I'm the heroine of a love game in a comic book

When the story of the youth comic finally came to an end, people had time to mourn the supporting characters who had sacrificed along the way.

Zenin Maki also realized that she hadn't seen Zenin Naoya for a long time.

No one expected that an ordinary person would burst out with such great power and use force to remove the real person. Maybe she is really the hidden heaven and curse, but no one knows.

That night, Zenin Naoya left the battlefield holding Tsukishiro Yukimi's body. All the major events that happened afterwards had nothing to do with him, and no one could find him. Until today, Zenin Naoya hopes that they will attend Tsukishiro Yukimi's funeral.

"I waited until you had sorted out all your troubles before coming here."

Zenin Naoya, dressed in black, stood at the entrance of the high school. Although Nanami-sensei politely asked him to sit in the office, he did not move his feet. His eyes rolled, and he was no different from before, except that he was much thinner.

"I originally wanted to bury Xuejian earlier, but when I thought about her being an orphan, it would be too pitiful if she was alone from the moment she came into the world to the moment she left."

"Since we all know each other, just give her a ride. Without Xuejian, it won't be that easy for you to win."

Zenin Maki inexplicably felt relieved by the familiar harsh words.

But at the funeral, Zenin Maki realized she was wrong.

Mayi went to the bathroom to adjust her kimono belt. She arrived there first and saw Zenin Naoya staring at the tablet in a daze.

"Tell me, is Xuejian living well without me? She was living happily on her own. I took the initiative to find her, otherwise she wouldn't have been involved in these things."

Zenin Maki knew that it was useless to say anything now, so she just knelt on the cushion beside him and lit a stick of incense.

But Zenin Naoya didn't think so. He repeated over and over again, "If it weren't for me, if it weren't for the Zenin family, if I had thought it through earlier and taken her away, she wouldn't have died."

"Maki, do you know that the last words Xuejian said to me were:

Naoya, is this how your world is? It's so hard."

She has been trying hard to integrate into my world and digest the malice that this world has brought to her. She was almost dying from the cursed spirit, but her first reaction was to feel sorry for me.

*

When Zenin Naoya carried Xuejian out of the underground and walked onto the battlefield where fighting was fierce, he secretly wondered why no one had attacked me by surprise yet, piercing me from the back, so that I wouldn't have to worry about what to do without Xuejian.

He approached Yuecheng Xuejian in order to prolong his life, but now he hopes that someone will kill him.

That night, Zenin Naoya carried Tsukishiro Yukimi back to her apartment.

Put the jasmine flowers in a vase, pour some water on them, and adjust the angle so they look nice.

He put Xuejian on the bed and was stunned for a long time before he remembered that someone had taught him that if the girl fell asleep first, the man had to remove her makeup for her.

I filled a basin with water, picked out the most familiar one from a pile of bottles and jars, and wiped my entire body with a towel.

Before wiping it, the blood was all on Tsukishiro Yukimi's body, and Zenin Naoya only had some blood on his hands and chest.

After wiping, Xuejian lay clean in the bed, while Zenin Naoya was like a murderer.

There was so much blood. The sorcerer was used to seeing life and death, but Zenin Naoya was still scared.

I never thought she would bleed so much.

Especially the hole that went through the chest. Judging from the wound, it should have passed through the chest from the back, which was also Xuejian's fatal injury.

How strong must her physique and will be to allow her to see him?

But at that time Xuejian didn't know she was in Tokyo at all. Maybe she just wanted to tell the people getting off the bus that the danger was over.

So stupid.

The cell phone suddenly vibrated, and Zenin Naoya opened it and saw that it was a text message from Xuejian!

[Naoya, I'm going to do something big, it's similar to your job, I feel closer to you~

In fact, I am not sure whether it can be successful, but I heard from Jingzi (a friend I just met) that this guy is a bad guy. If you don’t get rid of him, it will have a great impact on you sorcerers. I am very worried about you...

That's it, with me helping you, it'll be easy! ]

The time of sending the letter was 9:03.

It seems that there was no signal in the "account". After I got home and connected to the Internet, the message was sent automatically.

