I'm the heroine of a love game in a comic book

Kai Kyosuke is a psychologist who doesn't like to wear a white coat. He firmly believes that white coats will burden patients and make them unwilling to speak out their inner conflicts, so they can't get the right treatment. However, people often think that he is not professional enough, which makes this small clinic unable to make ends meet.

Fortunately, he found a stable "source of customers" not long after.

Today is the day that Tsukishiro Yukie has an appointment to see the doctor. Kai Kyousuke is ready early and is looking through the medical records while waiting.

During childhood, he had to drop out of school and be hospitalized for many years due to neuroblastoma. He had no close friends and his relationship with doctors and nurses was not harmonious.

Although she received the best treatment thanks to her prominent family and eventually recovered miraculously, she soon developed schizophrenia again and her family completely gave up on her.

I have been actively seeking treatment, but the results are not satisfactory. In the final analysis, I still have a serious defensive mentality towards doctors.

Kai Kyosuke recalled that when he first asked about the condition, Tsukishiro Yukie only said vaguely that it was all the game's fault.

He refused to say any more.

What Yuecheng Xuejian has always wanted is to forget all the memories of her "fantasy". She prefers hypnosis to systematic treatment.

Kai Kyousuke told her with a smile that doctors in real life are not as powerful as those in TV dramas, and he can't make people obey him with a pocket watch.

Yuecheng Xuejian was very disappointed, but she quickly cheered up. This time her request was simpler. She hoped that the doctor could help her establish normal interpersonal relationships.

But when Kai Zongjie wanted to start with her and help her analyze the problems in interacting with others, she began to avoid it again.

Kai Zongjie was also helpless with this kind of patient who was both cooperative and uncooperative.

She separated herself into two individuals, one was herself and the other was [Game Tsukishiro Yukijian], a typical symptom of schizophrenia.

Neither talk nor medication worked.

Kai Zongjie glanced at the clock and saw that there were still ten minutes until the agreed time.

He thought again of the gossip he heard at the last alumni meeting.

The Tokyo University Alumni Association is the most powerful and influential alumni association in the country. Countless celebrities graduated from Tokyo University and interacted with other Tokyo University graduates, weaving a dense network of relationships.

Sosuke was one of the few students in Tokyo University who was not doing very well. If his old classmates hadn't called him specifically, he would not have participated.

It was at this boring party that he heard the name of his patient.

"That one from the Yuecheng family is really unfortunate for the family."

"I heard that the boss died in a car accident. He was so cruel. After all, we are from the same mother."

"That little girl is only capable of that. She can't protect the family business. I think the Yuecheng family is finished."

Sousuke walked over and asked, "Which Tsukishiro are you talking about?"

"It's Yuecheng, who comes from a legal family," the classmate listed them all. "In three generations, the family has produced four prosecutors, two judges, five lawyers, and that Yuecheng."

Sousuke, who was born into a commoner family, naturally didn't know much about it. He only vaguely remembered that he seemed to have seen this surname in the newspaper. He gritted his teeth and continued, "Something happened to their family."

"Alas," someone who was listening to that person suddenly became excited, sighing and groaning, wishing he could change his last name, "It's really pitiful that Mr. Yuecheng is still in prison at his old age, all because of that tuberculosis daughter."

"Why is he in jail?" Sousuke asked. He couldn't just send someone to jail casually. Mr. Tsukishiro was a high judge whom even he knew.

"Oh, this." The classmate didn't want to say it anymore.

But now he had no choice, as he was surrounded by people who wanted to join in the fun. Everyone knew that he worked in the court and had just been assigned to work under Mr. Yuecheng, so he must know some inhumane things.

"Their daughter, Tsukishiro Yukimi, revealed some of their family's secrets." The classmate suddenly became vague and hesitant:

"It seems that he received some gifts during the court session."

"That's it?" In the silence, a boy wearing luxury clothes said disdainfully, "She is really crazy. She is willing to break up with her family for such a small matter. Isn't she grateful that her family has nurtured her for so many years?"

The classmate breathed a sigh of relief after hearing what he said, and then said:

"That's right. I also heard that her mother, the former lawyer Tomomi Tsukishiro, was also a lunatic. One day she suddenly went crazy and stabbed her female client with a knife. She also broke into the court and wanted to stab Mr. Tsukishiro. Fortunately, she was stopped. Not long after, she committed suicide. Do you think this is hereditary?"

