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Qin Chuyu's childhood passed by so quickly.

He seemed to have a childhood.

But he didn't seem to have any childhood.

It is said that some people's childhood takes a lifetime to heal, while others' childhood heals themselves throughout their lifetime.

Qin Chuyu's childhood was like that of most ordinary people.

It seems like a combination of the two, but also like it has nothing to do with either.

He could not spend his entire life to heal his childhood which was neither good nor bad, neither happy nor particularly miserable.

He also couldn't use this boring childhood to heal his whole life.

Fortunately, his condition improved a little after he entered junior high school and puberty.

Perhaps Qin's father and mother knew how much harm they had inflicted on their son in the past, so when Qin Chuyu was in junior high school, they gave their eldest son a little more care.

Even if someone wanted to bully Qin Chuyu again, the old couple no longer blindly believed that it was Qin Chuyu's fault as they did before. They began to ask questions and stand on his side.

As an older sister, Qin Yao also began to care about her younger brother.

But Qin Chuyu never received that apology.

Even though they knew they were wrong in many things and started to make amends, they still did not properly apologize to their son.

It seems that, as a parent, it is very difficult to apologize to your children, even more difficult than for them to work and wander around outside.

……

It was not until they saw their fathers’ experiences that Xiaoqi and Xiaoming realized that not all parents in the world are like theirs. If they did something wrong, they would sincerely apologize to their children.

More than that, it is an idea that even if I am wrong, you should still think that I am right.

……

Soon after entering junior high school, Qin Chuyu met his white moonlight during his adolescence, the aunt Ye Yaer, whom Xiaoqi and Xiaoming had seen before and who had a blind date with his father.

The two have a very good relationship. They are not at the same table, but at the front and back tables. Qin Chuyu is at the back and Ye Yaer is at the front. They have a very good relationship.

Whenever Ye Yaer didn't understand something, she would ask Qin Chuyu, and Qin Chuyu would patiently explain it to her.

When Qin Chuyu's meal card ran out of money and he couldn't add more dishes, Ye Yaer would lend him money to top up his meal card, and she never took the initiative to ask him to pay it back.

Maybe Ye Yaer was not as good to Qin Chuyu as imagined, but it was true that she was the first person other than her relatives who was kind to Qin Chuyu and willing to take the initiative to approach him.

This may be why Ye Yaer was still his white moonlight during his adolescence.

People who are used to being alone and always lock themselves in their rooms will always regard the first ray of sunshine that shines into the room as a gift.

They are the first or second to arrive in the classroom every day, and almost the last two to leave.

The two of them always ranked first and second, and occasionally they would tie for first place.

The two of them often stay together, and basically when one of them meets, the other will be not far away.

Even if there is no need for a special and deliberate meeting, the trajectory of fate will always make these two people meet by chance in a wonderful place through a wonderful fate.

Although they were just friends on the surface, the unintentional playfulness and closeness between the two during adolescence might have already caused Qin Chuyu, who was often alone, to secretly develop feelings for them.

The two of them spent three years of junior high school together and were admitted to the same high school, the best high school in the city.

However, God seemed to like bullying him and didn't want him to have an easy time.

The last day of junior high school was also the first day in Qin Chuyu's life when he felt powerless.

On this day, after graduating, Qin Chuyu couldn't wait to tell his best cousin, with whom he had a close relationship, the good news after saying goodbye to Ye Yaer and going home. He also wanted to ask his cousin which high school she could get into, preferably the same high school as his.

They were not in the same junior high school. Although they had a good relationship, they did not live in the same town. Each town had its own elementary and junior high school. They needed to finish elementary school, junior high school, and go to high school before they had the opportunity to attend the same school.

Originally, based on Qin Chuyu's speculation about his cousin's academic performance, there was a high possibility that the two of them attended the same high school.

But when he asked, he got a bolt from the blue:

"I don't want to go to high school anymore. I'm going to work." My cousin said with red eyes and choked.

Qin Chuyu was stunned for a while before asking, "Why?"

"My family has no money. My father said he can't afford to send me to high school, and he wants me to do like my sister and go out to work after finishing junior high school." Yang Qianqi was very depressed and wanted to cry.

In other words, she had cried countless times and for who knows how long when she got the news.

Qin Chuyu was anxious: "But you have good grades! You can go to the best high school in my city, and you will definitely be able to get into a good university in the future! Why do you want to work so early?"

