I'm the heroine of a love game in a comic book

Xuejian pushed the person out like crazy, cursing, "You'd better die. Do you think it's fun to lie to me?"

She beat Akai Shuichi's chest again and again, and the man stood straight, holding her tightly in his arms, letting her vent her anger until Xuejian lost her strength and collapsed to the ground, still holding Akai Shuichi's shirt tightly in her hands.

For so long, she has not dared to recall the scene in Lai Yeshan.

Even before that, she was afraid to hear Shuichi Akai's name from anyone. When Vermouth's mission in the United States failed and he came back to Japan to see her for a checkup, she tried to pretend to be indifferent when Shuichi Akai was mentioned, fearing that the famous actor with sharp eyes and ears would notice something.

Later, there was the duel under the moon in the Full Moon chapter, and the evenly matched opponents in the Red and Black chapter. She thought she could always play the role of a passerby until "Okiya Subaru" appeared and continued the game of strategy.

Xuejian never expected that she would have to witness Akai Shuichi's "death" with her own eyes.

Perhaps it was because she had been bedridden for many years that her fear of death was deeper than that of ordinary people. When she heard the gunshots, she forgot that this was just a sophisticated plan by the Red Army.

It's so stupid. I know the whole story, but I'm still so into it.

Perhaps the game is no longer just a game to her. She has really integrated into this place and become a true "Gibson".

Xuejian was secretly shocked. Was it because her empathy was too strong? Or was it because the characters chosen by the game were too good, with so many similarities to her. She recalled the memories of [Gibson] as if she was recalling her own life.

She was certain that if Gibson had personally ordered the execution of his lover, he would have had the same reaction as she did.

After seeing Okiya Subaru, Xuejian finally felt relieved: this was a story she was familiar with, she was a player with a God's perspective, not an ignorant gypsy student.

Perhaps, as the system said, she stayed in this world for too long, causing Gipson's thoughts to gradually merge into her body, causing her to forget from time to time that this was originally a game.

Since it was a game, and since Akai Shuichi had already confessed everything without her having to hint at anything, of course she had to win.

Shuichi Akai hugged the girl in his arms, slowly knelt on the ground as she moved, and patted her thin shoulders.

Xuejian cried so hard that she was exhausted. It took her a long time to come to her senses after being comforted by him, and she touched his cheek again.

"It's really you..." She cried and laughed, "I had a dream once. I dreamed that you were not dead, your identity was not exposed, and you were downstairs to pick me up for a date as usual."

“It actually really, really came true.”

Akai Shuichi felt heartbroken, picked up the girl horizontally, put her on the sofa and wrapped her in a blanket. He squatted in front of Xuejian, looked up at her, and said to her with great respect, "Would you like to hear what I have seen in the past two years?"

Seeing this story from the character's perspective is completely different from the experience of seeing it as a reader. The plots that she thought were easy to pass were actually full of hidden dangers. Every step was a long walk, and there was no room for error.

Akai Shuichi told all this while observing Xuejian's expression. Seeing that she was listening attentively and was not affected by the Black Organization's repeated failures, he relaxed.

Then, he frowned and said, "I have told you all my secrets. What about you? Are you hiding something from me?"

Xuejian was stunned when she heard his words and tilted her head, confused.

Seeing her stunned look, Akai Shuichi sighed, "Xuejian, you still have a lot of life ahead of you, why did you commit suicide? Did the organization punish you because of me? Who did it?"

At the end, Akai Shuichi could no longer control his anger. He had only heard a few vague words from Amuro Toru before, such as "I've been in the interrogation room, and I'm not in a good mental state." When he pressed the question further, the other party refused to say anything. He could only imagine it himself, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became.

Xuejian quickly shook her head. She was not hurt, but someone else was in trouble.

Akai Shuichi saw her resistance and changed the question, "If you feel guilty about the Black Organization, you can join us and fight against the darkness of this world together."

He finally revealed the purpose of this trip. He wanted Yuecheng Xuejian to stand with him without any scruples, and now he was trying his best to coax her.

Xuejian felt mixed emotions.

Unfortunately, I can't do what you wish. The ending of [Gibson] cannot be rewritten. No matter which player borrows her body and develops a different life, in the end they will only end up with "death".

I can't go with you.

[Gibson] His face turned pale when he heard Akai Shuichi talking about suicide, and he started shaking uncontrollably when he heard that he was resisting with him.

