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In this way, more than two months passed. The people who had followed their father in Guicheng and eventually forced their father to take them and flee to Nanshi finally caught up here.

After some time, they finally found where they were hiding.

In order to protect them, their father had to take a huge risk to lead them away on a rainy night, but was eventually forced into a corner by several people.

Those people, in the name of the Mu family and Mu Qingcheng, said they wanted to kill all the young Xiaoqi and Xiaoming. This also caused their father, who originally had a glimmer of hope for their mother, to become completely desperate about their mother.

This is the origin of the misunderstanding between their father and her mother.

In the end, their father was stabbed with knives and was covered with wounds. Blood flowed from his body, slid down the ground with the rain, and then rushed into the sewer from the ground.

Just as they saw their father was about to be stabbed and hacked to death by these people, their cousin arrived at the critical moment.

A scene happened that surprised both Xiaoqi and Xiaoming.

The cousin who was always gentle and soft, looked naive and easy to bully, and who usually didn't even dare to kill a chicken, actually picked up a stone from the roadside and smashed it on the back of a man's head with a "clang", killing the man who was about to kill their father on the spot.

Seeing their accomplice being smashed to death, the other two people also stabbed their cousin with knives in a rage.

When their father saw that their cousin was in danger, he didn't care about the pain and bleeding in his body, and gritted his teeth to knock down one of them.

In the end, their cousin's shoulder was stabbed by one of the men with a dagger, and their father was also covered in wounds and bleeding profusely, and only one of them managed to die.

Another ran away after having three fingers chopped off.

Their cousin and father supported each other and walked a long way with their last breath. They took a taxi on the rainy night and went to the nearest hospital to bandage their wounds.

Because they were still in the dormitory and were still young, and also because they were afraid that those people would come back and retaliate, their father simply bandaged them, said goodbye to their cousin, and then took them away.

It turned out that their father's choice was correct.

Because Xiaoqi and Xiaoming saw that just after their father took them away, someone came back to catch them empty-handed.

I can’t imagine that if their father had hesitated for a moment, or listened to the doctor’s advice to take a rest, they would probably not be here today.

It was also because of this incident that they saw with their own eyes that their father was left with nowhere to go and had no choice but to call Mr. Mu and volunteer to become a cyborg on the condition of protecting his family and relatives and letting them survive.

Mr. Mu agreed and took their father and the young girls to an experimental base in the northern border as quickly as possible.

There, their father became a cyborg and one of the four ultimate combat weapons.

However, this process was not as simple as Xiaoqi and Xiaoming had imagined.

Xiaoqi and Xiaoming thought that since they had grown up so quickly, the pain they would have to go through would be very painful and uncomfortable.

But compared to the pain their father went through when he was being reformed, Xiao Qi and Xiao Ming realized that the pain they would have to go through when they grew up was just like breaking a hair...

Because of that kind of pain, just looking at it makes people feel despair and their bodies tremble.

If we say that the most painful thing a woman experiences in her life is giving birth, she will feel 57 units of pain.

It is equivalent to twenty broken bones.

If a man's testicles are broken, he will have to endure more than nine thousand units of pain!

During genetic modification, it is necessary to make a small hole in the genes blocked by the gene lock one by one, and then inject ancient viruses extracted from the deep ice layer of Antarctica or Far North.

Those ancient viruses have been modified, which eliminates most of the possibilities of being controlled by the virus and will not turn you into an insane beast.

But the pain endured is countless times more painful than directly being infected by the ancient virus!

Ancient viruses will forcibly open the genetic locks in order to achieve the purpose of gene development.

The pain that one has to endure is equivalent to every gene in the body having to endure pain that is ten times more painful than a broken egg!

Moreover, their father must stay awake. Once he faints from the pain, he will never have the chance to open his eyes again!

The whole process lasted for seventy-two hours. Xiaoqi and Xiaoming couldn’t imagine how their father managed to survive.

What kind of willpower allowed him to endure such pain and become a cyborg?

Moreover, even if they became cyborgs, their fathers were hailed as defective and failed products because of their limited genetic development, weak strength, and low potential.

……

"After going through so much pain and suffering, the result is only a defective and failed product..."

Looking at his father still lying in the huge petri dish, Xiao Ming felt a little sad.

Very sad and uncomfortable.

She had always thought that their father was the same as them, and that as long as he became a cyborg, he would become as powerful as them.

You can easily do whatever you want, escape from the cruel life, and in the instant of becoming a transformed person, you can become the powerful father in their memories.

But now it seems that they were wrong...

How wrong it is.

This is like a person who has worked hard for half his life, wasted half his life, paid an unknown price, but got a result that is not very satisfactory...

Xiaoqi also felt mixed emotions.

These experiences of their father constantly tore apart the strong and gentle image of their father in their memories.

But it allowed them to see another side of their father.

The real side.

……

Fortunately, although it was a failure, because a huge price had been paid, those people were reluctant to deal with their father like this.

In the end, Mr. Mu still retained the conditions proposed by their father and was willing to provide shelter to their father's family and relatives.

Their father, on the other hand, started to carry out cruel and inhumane training in order to stimulate their untapped potential.

At the same time, their father also has to take care of them while they are still in their infancy.

Although Mr. Mu arranged someone to take care of the young girls, their father was still worried.

It turns out that their father's worries and concerns are not unfounded.

