Losing control before marriage, the abstinent president becomes a clingy person

Ye Jianan's words made Gu Jinchen silent for a long time. After a moment, she spoke again:

"I just don't want him to live with regrets for the rest of his life. Although he never mentioned it, I know that the more a person lacks something, the more he desires it. From what I have known about Ms. Luo Yan over the past two years, she is definitely not such a cruel person."

She loves children very much, and you can see it from the little things she does with Yoyo.

When she was coaxing Youyou, she would often inadvertently mention what Gu Qishen looked like when he was just born. She saw the unintentional smile on her lips, the light in her eyes, and the regret that she could not be with him and watch him grow up.

After being hurt by Gu Jinchen, she successfully forced herself to become a powerful woman. After retiring from the company, she lived alone on a private island in Fiji.

A person is beautiful alone.

Although she has a glamorous life that many people envy, no one knows the pain in her heart.

At first, she thought that by agreeing to Gu Jinchen's divorce, leaving Yongcheng and starting a new life, she would be able to move on and live a free and easy life without the constraints of marriage.

But what she never expected was that the man, Gu Jinchen, was like a poison planted in her body. Even if she sucked his marrow and peeled his bones, she could not get him out of her heart.

She also tried to get involved in another relationship, tried to move on and face a new life.

But it didn't work. She had tried countless times, but whenever she was with another man, Gu Jinchen's figure would appear unconsciously.

When chatting with her, she would feel melancholy and say that her life was regretful and miserable.

She had too many regrets. If she could live her life over again, she would never have any entanglement with Gu Jinchen, that cold-blooded man.

Unfortunately, fate played a trick on her, and Gu Jinchen was destined to be the calamity that she would never be able to escape from in her lifetime.

Gu Jinchen took a sip of tea and mentioned the past, with unsuppressible heartache in his eyes.

Ye Jianan couldn't understand. How could she see such emotions in his eyes?

In her impression, this man was a cold-blooded animal who was ruthless, cold-blooded and inhumane.

"I am sorry for them."

When Gu Jinchen said these words, Ye Jianan was shocked.

How could such words of repentance and self-blame come out of his mouth?

"Tell me, what happened back then?"

Ye Jianan clenched the ceramic tea set in his hand and looked at him.

Gu Jinchen looked into the distance, and the heart-wrenching pain made him frown slightly.

After a short silence, he slowly spoke:

"Back then, despite my father's objection, I refused to take over the position of the head of the Gu family and joined the army. Later, I established the Falcon Force. Under my leadership, the Falcon Force followed me in battles and participated in countless dangerous rescue operations. Because of this, my enemies were spread all over the country, and there were endless people who wanted to assassinate me.

Luo Yan and I were in a family marriage. I didn't have any feelings for her at first, but after a period of contact, I found that I had no aversion to her, and even gradually fell in love with her.

We had an unforgettable time together. At that time, I didn't even know about XK.

Later, during an operation, I successfully rescued the fourth leader of XK from terrorists, for which I was appreciated by him. After retiring from the Falcon Force, I went to Amazon and successfully took over XK, becoming the fifth-generation leader.

At that time, I didn’t realize that my special identity would bring such a huge disaster to Luo Yan and the entire Luo family. "

That night, the Luo family was burned down by a sudden fire. Luo Yan's parents and her two brothers were not spared and were burned to death.

This incident caused a sensation throughout Country D at the time, and the arsonist's whereabouts remain unknown to this day.

Gu Jinchen sighed slightly, was silent for a while, and continued: "Back then, my enemies were all over the world, and Luo Yan was undoubtedly the most powerful weapon that could be used to attack me in the eyes of my enemies. The fire at the Luo family burned down the entire Luo family's century-old foundation, as well as dozens of lives of the Luo family, including the servants."

"And the culprit of all this is me. It was me who caused her family to be torn apart and made her suffer the pain of losing her loved ones. At that time, Luo Yan was about to give birth. Under such a huge blow, after giving birth to Qi Shen, she became depressed and even suffered from selective amnesia."

"She was in a daze all day and forgot a lot of things. There was even a time when she almost forgot about me."

It took Ye Jianan a long while to recover from her shock. She didn't expect the truth to be so heartbreaking: "So because of self-blame, you forced her to abandon Gu Qishen and leave Yongcheng?"

Gu Jinchen shook his head. "No. I loved her very much at that time. Even though I knew that it was all because of me, I still couldn't bear to let her go. Especially after she had selective amnesia, she forgot some painful things, which was actually a good thing. She left because of another thing that happened later..."

"What's the matter?" she asked solemnly.

"Later, someone threatened her life. When I rescued her from her enemy, she was dying."

"It dawned on me then that if I kept her with me, I would kill her. I couldn't protect her."

"So, when Qi Shen was a little over two years old, I forced her to divorce and leave Yongcheng, and told her to never appear around us again. I used all kinds of means to make her hate and resent me, and completely give up on me. In the end, she agreed."

Ye Jianan narrowed his eyes, and there was a frost in his eyes: "Do you think forcing her to leave is the best arrangement for her? Just like forcing me to leave Gu Qishen, as long as I leave, Gu Qishen will be obedient and let you control me?"

"I admit that I had selfish motives in forcing you to leave. I wanted him to take over XK because XK represents supreme power. In my eyes, no one is more suitable for that position than Gu Qishen. I forced you to leave because I didn't want you to be used as a tool to attack Gu Qishen by someone with ulterior motives, like Luo Yan did back then."

Gu Jinchen calmed himself down and continued, "You can hate me or blame me. From my perspective, I must be a ruthless person."

Ye Jianan sneered: "So you always think that driving your loved one away from you is the best way to protect him or her?"

"Isn't it? What is more important than life?" Gu Jinchen asked back.

"Oh! You really are hopelessly paranoid!"