Impossible. I am no longer qualified to stand on the side of justice.

If you knew the crimes I committed in the interrogation room, you would not look at me with eyes full of love, and you would not imagine our bright future. You would hate me, regard the years of dating me as a stain on your life, and execute this cancer with your own hands.

The girl turned around in panic and covered her ears. "Don't say such things. I feel relieved knowing that you are safe. I won't tell anyone. Please leave now."

Rather than waiting for you to know everything and look at me with disappointment, it is better to cut off our contact completely.

"Whether it's Moroboshi Dai or Okiya Subaru, we have already broken up. Mr. Akai, you and I were together for the mission. You don't owe me anything. I appreciate your kindness."

Why, Akai Shuichi didn't understand.

He was sure he saw desire in Xuejian's eyes when he extended the invitation. Why would she refuse? Was it because of her deep-rooted fear of the organization?

Akai Shuichi patiently comforted her, "Don't worry, everything will be fine. I can send you to Eagle Country first, and then come find you when everything is settled."

"Xuejian, don't you like me and don't want to really date me? We've been through so many twists and turns, don't you want to start over and have a relationship that belongs to Tsukishiro Yukian and Akai Shuichi?"

He has always been upset about the fact that both "Muroboshi Dai" and "Okiya Subaru" had been with Yukie.

[Gipson] It was difficult to explain. Of course she wanted to be with her lover, but she was no longer the spotless doctor. Now she was no different from the thugs in the organization. How could she accept the protection of the Red Team with peace of mind?

Seeing that Xuejian was slow to respond, Akai Shuichi said, "Xuejian, I don't believe that your loyalty to the organization has blinded you. I know you hate the fighting among the members of the organization, and you hate that you treated them and became an indirect accomplice. Xuejian, ask yourself, don't you want to stand upright in the sun one day?"

"Your medical skills can cure more patients, and those people will be grateful to you from the bottom of their hearts. You shouldn't stay in this small clinic and wait for sporadic customers to come."

"Xuejian, are you really willing to live your current life?"

Yuecheng Xuejian heard the resonance from the depths of his soul.

Shuichi Akai's words hit the nail on the head for Gibson. The girl had always been unwilling to remain unknown. She actually wanted to see a wider world and help more people.

Xuejian suddenly had an idea. Yes, I can use the identity of [Gibson] to help the red team, and then die as the black team in the end. This way, the character won’t be considered ooc.

The girl was finally persuaded by Akai Shuichi. She took a deep breath and made a great decision, "I don't want to leave here. I want to do something to help you."

Akai Shuichi frowned. He thought it was too dangerous to keep Xuejian here. Xuejian must have been under a lot of pressure these years, otherwise she wouldn't have thought of dying. He wanted to send her away and find a psychiatrist for treatment. In short, she couldn't be allowed to have any contact with the organization.

Shuichi Akai usually stays rational no matter what trouble he encounters, but he loses his composure when it comes to Yukie and doesn't want anything to go wrong for her.

But the other party was very firm, "But Lord." Seeing this familiar face, the girl unconsciously called out Dai Moroboshi's name, which made Akai Shuu's face turn dark.

"I want to do something for you, too. I'm not a kid who knows nothing about the current situation."

Seeing that Akai Shuichi was getting serious, Xue Jian paused and continued, "I know you just fought with the organization and made them suffer a great loss. Don't you want to know their subsequent actions? Let me be the undercover."

No, it's too dangerous, this was Akai Shuichi's first thought. He must not let Xuejian take any risks.

Before he could refute, Xuejian began to list the benefits of having her as an insider, "No one will doubt me. I joined the organization when I was thirteen. I have nowhere else to go except the organization. Gin and the others never set up defenses against me."

"Having me here is like stabbing the sharpest and tiniest spike into the enemy's brain. I can try to influence their deployment and pass on other undercovers - you must have planted other undercovers, too - to get information that I can't."

"In addition, I also want to use my actions to pay for the blood debt on my body. I don't want to be a fugitive who closes my ears and ears, erases all traces and pretends that my past mistakes never existed."

"I want your companions to see that I am not someone who relies on your protection to evade responsibility. I am someone who can find a way forward for you and escort you."

The edge of the sun struggles to reveal a ray of light through the mountains, reminding people that a new day has arrived.

"My love for you is unconditional."