Everyone felt the same and echoed the sentiment.

Only Sousuke left in silence.

It's so funny. In the eyes of these officials' children, family honor is more important than justice, right? Because "family disgrace should not be made public", they even turn a blind eye to bribery and cheating. Can the word "crazy" explain everything?

In later treatments, Sosuke asked about Tsukishiro Yukie's family. He suspected that serious family conflicts had caused Tsukishiro Yukie's illness.

As a result, Yuecheng Xuejian told everything nonchalantly.

"That woman approached my mother in the form of a commission and asked her how to divide the property after the divorce. Then, according to what my mother said, she asked my father to transfer the property and transfer some real estate to her."

"It's actually impossible to ask my father to divorce. After all, he wants to build a good image. That woman can only provoke him like this. But my mother is a person who can't tolerate any grain of sand in her eyes."

Yuecheng Xuejian, who had been very calm just now, suddenly shuddered and said mechanically:

"She always thought that she and her father were united in love."

Kai Zongjie realized that this was the root of the problem.

"So, even though I've had a few relationships in the game, and those guys loved me, sometimes I'm glad I'm dead. I don't believe they'll love me forever."

Kai Zongjie couldn't help but ask, "What game are you talking about, before and after life?"

"Right." Tsukishiro Yukie warned Sousuke solemnly, "Don't ever, ever play this game. You might really die if you don't do it well."

How can I afford such expensive games? Kai Zongjie thought, I might as well buy a few more pounds of meat.

We can basically conclude that due to family reasons, the person lost confidence in interpersonal relationships, sought comfort in games and was unable to get out of it, resulting in schizophrenia.

Kai Zongjie asked: "Do you think that you survived because of the game, because you died in the game?"

Tsukishiro Yukimi readily admitted, "Yes, I can't let my death be in vain."

The girl who had just got off work and was wearing neat suit pants and had her hair cut short, had been ill for many years and had studied on her own to get into the University of Tokyo, and then quickly changed her major and graduated with the first place, which made her a leader even among a group of outstanding young people. She was so young, just graduated from college and entered the workplace, and had a huge fortune after her parents and brothers died and went to prison. Logically, she had no regrets in her life, even though she had suffered misfortune.

But she was still panicking subconsciously, as if something was chasing her and forcing her to make a choice.

He rebuilt his own world through games, and after experiencing [death] in the game, he realized that it would be too late if he didn't rebel against his father.

After completing his long-cherished wish, he fell into emptiness again and thought of the game again. However, perhaps the game left a trauma on him, so he was eager to get rid of the influence of the game and even suggested hypnosis.

Kai Zongjie thought for a moment and said, "Why not start by making friends? Good friendships will also make people enjoy life."

"Ms. Yuecheng, you are both afraid of and dependent on games. This situation is not uncommon among teenagers, and most of them are caused by a lack of communication with others."

He looked at Yuecheng Xuejian, and a hint of pain flashed in the other's eyes.

Yes, growing up in a hospital, how can I communicate with people of my age?

"Games...virtual lovers and friends are still fake after all. I'm just more comfortable when I play the role of [Tsukishiro Xuejian]. When it's my turn, I really don't know what to do." Tsukishiro Xuejian said dejectedly.

"I don't ask for family love, but I've experienced love... Even if it's not real, so doctor, please let me gain some friendship."

Kai Sosuke was still taking notes with a pen when Tsukishiro Yukie, who was sitting opposite the table, suddenly leaned forward on the table and came face to face with Sosuke.

Facing Sosuke's frightened face, Tsukishiro Yukie said to herself: "Please, Dr. Sosuke, teach me how to make friends."

...These young masters and young ladies really don’t know how to read other people’s faces, Sosuke gritted his teeth.

No matter how sympathetic their experience is, they are still annoying and self-centered inside.

Sosuke said in despair:

"Whether you are friends or lovers, you need fate to tie you together, so participate in more social activities and get together with your former classmates, and maybe you will find it."

Yuecheng Xuejian seemed to understand but not quite.

It’s been a week since our last meeting, and I don’t know how my friendship is going.

Five minutes before the agreed time, Kai Zongjie stood up and prepared to greet his patient. Tsukishiro Yukie always arrived at this time, neither early nor late.

Sure enough, as soon as I arrived at the clinic door, I heard her say:

"Doctor, I found a friend."