The Queen Mother jumped from the tower, and His Majesty was reborn with fear

Yu Jinzhi had no intention of letting go of the hairpin in her hand. She looked down from the tower, and the scene of her father's departure was still vivid in her mind.

This is where she saw her father off, and he said he would come back to pick her up...

"Xie Yuxiu, I had a dream before." Yu Jinzhi suddenly said something that seemed insignificant.

Dream? What dream? Xie Yuxiu frowned, but did not ask. He did not care about it now, he just wanted Yu Jinzhi to come down from above.

"I seem to have become your queen now." Yu Jinzhi said again.

As soon as she said this, Xie Yuxiu's body stiffened. He looked at Yu Jinzhi in disbelief. What was she talking about?

"But... on the day I was crowned queen, I also stood on this city wall just like I am now," Yu Jinzhi continued.

Xie Yuxiu is now almost certain that the dream she was talking about was the scene in her previous life where Yu Jinzhi jumped off the city wall.

"I don't know why I was standing there, and I don't know why I made that choice in the end, but I could feel that I was very desperate and sad at that time." Yu Jinzhi began to talk to herself.

Xie Yuxiu seemed to be frozen in place, not daring to make any rash moves.

"And those inexplicable words you said on the city wall before, so I was wondering, maybe those were not dreams at all?" When Yu Jinzhi said this, Xie Yuxiu's heart was lifted.

Yu Jinzhi seemed unaware: "It is a foreshadowing, a choice and reminder from God." It is not a dream, but something that may happen in the future.

"Anything that has never happened is fake," said Xie Yuxiu.

But Yu Jinzhi shook her head: "But it doesn't seem fake, it seems to have always existed in the depths of my memory. It's like a trapped beast that can break out of its cage at any time, and it has already determined my final outcome."

"When did you start to believe that fate is determined by heaven?" Xie Yuxiu asked her.

Yu Jinzhi's voice seemed to have lost its strength, so it became distant: "I never believe that fate is determined by heaven, because people are much more terrifying than heaven, and it is never heaven that controls me."

"You're still blaming me. I did all this for your own good." Xie Yuxiu said.

"I really hate the words 'I'm doing this for your own good'. I'm doing this for your own good, so I can override your thoughts and tell you what to do. I'm doing this for your own good, so I can plan your life and tie your hands and feet." Yu Jinzhi's face was full of disgust as she said these words.

Why do people always say "I'm doing this for your own good" when they do something self-righteously? This sentence is really hard to hear...

Yu Jinzhi was enjoying the breeze on the city wall. It had just snowed today and everything was white wherever she looked. She couldn't remember the last time she saw such a scene.

It seems to be before Xie Yuxiu took her into the palace...

She still remembered that Xie Zhao had someone build a beautiful snowman for her.

"Your Highness" Yu Jinzhi looked at Xie Zhao.

Xie Zhao had not spoken since the beginning. Only when he heard Yu Jinzhi calling him did he look up at him.

"I'm not stupid..." Yu Jinzhi only said this.

Xie Zhao looked at her: "Zhizhi, we should have been fine."

"No." Yu Jinzhi denied.

When Xie Zhao heard this, his eyes seemed to be asking why, but he didn't ask it out loud. But Yu Jinzhi still answered.

"Even if that incident hadn't happened, it wouldn't have been good forever. You always said that it would be nice if you could be an ordinary person, but you obviously care about these so-called powers."

"You always say that you want it because it's the only way to protect you and me, and you just want to take back what originally belonged to you."

"But... Your Highness has changed a long time ago. When you threatened Xie Yuxiu with the safety of the capital, you were completely different. In the past, Your Highness always put the people first and was loved by the people, but these are all fake." Yu Jinzhi said.

Xie Zhao was speechless after being refuted by her. He actually didn't know whether he had changed or he had been like this from the beginning...

"Being well-dressed is more terrifying than looking hideous and scary." Yu Jinzhi continued.

Xie Zhao looked at the person in front of him: "Do you hate me?"

"I just want to know how much you cheated me of?" Yu Jinzhi asked.

"I didn't lie to you." Xie Zhao still refused to admit it.

However, Yu Jinzhi didn't believe it: "Your Highness, my father's death... does it have anything to do with you?" She waited for a long time before asking the second half of the question.

Xie Zhao's eyes changed color slightly, but no one noticed.

"Why would you think so, Zhizhi? No matter how much I change, no matter how unscrupulous I am, I will never do such a thing." Xie Zhao answered her.

Perhaps Yu Jinzhi believed it, so she didn't ask any further questions.

"So... Daddy is really gone?" She seemed to be asking them, but she wasn't looking at them.

No one answered her question, but no answer was an answer, and it was the answer that everyone accepted.

"There's really no point in living..." The tears that Yu Jinzhi had been holding back for so long suddenly fell.

She was like a child who had been wronged. She no longer paid attention to the rules at this moment and just cried very sadly.

"Yu Jinzhi!" Xie Yuxiu started to panic.

Yu Jinzhi was unmoved and just kept crying like a little girl who was bullied.

"Princess!" Qingyu and Liang Qing finally caught up at this time.

Yu Jinzhi didn't even look at them.

Liang Qing was fine, he always had the same expression on his face, even when he was anxious he didn't show it. But Qingyu's eyes were red, he was extremely anxious.

"Princess, what are you doing? Put your hairpin down quickly. Aren't you afraid of heights? Princess, Princess..." Qingyu began to persuade her.

It was unclear whether Yu Jinzhi took these words to heart or not, as she did not react at all.

For a moment, she really doubted whether her coming into this world was a mistake from the very beginning?

If she didn't exist, would everything be different now?

She didn't know what kind of mentality she should have in living in this world from now on, nor did she know what else in this world was worth her staying for.

She is a useless person who can't protect herself or the people around her. So living in this world will only be a burden.