A smile unconsciously appeared on Zenin Naoya's face, just like when he and Xuejian talked on the phone and sent text messages every day during the days when he was recuperating at home.

He could imagine how Yuecheng Xuejian usually looked when she typed these words.

Because I had to work overtime, I got on the subway after nine o'clock. Sometimes if it was late, I would wait for the next train. While waiting for the train, I would chat with him every minute. There were always countless topics to talk about during the period of passionate love.

Sometimes when he made her laugh, the black-haired, golden-eyed white-collar worker would cover her mouth and laugh quietly, her eyes filled with smiles. She ignored the looks of others and the crowded carriage, and continued typing quickly with her hands.

No, Zenin Naoya jumped up from his chair.

Isn’t this scene exactly the appearance of Xuejian in that “dream”?

So Xuejian in the dream was texting with him?

"Nine and three minutes."

After she sent the text message, she encountered the Curse Spirit.

So this is not an ordinary text message, this is the last words that Yukishiro Xuejian left for him.

"That's it, I understand."

On the day Xuejian died, Zenin Naoya suddenly understood what bad luck was.

Xuejian asked him what was the most important thing to him, and he answered life.

The "dream" told Zenin Naoya that he would be ambushed and killed, and he could only avoid the bad luck by making a girl named Tsukishiro Yukimi fall in love with him and willingly give her life.

As he wished, Yuecheng Xuejian was willing to fight for him with her life and fight against the special-grade curse spirit.

The misfortune that belonged to him was transferred to Xuejian.

Therefore, he will not die, will not be assassinated by anyone, and he can sit back and relax as the head of his Zen temple.

He accomplished his original purpose, tricking a woman into falling in love with him and then dying for him.

But why is he not happy at all?

*

This belated text message took away Zenin Naoya's forced calmness tonight.

Zenin Naoya discovered that he had never said "I love you" to Tsukishiro Yukie.

I said I liked you when I was infatuated with you, and I also said I liked you at other times. I was satisfied with your appearance and behavior, but I didn't love you.

Xuejian said that "love" is unconditional and is an emotion that cannot be suppressed regardless of the identities of both parties, even if they have opposing positions.

And perhaps in his subconscious, his love for Yukimi Tsukishiro has always been conditional.

He liked her youth and beauty, her sharp tongue, her proud and unyielding attitude, liked the fact that through her she could touch a life that was completely different from his own, and liked the possibility that Xuejian might sacrifice herself for him one day.

But these are not "love".

The small apartment cannot accommodate a person's guilt, and the thin floor cannot block a man's crying.

I actually... fell in love with you only at the moment you died, after you died.

It turns out that "love" means that as long as you are alive, living happily in some corner unknown to me, I will be satisfied.

*

After the funeral, the crowd dispersed in twos and threes, and only the Zen temple Naobi people hurried over.

After completely solving the problem of the Shibuya Incident, Gojo Satoru seemed to have a sudden realization. He was afraid that if he didn't stir up trouble again, he would never have another chance in the future. He led his students to turn the world of sorcery upside down. He was so tired that he had no time to drink for almost a week.

"Naoya, go home, the family needs you."

Let him retire quickly, he can't afford to live any longer.

"No, I don't need a family anymore."

How could I sit in that position by stepping on Xuejian's corpse?

When he said this, Zenin Naoya was surprised at his inner calmness, and then he smiled calmly.

Apart from Xuejian's death, there was nothing else he couldn't let go of.

Naobito still didn't give up: "What about the head of the family? You don't want to be the head of the family anymore."

Zenin Naoya replied impatiently,

"Shin'er's child has inherited the ancestral technique, so let him take charge. At worst, Maki can do it."

At the end of 2018, the eldest son of the Zenin family, Zenin Naoya, left the family.

Later, he traveled to many places and met many people. He helped them as a non-staff sorcerer. People respected him and regarded him as a reliable role model.

No one knew that he was born into an ancient family and was the most popular heir to the family.

He is just Zenin Naoya.

This time he went to a small country famous for its rural scenery. Walking on the endless fields, he could see the blue sky and green sea everywhere, as if he could reach the sky and the earth with just one hand.

If he stayed in the Zen temple, he would never see such a scenery in his life.

So Xuejian,

You are my world.