luckier. Well, dear little Norinshi, it is normal to pay the price for your sins, right?"

The scene in front of me began to change constantly, and I came to a laboratory. I... no, my past self, was developing a medicine.

"It can relieve the patient's pain and quickly enter the anesthesia state without leaving any sequelae!" This is the evaluation of the bottle of medicine. "Just a small drop can be effective when taken orally, and it can also be atomized and inhaled, which also has a great effect. In this way, those who are afraid of anesthesia because of the possible negative effects of anesthesia can use it with confidence!"

Anesthetics do affect part of the brain, making it duller and more forgetful. Some of this is normal, while some is purely due to feudalism and superstition.

This way it won’t be too painful, isn’t that what you thought at that time?

My own medicine was used on the battlefield... High concentrations of anesthetics can make people unconscious instantly...

Even if it's just a little bit, it's put into a special spray to deal with those guys who need to be alive and can't be killed.

"…I didn't want to do this…I only did it because I wanted to help those people!"

When the user goes against the original intention of the creator, all suffering and sorrow are inevitable.

"Really? Then assume that what you said is correct..."

I could barely see the person in front of me. It was like a transparent soul, and its outline could barely be drawn.

You can see those deep purple eyes, which are slightly curved, as if they are smiling.

"Don't you think it's very interesting, my little one?" Having the same oral habit as me... This is really strange and hard to accept.

"Is this really how I was named? Does this really mean this?"

"Of course, otherwise why would I think you are such a poor thing? But you are so lucky to be able to live to that time..."

He fell to the ground exhausted, and the scene in front of him changed again. This time, he developed another kind of medicine.

"This drug can relieve pain. After injecting one bottle... the person will die within a minute. At the same time, a large amount of dopamine will be secreted, allowing the person to die comfortably... It can be used for euthanasia."

However, a small amount of this drug will not cause death, but it can secrete a large amount of dopamine, giving people pleasure...

There is no need to explain its uses, which is contrary to the purpose of my invention. The original intention was to allow those guys to recall the beauty of life before they died, but I never thought that this kind of beauty is what everyone who is alive wants.