An An has never been so happy as today. She happily played all the projects in the children's playground.

Looking at her happy expression, Song Mai also had a smile on his face.

Chu Yunxing was still holding An An's coat in his hand, sitting quietly beside Song Mai.

"How long has it been since you brought An An to the playground?"

The two of them chatted idly.

Song Mai pondered for a moment and sighed helplessly: "I haven't brought her here for a long time. She has been clamoring to come and play during this period, but I never have the time."

"Where is her father?"

When asking this question, Chu Yunxing felt very nervous.

Seeing that Song Mai looked thoughtful, he thought she didn't want to speak, so he tried to smooth things over.

"I don't mean to pry into your privacy."

Song Mai smiled and shook his head, looking nonchalant: "To be honest, I don't know who her father is either."

This sentence made Chu Yunxing's face look a little surprised and complicated.

At this moment, countless thoughts flashed through his mind.

He didn't want to think of the worst, but he couldn't help but speculate.

Song Mai found his hesitation funny. She fiddled with her hair gently and said, "What are you thinking about? Because I lost my memory, I don't remember her father."

Chu Yunxing heaved a sigh of relief, pondered for a moment, and whispered, "So that's it."

"I only heard about him from other people. He was violent and erratic, and his moods changed drastically. Maybe it's a good thing that I lost my memory of him."

Song Mai's tone was so flat, as if he was narrating someone else's story, which made Chu Yunxing not know how to respond for a moment.

"Do you really have no memory of him at all?"

Chu Yunxing still had some hope in his heart, wondering whether An An was his daughter.

"I don't remember. When I woke up, An An was about to give birth. Only Feng He was with me to help me through the difficult times." Song Mai lowered his head and sighed, "Luckily, he is here, otherwise I don't know what hard times we, mother and daughter, would have to go through."

"sorry."

Chu Yunxing's faint apology made Song Mai frown strangely, and he just felt funny.

"I have only just met you for a short time, why are you apologizing to me?"

Because I owe you. If I hadn't done that back then, you wouldn't be so miserable now.

But this sentence was just what Chu Yunxing thought in his mind, and he didn't have the courage to say it out loud.

He didn't know whether Song Mai could accept him again, and he didn't dare to gamble again.

According to the time point, An An is definitely not his child.

But he didn't want to believe that Song Mai was married, nor did he want to believe that she had given birth to someone else's child. As long as he didn't do a paternity test, he could always deceive himself.

"It's just a sigh."

Chu Yunxing subconsciously took out a cigarette, but suddenly realized that this behavior was inappropriate, and immediately put it back with a smile.

"This thing is not good for your health." Song Mai said with a smile, but took the cigarette from her hand.

She lit it up and put it in her mouth as if no one was around.

The smooth movements made Chu Yunxing's surprised expression appear in the smoke.

"How come you..."

"I'm sorry for ruining the image I have in your mind." Song Mai looked at the pain in his eyes, "Over the years, I have been struggling alone with An An, and it is inevitable that I will encounter many setbacks."

"Everything is slowly getting better."

Chu Yunxing snatched the cigarette from her hand and put it in his mouth as if no one was around.

"This kind of thing is not good for your health." He repeated what Song Mai had just said.

The two smiled at each other, and saw the helplessness and tacit understanding in each other's eyes.

An An played around for a while and ran to Song Mai, sweating profusely.

"Mom, there is a carousel over there, let's go and play together."

Without saying a word, she pulled Song Mai towards the carousel, but suddenly realized that she had forgotten someone and turned around again.

One hand held Song Mai, the other hand held Chu Yunxing.

At this moment, they looked like a real family of three.

Chu Yunxing enjoyed this moment of comfort very much, as it seemed to make him forget the rift between himself and Song Mai.

A grown man, riding on a carousel for the first time.

Looking at the smiling mother and daughter, he also showed a rare smile on his face.

The carousel turned gently, and Song Mai's flowing hair flew everywhere.

The liveliness on her face is still as strong as ever, surpassing any other beauties in the world.

But laughter is bound to be short-lived. The carousel stopped and An An walked down with a reluctant look on his face.

After a day of fun, her face inevitably showed a bit of fatigue.

Before I had the chance to share today's joy, I fell asleep in Song Mai's arms in the car.

Song Mai gently stroked her hair and whispered, "Thank you, An An is really happy today."

"Why thank you?"

"An An has always longed to have a father, which is something I couldn't give her. Your appearance today finally made her dream come true."

Chu Yunxing pondered for a moment and said something that made no sense.

"If you want, I can always be her father..."

The last five words were not spoken.

He suddenly realized that he had no identity or excuse at all, and even a small joke was too offensive.

Song Mai was still waiting for his next words, but saw Chu Yunxing smiled helplessly and shook his head: "I can still take her out to play in the future."

"Then I'd like to thank you in advance on behalf of An An."

It was getting dark outside, and Chu Yunxing slowed down unconsciously as he was about to reach Song Mai's home.

"How are you and Monsoon?"

"Same as before." Song Mai tilted his head, "Why do you suddenly ask this?"

"You have been together for a long time, haven't you ever thought about getting married?"

When Chu Yunxing said this, he couldn't stop feeling uneasy.

He wanted to test what Song Mai was thinking, but was also worried about hearing an answer that he didn't want to face.

"Maybe I've thought about it before."

This sentence made Chu Yunxing's face flash with surprise. He suppressed the smile on his face and asked again: "Why do you say that?"

"After returning home, I found that we were not as compatible as I had imagined. Maybe it was not fate, or maybe I was not ready."

The car stopped outside Song Mai's door, and Chu Yunxing watched reluctantly as Song Mai carried An An out of the car.

Even if you feel reluctant, you have to suppress your emotions in order to meet better next time.

After returning home, Song Mai received a call from Ji Fenghe.

"I told you about going home before. I happen to have time tomorrow. Would you like to come to my house for dinner?"

Song Mai looked down at the sleeping An An and suddenly remembered that she had always hoped that she could have a father.

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