The waste she became the first array mage

"Nothing." Li Yiru shook her head. It was the first time that Ji Shiyan saw her so emotionally unstable. The moment she saw him, extreme joy and sadness surged beneath her calm appearance.

"Ji, Shiyan." Her tone focused on his last name, her fingertips touching his eyebrows, and Ji Shiyan's uneasiness became restless again, "You, don't scare me, Yirou, don't leave me."

"If you don't want to be here, let's go somewhere else." Ji Shiyan's eyes turned red. He felt that the master must have interfered with them. "Let's go back to Wuji Palace and become outer disciples. Let's..."

Li Yirou stopped him, "Go back quickly, they didn't say anything, but I finally know how good you are and how much you care about me!"

She walked beside him, the moonlight cast two figures side by side. Ji Shiyan didn't quite believe it, "Then why are you so sad..."

Li Yirou suddenly smiled, thinking that Li Yi might have some special abilities, and asked back: "Then don't you see how happy I am?"

Her hand was wrapped in his palm, feeling very warm. Li Yirou thought that he should have been extremely lucky, but it was probably because he met her that he was tainted with bad luck and began to get into trouble. During his training, he was always on the brink of life and death.

She also wants him to be well and warm all the time, so she has no regrets.

Ji Shiyan thought about it and felt that it was true. Maybe Li Yirou liked him more. Just like him, loving her was always accompanied by joy and sadness, and she always wanted more and more.

"Really? Can you promise that you won't leave me?" Ji Shiyan still wanted to promise, but her promise was not a vow to her inner demons, so how could it be binding? She held his hand and shook it together, "Of course."

Of course it wasn't true. She just hoped that she wasn't real, that everything was just a dream, and when she woke up, it was just her birthday, and she was still a silly college student.

Li Yirou went back with him and pretended nothing happened. She lay in the room with the floor fire and read a book. After Ji Shiyan drank the medicine, he rested his head on her legs and played with her other hand.

"My master asked me to come over and asked me how I felt about you. I said I liked you very much and I only wanted you in this life." Ji Shiyan looked at her and said softly.

Li Yirou coaxed him, "Really? Your master said that many people like you and asked me not to be so confident."

"Impossible! He's talking nonsense. I... I'm an introvert and no one cares about me." Ji Shiyan explained with a blush.

"Who are Liu Xiaoya, Zhou Qingshuang, and the others?" Ji Shiyan was shocked by what she said. He suddenly sat up and after a while, he remembered that this was not what Senior Sister Du had guessed that day. "How did you know!"

"You guys are so loud, I can hear you even with the window open." Li Yirou closed the book and smiled at him, "Why, they didn't pay any attention to you either?"

Ji Shiyan's face showed embarrassment, and he didn't dare to say anything. He really didn't know them. "I, I don't care."

"Then why did you notice me?" Li Yirou was actually very curious. Why did he like her so much all of a sudden? It seemed a little unreal, but maybe love itself was not real.

"I was originally going to Wuji Palace to look for a friend, but I didn't expect to meet you. I thought you were very beautiful at the time, but when I looked at you, you didn't seem to want to pay attention to me."

Li Yirou guessed that he was a little disappointed because he didn't see Fang Ye, and he was a little tired because of what he had experienced, so his expression was not very good. Li Yirou took a look and avoided it.

"You remember me too, right? That's why you always hide from me!" Ji Shiyan seemed happy because of her jealousy and no longer bothered about her promise not to leave him.

"Remember, I didn't expect you to be in Qiandao Sword Sect." Li Yirou leaned on his shoulder, "I didn't expect it would be you."

"Ji Shiyan, is the New Year's Eve in the cultivation world also so deserted?" She was very curious. It was so quiet today, just as ordinary as ever.

“Well, people who practice Taoism don’t celebrate festivals very often. In the later stages, they will go into seclusion for several years and won’t care about the passage of time.” Ji Shiyan explained.

So that's what it is. She thought there would be some grand fireworks, unlike the boring time she was in the secret realm, so there was no need to wait any longer.

Li Yirou once saw Shi Yue and Manager Chen, and thought at the time that Manager Chen liked someone and tried to drag her into the swamp with him.

Now that she had become a quagmire, she hesitated for only a moment before making up her mind. Just as she had felt when she was watching from the sidelines, she absolutely did not want such love.

Li Yirou took out the Fu Sheng Ru Meng, "This is the wine I got from the secret realm of the Lost City. It's brewed and I'll give it to you to taste. We should celebrate the festival with wine!"

"Okay, this is what I brewed. Maybe our recipes are the same." Ji Shiyan also took out the spiritual wine, filled her glass, and poured himself Li Yiru's glass, as if it were an exchange.

"Well, let's not drink too much..." He blushed, probably worried that he would lose control. Li Yirou said softly, "Okay, just one glass."

Like Duobao, Ji Shiyan poured out his cup on the table after only one drink.

Li Yiru drank the spiritual wine he poured in one gulp. The taste was exactly the same as what she had in the secret realm.

The strong liquor tasted spicy in her throat and made her heart turn sad, but she would no longer get drunk on one glass of wine.

On the same New Year's Eve, Li Yiru was trapped in the Chiyan Secret Realm alone and got drunk after drinking the wine he left behind. Today it was Ji Shiyan's turn.

Looking at his sleeping face, Li Yirou suddenly felt emotional. It turned out that the monk's premonition was so accurate. When he came back from the secret realm, he felt that she would leave, and he began to feel uneasy for some reason.

At that time, she never thought that the situation would turn out like this today. When she found out that he was Li Yi, she completely threw away the thought of using him.

At that moment, she wanted him to accompany her in the future, and she believed that Ji Shiyan must want to be by her side. She has always been alone, and sometimes she is really lonely.

Unfortunately, this wish was shattered in an instant. Li Yiru wiped away her tears. She must cut off all the cause and effect that someone had inexplicably imposed on her!

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Ji Shiyan woke up and found himself lying upright on the couch in the west room, with no one around him.

He just felt like it was all a dream. In the dream, Fang was Li Yirou's ex-husband. He came out of the secret realm to find Li Yirou and thanked him for helping him take care of Yirou. Then both of them left him.

He lived alone until his death, spending the whole day cultivating and ignoring everything else. He lived a dull life like this, but his heart was always empty.

I think about her every day.

After waking up, he realized it was just a dream. Ji Shiyan breathed a sigh of relief. [Where are you?]

After waiting for a while, there was no response to the jade slip. He suddenly began to panic. He stood up and was about to go out when he saw a thin piece of letter on the table in the middle hall.

Ji Shiyan walked over step by step, his hands shaking slightly, and he felt that the letter was so heavy that he could hardly hold it.

[Ji Shiyan, I only came here for the sword tactics, I have no intention of you, sorry. Don't look for me, don't miss me. - Li Yirou stayed. ]

No, it's impossible. He didn't believe it. Ji Shiyan was about to go out and find a way to ask if anyone had seen her, but only the master was in his yard.

"Wake up, little brat. You've been sleeping for two months and scared me to death..." Qin Yunzhou was about to come over to see him, but Ji Shiyan took a half step back defensively. To Qin Yunzhou, this small action caused such great harm.