"No! I'm going to find my uncle and ask him to let you continue to study!"

Yang Qianqi held his hand, shook her head, and was about to cry. She sniffed her upturned little nose and said, "It's useless. My father has made up his mind, and my mother can't stop me."

"Besides, my family really needs money. My father is in poor health, my mother's salary is not high, and my brother also needs to go to school. The pressure is not small."

"never mind……"

When Yang Qianqi said the words "forget it", her tone was so bitter and helpless.

"no!"

"We can't just leave it like this!"

"No big deal, no big deal..."

Qin Chuyu said: "At worst, I can just go and work during the summer vacation! I'll pay for your schooling!"

Yang Qianqi looked at Qin Chuyu, who was extremely anxious and didn't want her to give up her studies. Yang Qianqi was stunned for a long time, and his appearance was reflected all over her big watery eyes.

In the end, Yang Qianqi rejected Qin Chuyu's proposal.

The reason is very simple. Even if she and he go to work together during the summer vacation, even if they live frugally in their daily lives, will it be enough to support her schooling?

You know, high school is no longer compulsory education, and the money invested is a huge sum for these two children who are not even sixteen years old.

Furthermore, perhaps Yang Qianqi herself was afraid that she would delay Qin Chuyu's development, and that he would spend so much time and effort to support her schooling that it might delay her development.

If another boy said he would pay for her schooling, not to mention Yang Qianqi, even Xiao Qi and Xiao Ming, who were just bystanders, would not sneer at him, but they would not believe a word of it.

But their fathers are different!

It's not that they are blindly partial to their father, it's true, they are not joking when they say this!

By now, Xiaoqi and Xiaoming have also discovered that their father never jokes about the promise made to their cousin!

They have no doubt at all that as long as their cousin nods, their father will really dare to work to support her schooling!

Just like their cousin wanted a dress and a necklace before.

She just mentioned it accidentally while chatting with others, and her father happened to hear it. So her father took advantage of the winter vacation to earn extra money by working part-time and helping others with their winter vacation homework. He not only bought her the skirt she had always wanted, but also gave her a few hundred yuan to buy snacks.

That dress didn't seem expensive now, and the necklace wasn't expensive either, the total cost was less than five hundred.

But for a junior high school student, especially them, five hundred yuan is equivalent to pocket money for half a semester!

You know, whether it was their father or their cousin, their weekly pocket money was definitely no more than 30 yuan when they were in junior high school.

Sometimes I even tried spending just a dozen or twenty bucks.

This was the pocket money of their generation. It was not like what they do now. As long as they were happy, they would buy it. As long as they wanted it, buying an amusement park was as easy as buying a model.

……

In the end, the two didn't even have the chance to spend the last summer vacation of their student days.

One of them is going to work during the summer vacation to earn part of his living expenses for high school.

One of them wanted to go to Guangzhou and work with his mother.

"Study hard. I'm not with you anymore. Take good care of yourself."

"When I make money, I will buy you a mobile phone and I will buy one too. This way, we can video chat when we are free."

"I will come back to see you when I have time, and then I will take you out to play, eat delicious food, and have fun!"

"Bye-Bye."

"Remember to take care of yourself!"

Qin Chuyu stood there in a daze for a long time, watching the bus carrying his younger cousin to Guangzhou gradually go away. Even his waving goodbye seemed so mechanical.

Perhaps at this moment, Qin Chuyu, who was not even sixteen years old, felt true powerlessness for the first time.

When I was most helpless, I met the person I wanted to protect the most.

He can't do anything and he can't achieve anything.

That day, Qin Chuyu sat on the big stone slab behind the house, with empty eyes and a dazed look, from morning to evening, and until nightfall.

It seemed as if he was waiting for the girl who sat here with him, made him happy, amused him, and was willing to share a piece of spicy strip with him to sit next to him again.

But he couldn't wait any longer.

Finally, after a dog suddenly barked in the village, Qin Chuyu leaned against the wall, suddenly hugged her knees, and sobbed softly.

He didn't dare cry too loudly because the girl who didn't mind his crying, who would coax him and comfort him was gone.

When he needed protection, the girl was by his side, gently caring for his seemingly strong but actually fragile heart.

But the girl needed protection, and he could do nothing.

Powerlessness, heartache, pain, regret, hatred for one's own powerlessness, the feeling of being unable to do anything and other emotions mixed together, tearing and shredding the heart of this boy who was less than sixteen years old.