Although Mr. Mu sent someone to take care of them, that person was not kind to them because they were so young. Not only did he not do his best, he also often left them hungry. He also did not change their trouser pockets when they ripped them, making them feel uncomfortable all day long.

Even if it is replaced occasionally, the person does not take good care of it and just throws it away casually, filling the already small room with smell.

Finally, one day their father suddenly came back and after seeing what had happened, he drove the man away and took care of them himself.

When he was driving that person away, he was obviously very angry and wanted to tear that person to pieces alive.

But in the end, he could only swallow his anger and send the man away politely.

No other reason.

It’s because that person was sent by Master Mu, and now he needs Master Mu’s protection.

He had nothing and was nobody, so even when facing a nanny sent by Mr. Mu, he could only be polite and not offend her.

Perhaps from that time on, their father understood something.

Some cruel but realistic truths.

……

Also because he cares about them, he has to take care of them and train them at the same time, which results in their father not being able to keep up with the training and his strength also falls behind.

So he was bullied by those cyborgs who were stronger than him.

Even when their father was bullied, he never said a word and never took up weapons to fight back like he did in elementary school.

He just silently continued the brutal training, took care of them, and was bullied.

Such a life undoubtedly puts enormous pressure on their fathers.

Their father lives every day as if he is carrying a mountain on his back.

I can't stand up straight because of the pressure of this mountain, and I can't breathe because of the pressure of this mountain.

And this mountain gets heavier every day.

But he couldn't get rid of this mountain that was almost crushing him.

Because only he carried this huge mountain on his back, so that the young girls could have milk to drink and food to eat, and their grandparents, aunts and cousins ​​could have living space.

But even though their fathers have tried so hard, sometimes they still don't have enough food to eat, no diapers to change, and no pants to wear.

These things can only be exchanged for their fathers by completing missions.

But at that time, their father was not very capable and he had to take care of them, so he couldn't do any high-paying and high-remuneration tasks at all.

He could only take the most basic money, and he lived frugally to buy milk powder and food for them.

Seeing them crying loudly because they couldn't eat enough, their father felt very sad.

While I was feeling extremely guilty, the mountain on my shoulders felt even heavier.

In addition, later on, their father not only had to participate in training, take care of them, and be bullied, but he also had to take on apprentices who were stronger and had higher potential than him, and teach him the most basic ways to master genetic energy, genetic abilities, and training.

That person was later known to them as Uncle Hao.

Under this pressure that was getting heavier day by day, their father, who was not even twenty years old, could no longer bear it after gritting his teeth and holding on for several months.

There is never any warning of collapse.

One day, their father dragged his bruised and battered body back to the room and looked at them sleeping soundly.

Looking at them, they have no diapers to change and can only wear a piece of cloth.

I looked at them again and saw that they had no milk powder left and could only drink rice porridge and flour paste, which had no nutrition at all. They were thin and small, and their faces looked a little pale.

Their father's eyes were empty and his bleeding face had no expression at all.

After watching for a while, Xiaoqi and Xiaoming saw that their father suddenly turned around numbly and closed all the windows.

Then he went to the kitchen, turned on the gas valve, and let the gas release without lighting the fire.

……

Qin Chuyu opened the gas valve without even looking at the rice jar which was empty of rice. With empty eyes, he dragged his bruised and painful body and walked back to his daughter numbly. He took one last look at his two sleeping daughters.

The young father, who was not even 20 years old, sat limply on the cold floor with his head resting on his daughter's bed.

He had been tortured to the point that he had no strength left, not even the strength to raise his hand to wipe away the tears flowing from his hollow eyes.

The brutal training, being bullied, the tremendous pressure of life and the huge mountains on his shoulders finally took away the boy who should have been able to freely explore the ocean of knowledge in the ivory tower-like university.

Or maybe he finally collapsed at an age when he should have been the most carefree, relaxed, and free, when he should have been enjoying the breeze, the bright moon, the swaying willows, and the flying birds and green grass.

A silent collapse without any warning is more painful than a heart-wrenching scream or a hoarse cry.

It also makes people feel more desperate.

"Xiao Qi, Xiao Ming, don't be my daughter in your next life..."

“I’m not a good father…”

"Dad is sorry..."

"If there really is an afterlife, Dad would rather be a dog for you, or work like a cow or a horse for you, than have you become my daughter again..."

"sorry Sorry……"

"It's all because of Dad's uselessness..."

"Sorry……"

Smelling the gas that was gradually seeping in from the kitchen, Qin Chuyu slowly closed his already exhausted eyes. In his heart, he felt pain and almost self-blame.

He understood that if he died, his two daughters would be left without protection with only two possible fates.

Or they could become cyborgs like him and be useful, then they might be able to survive.

Otherwise, the only option is death.

This world is so cruel.

You can only survive if you are valuable enough to be used.

If you are not worth being used, then you are worse off than a dog.

And it's a stray dog!

Because dogs, even stray dogs, have value.

But no matter which path you take, it will be extremely painful.

He didn't want his daughter to be tortured and experience a painful death after he died.

So he could only choose such an extreme method.

This way, at least you won't have to endure so much pain.

But doing so made him feel the most painful and uncomfortable.

……

Just as Qin Chuyu closed his eyes, blocked the genetic energy in his body, and quietly waited for death to come.

Confused and vaguely unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, Qin Chuyu seemed to hear a voice coming from his ear.

A voice that sounded childish, very childish, and even a little unclear:

"dad……"